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TDS Social Thread v. RIP tobala & junctionalfunkie, we love you both

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paranoid android said:
Surprisingly i actuallly had a good christmas overall. Atleast christmas day was good and ive been feelig more or less ok as of late so things could be alot worse.

Merry christmas to all the TDSers and BLers in general <3
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where's that damn 'LIKE' button on this post thingy???? :D

Its nice to hear that some folks actually enjoyed their holidays. So many suffer and endure discomfort from forced socialization. Finally we get to hear some nice things about the holidays!!!!! =D
 
PA-- It's only 7 in the morning, but so far that made my day!

CH-- I'm just going to come out and say it: are you Merzbow? I've never heard anyone talk about an artist as much or as regularly as you talk about him, and I'm really wondering if it's just a self-promotion thing. Not that that would be a bad thing by they way; I dig his/your stuff.

Oh, and if you really are him, could you send me a few of your choicest albums please? I can't find them locally, and if I start buying stuff online I'll be broke by NYE. TIA and all that!

;)
 
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ughhhhh !
 
Snow!!!!!!!! :) What I love about it is the way it reflects the light - In your face S.A.D.!! Snow; the Melatonin, hightning Wizard...Manufactured Drugs; the Anti-Christ of Nature's, Biological Symphonies!(gonna get a backlash for that ;))
 
Haha this is hilarious to me, it's like 29 degrees outside where I am, and john's posting pictures of metre deep snow. Bahaha. Tbh, Id rather be in the snow. I love my snow boots :D I never get to pimp them out here.
 
Hehehe same here hayzz =D
26C (78F), warm and sunny. Might go and sunbake for a lil bit actually %)
 
tell me about it , I almost did as much w/shoveling as I did deadlifting earlier LOL !!! Absurd.

well not quite as much ;) .
 
been struggling the past coupla days. Some days all I can do is just get through a day without getting high and believe that it will get easy again. That it will be peaceful again. That it WILL pass.

Tonight... just going to go to bed early and see what tomorrow brings

So far I have been completely abstinent from all drugs for 96 days. I need to remind myself that, although this is a LONG time, it is still too early in the game to give up

i KNOW it gets better. I've experienced it many times b ut sometimes a motherfucker like me just wants to get high
 
OverDone said:
been struggling the past coupla days. Some days all I can do is just get through a day without getting high and believe that it will get easy again. That it will be peaceful again. That it WILL pass.

Tonight... just going to go to bed early and see what tomorrow brings

So far I have been completely abstinent from all drugs for 96 days. I need to remind myself that, although this is a LONG time, it is still too early in the game to give up

i KNOW it gets better. I've experienced it many times b ut sometimes a motherfucker like me just wants to get high
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Well done, this is AMAZING!...much respect for you OD.
Keep being good to yourself, never give up on yourself... the struggle is showing you your strength. <3
 
^^^^ haha!!!! dogs RULE, man! I'm honored to be likened to one :D

Thanks for the support guys. It'll pass I just hate mindfucking myself and thinking of ways to get high without the consequences
 
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