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How Are You In One Word? v. Do A Little Dance, Make A Little Love

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Well

I am well =D


I just spent the night chilling with a girl that I've been trying to chill with for the last year. It's funny though because I've been semi-trying to hook up with her for the last year and now that we finally have hung out a couple of times this week, I'm actually very happy to just be chilling with a girl and not thinking about hooking up. I find this girl quite attractive and definitely cool to chill with, but I'm just happy to be friends with her. Idk, maybe I just need more friends who are girls.


OH YA! This is also the longest I've gone without any kind of opiate/opioid since sometime in 2008. =D :D =D Gay guys and straight women said I was looking good, so I can't really complain.....about anything right now. :)


Feels more than good man <3 :D
 
theartofwar said:
I took on too many other ppls baggage and left mine at the airport terminal....

I'll be fine I just have been having trouble w/self harm and the drugs, well opiates always wll be a part of me - jus tryin to get thru.

Also in tons of pain, these broken ribs and bruised both my lungs. Been tough.
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<3 It will heal.

Im good
 
That is great news Carl! I relapsed recently on the painkillers but have managed not to binge on alcohol since the first week of December, which is a little victory for me. I'm glad to hear things are going well.

My word is haunted 'cause the issue that was giving me insomnia last night came back as a nightmare once I got some shut-eye... I think I have PTSD :X (it's not drug-related).
 
Coffee never seems to help with grogginess I find. I have to always go one step farther with Provigil or Ritalin or Adderal in order to feel remotely awake. My mom threw out my goddamn ritalin just because "it wasn't prescribed to me" and "I've had a drug problem my whole life"....what a piece of work she is....
 
Grateful for wonderful people.

OD is king
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^See I knew we were a lot alike. We both know OD is king, lol. ;)


I am really tired......going to take a little nap. *sundays*
 
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ocean said:
^Are you about to go on vacation?!?! You should be EXCITED! :D
Travelling is fun!
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Tuesday. It will be great to see family and friends, less great to deal with seminars and be rushing around all the time. It's not going to feel like much of a vacation.

Therefore I stopped procrastinating and now I am doinglaundry.
 
sick as fuck the knot i thought was a knot looks more n more like a infection , i blasted it w/3ccs of iodine but im guessing next few days wont be pleasant as that shit works itself out.
 
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