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just finished the yard work I started on xmas eve (took that long for all the blisters to heal)

it went up to 75 today and the low tonight is only 54.. 8o=D
 
Rang in the New Year int the Toilet...Just as well, am not a fan of these forced celebrations! ;)
Anyhoo, thats not to say, I dont wish any BL subscribers; of the celebrations, a 'Happy New Year'! :)
I just wish everyone had a content day/ achievable day/ day they can 'get through'; every day of the year! <3
 
Thank You TDS

I have a lot of respect for all TDS regulars and moderators - thank you all for the help and support along the way.

Here's to a superb 2011 for us all!




I wanted to give a special thanks to....

Ocean - you are a kind soul and a great moderator, and you are also very wise. :)

N3o - I have so much respect for you, you have always been a great friend to talk to, and I cannot thank you enough.

TheArtofWar - you are such an awesome friend man, thanks for teaching me things I wouldn't have otherwise learned, and for being an excellent friend and listener.

OverDone - you have a lot of great advice and perspectives that often enlighten me while also reminding me a lot of myself.
 
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thx CH it really does mean a lot to hear that . I'm not doing well at all and a kind word is always nice man.

Ugh , fucking fall asleep and have nightmares to places I never wanted to go again :( .. i give up on 2011 for today - fucking awful. People really are cruel selfish fucks.
 
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thx CH it really does mean a lot to hear that . I'm not doing well at all and a kind word is always nice man.

Ugh , fucking fall asleep and have nightmares to places I never wanted to go again :( .. i give up on 2011 for today - fucking awful. People really are cruel selfish fucks.
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I am sorry to hear this man. You are one of the best people I know, so it makes me angry to think someone disrespected you so severely.

You are better than such cruel people man. Please don't forget that. <3
 
Happy new year to all the lovely TDS regulars and newcomers alike!!

I hope that 2011 is a great and productive year for all of us. And even if it doesn't shape up to be that way, all we can do is do our best each day. Take care everyone <3


C.H thank you for your lovely words, as always. It was a pleasure getting to know you more in 2010 and I'm glad we're friends :) <3
 
^^SO true!

You seem better CH...hows she healing???

^Best of luck for 2011 and beyond N3o ;)
 
pls keep my mum in your thoughts , send positive light her way, I just took er to ER with blood coming out of her nose / ears - anuerysm or tumor are the first things they said possibly - or could be nothing.

My days have been getting VERy fucking hard, I am having a tough time. Thank you hAyz for being amazing , you hold me down <3
 
Sending all of my love and good vibes to your mum, taow. Keep us updated with how she's going <3
 
I am back from hospital , brought flowers , she seems much better , she is coherent - but they are still trying to figure out what exactly is going on - I am not sure if she will be local or airlifted to boston med. It is very hard to not really know. I feel like this wolrd is folding on me, but I will always play the river, I have wonderful people in my corner and after a good night of sleep I am back, stubborn to live a good life and to love and laugh. I promised my mum to be a better man, I feel I have. She will be okay , I know this , so many people have given me support. I love you all <3.
 
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pls keep my mum in your thoughts , send positive light her way, I just took er to ER with blood coming out of her nose / ears - anuerysm or tumor are the first things they said possibly - or could be nothing.

My days have been getting VERy fucking hard, I am having a tough time. Thank you hAyz for being amazing , you hold me down <3
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Oh man, I am so sorry. I will definitely do just that.
 
I'm excited/hopeful (but not truly expecting anything)
This girl that I have a huge crush on called me out of the blue and we are hitting a meeting together tonight. I'm fairly certain she knows I like her because I have commented to others who have big mouths how much i am attracted to her and respect her.

She's the chick 'Donna' that I refer to in THIS

I actually have butter flies!!! The key is to not expect something to happen and just roll with it. At the very least, she could become a very good friend
 
That's awesome od!!
Hope it all goes well!!!

I woke up and had a bit of a roller coaster of emotions.
My brother called me first thing this morning and woke me up to tell me he got to his place safely. He left here yesterday in the morning and only JUST got back hours ago........ He lives overseas.....and i had a few other things that had me up and down and vie only been awake a few hours........
Good thing i have therapy today! Hahaha
I wish i had regular internet though! Ugh. I AM grateful for this at least but it's really hard to navigate.........
No more complaining. :)
 
fucking furious trying to control this rapid cycling is fucking awful i want it over. I feel like everything i try to do i fuck up and mess it up :( . I understand the disorder so i spose ill try n be ready to have things under control when my mania creeps up again. It takes a lot t beat me into a corner but im there, i need to tread very lightly or im going to fucking snap. This is a miserable sick game in my head. I'm trying hard to be there for the ppl i love n i fucking suck cant even figure shit out and help :( , i dont understand why im getting wrecked on all of a sudden.
 
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