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willow11 said:
I really think this should be a new emoticon for bluelight:
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Its a dancing wookie.
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Awesome =D

Hey all. Today is the last day I'm smoking weed for a while I think. It's time for a good break so I'm just gonna smoke the rest of this 1/8th today as sort of a last shebang (for now).

Weed clouds my brain too much and makes me a less content and sociable person when I'm doing it daily. I need some clarity before classes start again.
 
w00t. Just got prescribed some dextroamp 30mg a day (15mg tablets twice daily).

Hopefully with some aid from the addys and less weed I'll have better semester. I plan on not buying any weed in January. I'll smoke occasionally, but I need to get my consumption down, and become a bit more responsible. Also, I'll be able to keep the tolerance nice and low for more intense weed experiences.

I'm currently on day 18 with no weed. Feels good mang.
 
Howdy all ye swirlies. :D <3

I hope you're all doing well.

Been playing video games & stuff lately, out of school until the middle of the month. Might take LSD at some point soon, as I'm clean from everything but weed and it would probably be a useful trip.

I still feel out-of-sorts, though, ever since quitting benzos-- and its been a long time now. That's the only reason I'm nervous about tripping. Lots of causeless anxiety creeping around in my body, especially in the mornings-- it takes me a while to ease into the day without feeling totally overwhelmed. Meh.

Oh well, I'm feelin' pretty good overall though. About to eat a zucchini muffin, and maybe get a cup of coffee. Then, of course, smoke a bowl. Hooray! :D
 
Ben So Furry said:
Congratulations and welcome to the no sleep club, after a while you won't miss it!

In terms of combining my love and habit I don't, kid in bed before I indulge and nowhere near the same 'insane' levels I used too and nowhere near as often. Best of luck <3
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Cheers Ben, I certainly don't intend to be combining the two simultaneously... One thing I have discovered is that 50% of any comedown is the sleep deprivation!
 
Roger&Me said:
I still feel out-of-sorts, though, ever since quitting benzos-- and its been a long time now. That's the only reason I'm nervous about tripping. Lots of causeless anxiety creeping around in my body, especially in the mornings-- it takes me a while to ease into the day without feeling totally overwhelmed. Meh.

Oh well, I'm feelin' pretty good overall though. About to eat a zucchini muffin, and maybe get a cup of coffee. Then, of course, smoke a bowl. Hooray! :D
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I've never taken daily doses of benzos for extend periods (max for me was 3 weeks with almost daily ingestion, though with valium I'd wait one day in between sometimes), but I get daily anxiety that has no causation. Some days it is worsened by anticipation for something that is happening later in the day, and others I wake up feeling nice and calm. I didn't realize the full extent of this until the past few years. When I started smoking weed daily my general anxiety (causeless, and mainly peripheral) disappeared. When I stop, as well as give time for the the weed withdrawals to disappear it comes back. Though sadly smoking weed can make my social anxiety a lot worse. With practically 15+ years of dealing with daily anxiety, whether I realized it or not, its not to debilitating at this point. It is just frustrating from time to time, especially when it gets exacerbated.

zucchini muffin and some coffee sounds amazing! Though, I can replace the coffee with some milk since I got a bit of amps in me.

funnily enough, the doc put me on the dose of amps I thought would have been the most appropriate. I mentioned earlier in this thread that I felt 15mg IRs would be perfect, and well, got 15mg IRs. Though, I realized I didn't get on pure dextroamps. It says, Dextroamphetamine salt combo. When I open up the little booklet attached, it says its a mixture of dextroamphetamine and amphetamines (I assume this is racemic). I'm a little disappointed. I expressed my concern of having levoamphetamine mixed in due to the peripheral effects that are rather annoying, but whatever...
 
Awesome, reminds me a bit of my first mushrooms trip when I fell into a dark spot because someone across the lake where I was tripping yelled out the word Faggot. Not that the event was awesome, though it did bring about some amazing introspection, the picture is a beautiful representation.
 
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Roger&Me said:
Howdy all ye swirlies. :D <3

I hope you're all doing well.

Been playing video games & stuff lately, out of school until the middle of the month. Might take LSD at some point soon, as I'm clean from everything but weed and it would probably be a useful trip.

I still feel out-of-sorts, though, ever since quitting benzos-- and its been a long time now. That's the only reason I'm nervous about tripping. Lots of causeless anxiety creeping around in my body, especially in the mornings-- it takes me a while to ease into the day without feeling totally overwhelmed. Meh.

Oh well, I'm feelin' pretty good overall though. About to eat a zucchini muffin, and maybe get a cup of coffee. Then, of course, smoke a bowl. Hooray! :D
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Hello Roger, nice to see/hear you :)

You know, something that has really assisted my own anxiety is not smoking pot. In the last 5 months, I've smoked twice I think. Maybe just me, but its one of the few smart things I did last year...
Peace <3
 
Ben So Furry said:
Congratulations and welcome to the no sleep club, after a while you won't miss it!

