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Help!!!I want to get high!!!(again)

balletgirl

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I take these meds-tegretol,epival(anti-seizure meds), clobazam(anti-seizure and benzo), a lot of seroquel(900mg) for really bad bipolar,and remeron. I have also been on methadone(for IV dilaudid) for about a year(100mg) so I've been clean for a year.And I'm tired,FED UP with it.I WANT TO GET HIGH!! I have a past of using/abusing almost every legal/illegal over 15 years. My question is what substances can I use without interacting seriously(e.i.death)?I get my meth from a private doctor and we never get drug tested,we're on the honour system.
I have tons of extended release ritalin;I have ADD but never took them because I used them as directed and they never did anything for me,even taking 160mg a day.I can easily get salvia,which is one I've never tried,clonazapam,dilaudid,and anything in the drugstore(live in Canada).But because I've been clean for a year I've lost all my old contacts.I had a phase where I was taking a lot of triple Cs and really liked the feeling but now that I'm older(35) taking a whole pack of pills can't be good,as my liver is severely damaged from the 15+ years of addiction.
So any advice? Where I'm on meth can I even get high from dilaudid? I've heard so many different answers and for info I'd be doing it IV,it's the only way I've ever done them.So what options do I have?
 
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Yeah how about weed? Sounds like that might be the healthiest option. Also maybe grow opium to lace your weed with for special occasions. If you limit it to that not much harm is going to come out of anything.
 
With the dose of methadone your on, opiates or opioids of any kind are pretty much out of the question. On top of that you have a history of seizures( im basing this off what you wrote). You also have really bad bipolar disorder which your being treated for as you mentioned. To be honest I would stay away from drugs at all costs. You have so many different medical problems no one here would be able to give you sound advice. Plus bluelights not here to tell you how to get high.
 
I'm not personally on methadone, but I know lots of people who are on it and if you like the buzz of ritalin try doing some ritalin with it. They've said the ritalin is supposed to be really really good when mixed with the methadone. Of course probably not the safest thing but just take small steps.

As far as if your looking for an opiate high, at 160 mg methadone your more than likely not going to feel anything you put in your body unless you do excessive amounts and I think that would do more harm than good and not worth it.
 
100mg is a high dose of Methadone and it will block just about all the effects of any other opiate you take. Out of the drugs that you have your best chances of getting high are from either the Ritalin, clonazepam and clobazam. You won't be able to get from the OTC codeine in Canada or Dilaudid. Those are out of the question. Why not just smoke some marijuana? Healthy choice.
 
Yeah I second it... the 'done is gonna block any ope,

Chill out, smoke some bud, and you'll prob be happy u didn't fall off the horse, but that is only IMHO.

:) be safe

-oc
 
BIG ol' shot of some dogfood (H) will do ya right. get some china or some straight black tar. i always liked the tar most for some reason, but did more chinawhite then anything
 
Idk dude it seems you have the best you can get. If you have access to meth then that's the best upper your gonna get. As for downers, opiates won't work for you and clonazepam is weak imo and has a long hangover. Plus benzos don't provide much euphoria anyway.

Like every1 else said, try just smoking weed.

Also, alcohol never fails :p
 
Idk dude it seems you have the best you can get. If you have access to meth then that's the best upper your gonna get. As for downers, opiates won't work for you and clonazepam is weak imo and has a long hangover. Plus benzos don't provide much euphoria anyway.

Like every1 else said, try just smoking weed.

Also, alcohol never fails :p

Benzodiazepines would actually increase the effects of Methadone.
 
First off, I don't know what you mean OTC Dilaudid in Canada, because Dilaudid is DEFINITELY NOT OTC in ANY part of Canada. Second of all, what do you mean by Triple C's?
 
First off, I don't know what you mean OTC Dilaudid in Canada, because Dilaudid is DEFINITELY NOT OTC in ANY part of Canada. Second of all, what do you mean by Triple C's?

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Thank you everyone for all of your suggestions and I think I'll go and get some weed.You really can never go wrong can you?I think this is the first time I've posted a question and I never thought I'd get so many replies so quickly.Thanks again!(and still open to ideas;what about ketamine?Salvia worth trying?)
 
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