i did 2ci over the summer, i had... a lot (it appeared as if i almost had twice as much powder as everbody eles) and i had a blast. so many things were happening, one of the main things that were happening was the ruminating thoughts, and it was just overall very confusing.
for the next four months i still had ruminating thoughts, and i couldn't stop it. i also had loud internal dialog. after that four months time period i thought i was in the clear. but a months or so later i realized i was fucking nuts. heres whats wrong with me-
-ruminating thoughts- these are the same thoughts that go around and round your head but get you nowhere
-Becoming lost in thoughts and not wanting to be disturbed with human contact
-Alogia
-can't orginize thoughts into words
-loud internal dialogue
-thoughts are very confusing sometimes, and can be easly forgotten (while in deep thought)
-find myself in a mental trap
-when i sit and get caught up in deep thought, things tend to go in loops.
-i'm always thinking, sometimes i can't stop
-when thinking about somthing, i tend to get confused and start to overthink. things don't seem clear until i stop thinking about it a few minutes after i stop thinking
-my thoughts are almost like brainstorms, things connect and it gets confusing because i cant get answers
-sometimes while on my game i will stop playing and start thinking
-sometimes when thinking i can forget thoughts very easly if they pop though my head fast
so there you have it, i'm fuckin nuts. i think i have friends with the same problems i can just tell. funny too cuz thats what it was like when i was on it, cept i'm not trippin still but its like my head is still fucked up.
edit- this tends to happen when i get nervis, or when i have nothing to do and i sit around and think
btw, i didn't notice i had taken more than everybody eles until the next night when i had other friends that did it. i wasn't doing it with anybody that night (but i was with my friends)
and for all of the people who said they seek this... its funny b/c i enjoyed it for about 3 months until i realized that it wasn't normal. my head is clear now, the next day was worse cuz i'm pretty sure i was suffering from a delirium. in a way i still feel like my head is a lil off tho
for the next four months i still had ruminating thoughts, and i couldn't stop it. i also had loud internal dialog. after that four months time period i thought i was in the clear. but a months or so later i realized i was fucking nuts. heres whats wrong with me-
-ruminating thoughts- these are the same thoughts that go around and round your head but get you nowhere
-Becoming lost in thoughts and not wanting to be disturbed with human contact
-Alogia
-can't orginize thoughts into words
-loud internal dialogue
-thoughts are very confusing sometimes, and can be easly forgotten (while in deep thought)
-find myself in a mental trap
-when i sit and get caught up in deep thought, things tend to go in loops.
-i'm always thinking, sometimes i can't stop
-when thinking about somthing, i tend to get confused and start to overthink. things don't seem clear until i stop thinking about it a few minutes after i stop thinking
-my thoughts are almost like brainstorms, things connect and it gets confusing because i cant get answers
-sometimes while on my game i will stop playing and start thinking
-sometimes when thinking i can forget thoughts very easly if they pop though my head fast
so there you have it, i'm fuckin nuts. i think i have friends with the same problems i can just tell. funny too cuz thats what it was like when i was on it, cept i'm not trippin still but its like my head is still fucked up.
edit- this tends to happen when i get nervis, or when i have nothing to do and i sit around and think
btw, i didn't notice i had taken more than everybody eles until the next night when i had other friends that did it. i wasn't doing it with anybody that night (but i was with my friends)
and for all of the people who said they seek this... its funny b/c i enjoyed it for about 3 months until i realized that it wasn't normal. my head is clear now, the next day was worse cuz i'm pretty sure i was suffering from a delirium. in a way i still feel like my head is a lil off tho
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