In terms of combining my love and habit I don't, kid in bed before I indulge and nowhere near the same 'insane' levels I used too and nowhere near as often. Best of luck <3
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What do you consume at night when you are indulging into your 'habit'. Not trying to judge or sound condescending, I'm just curious.
 
Update: Definitely internal bleeding, now I also have intermittent abdominal pain throughout the day. It's not debilitating or anything, but given how much I'm freaking out over this, and the fact my mental/emotional state is completely falling apart, the pain bothers me much more than this level pain would normally. Gonna hopefully talk to a doctor tomorrow, and see when I can get some tests done or whatever. I am dreading the amount of debt my uninsured self is going to accrue over this...

Oh. My internet connection has been shit lately, so if I'm not on for a couple days that's probably why.

(also, currently 4 days completely sober).
 
Hope everything works out for the best. But seriously man, internal bleeding isn't something to wait around for. You don't know full extent of the problem, or want to risk making it worse. Glad to hear you are going to check out the doc.

I'm honestly a bit lucky when I was on blood thinners a few times when I know I drunk way more alcohol than anyone on blood thinners should. I could have potentially been in a similar spot/quite a worse one. Thinking back on it, it makes me feel quite silly, but grateful I didn't manage to fuck myself up (not to mention I'm grateful my inadvertent shitty up keep of proper thinness level). Never again will I make such vial choices with my health. I managed to be fine after the blood clot, but could have done more damage and added the risk of losing my into the picture. Risking your life through irresponsible use of drugs (anything like this happening has something to do with not taking the proper precautions and getting out of control).

Sorry don't mean to sound like a mom, but I'd hate to see someone cause major health problems because of a few bad choices, especially related to drugs.

Hope you continue on a bit leave of absence with drugs, and continue on the path of sobriety for at least a little while. Hope everything checks out fine.

much love

edit: honestly this post gave me a strong desire to get back on top of my physical therapy with my shoulder to prevent more clots from forming (my first rib basically destroyed my right subclavian vein [the main vein in either arms]). Luckily the likely hood of a clot traveling to my heart from the damaged area is pretty low due to the the fact that, like I said, my vein is heavily damaged and it doesn't have much room for a clot to pass through. Also luckily the new veins pathways that are forming are too small for a cloth to pass through as well. Glad I didn't get a DVT in my legs as they pose a lot higher risk of embolism, even if the major vein in a leg was block with say stint, or from damage, the new vein pathways the form in the leg became pretty large (large enough for a clot to pass through).


If anyone here likes IDM, and in particularly with a edge of modern classical and breaks, I recommend checking out the Flashbulb (http://www.discogs.com/artist/Flashbulb,+The).

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TN1IgRyFFus This is less IDMy than a lot of other tracks, but extremely dope, especially because of the heavy section of breaks.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgoAgYR4584 This right here has the IDM sound. The style of IDM (the bits that exemplify IDM) is kinda like telefon tel aviv. It has a very beautiful neo-classical structure to it like a lot of his songs (though of course every album varies, and he has a decent amount of albums).
 
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I quickly jump to the conclusion I got dextamp for two reason, one - I expressed my concern about the peripheral side effects more common with levoamphetamine, and two - he wrote dextroamphetamine blah blah blah. However, a closer inspection made me realize that I got dextroamphetamine combo with amphetamineS, generic for adderall. It took me a second to realize that amphetamineS (i'm capitalizing the S, as it seem to imply multiple isomers) means that it is the racemic. Also that the company shire, came up with the original forumula and name for adderall, only makes Dextroamphetamine (75%) and racemic (25%) mixtures. Took me a second to realize that because the first word I saw on both the script as well as the bottle was Dextroamphetamine, aka god damn my add :P, kinda ironic in a way. So no, I got generic adderall IRs (Barr [owned by teva]) with essentially 87.5% dextroamphetamine and 12.5 levoamphetamine. I wish it was just the dextroamphetamine, but hey, whatever. I'll take what I can get, especially when there is/was slight concern for slightly elevated blood pressure (though my readings at home were 90% of the time in the very normal range).
 
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naw
shire DOES make straight d-amp, its called dextrostrat.
i get barr generic dexedrine 10mg spansules.
im paranoid about being liek
 
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Well, I didn't get a script for shire's amphetamines of any type/combo. I was just saying that Adderall means implies that certain mixture of amphetamine isomers/salt combo. They apparently sold the name adderall to Teva (or one of its subsidiaries), which makes the non-generic Adderall IR under one name, and the generic adderall IR under another.

I will say, I do like the fact it is a pill rather than gelcaps with the balls. Not to mention i'm just happy about getting the script to help me with school this semester. I really need something extra to help get my concentration going, especially with 3 lab courses. I'm not one to use drugs for long term treatment of anything, as I believe there needs to be some psychotherapy involved to find ways to avoid any sort of crutch.
 
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