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How High Are You? V. Higher than Rapunzel

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Tonight was no good, I suck at things.

T + 0:00 I decide to end my cognitive dissonance the easy way, alcohol & marijuana. 5 shots of gin mixed with juice and a grizz of heads wrapped in a dutch to the face.

T + 0:15 Goodnite & God bless :p
 
10 mg diazepam
Several bowls topped with hash.

Laying off the alcohol still.
By this time tomorrow night I'll just about have set a personal record for consecutive amount of time voluntarily not drinking during my adult life: 72 hours. I feel that's pretty sad for myself. I am feeling much better physically then I was 2 days ago though.
 
shit i've been off everything other than booze and cigs for a week today.

its been years since i've been this sober. well im not sober at the moment or i wouldn't be posting in this thread. I'm currently drinking vodka straight out of the bottle and chasing it with beer. i gotta be careful not to become an alcoholic.

hopefully this night I wont sweat buckets again (from not smoking weed). I can't believe im actually saying this, but I have no desire whatsoever to smoke weed. i love that i can say that.

oh yeah i got a little bit of codeine in me too
 
^Congrats man! I had been free of pretty much everthing besides a lil booze for almost a week before last night and it was the cleanest I felt (and had been) in years! Every streak is made to be broken though ;) Wish I had OTC codeine where I live...

Rite naow I'm pleasantly stoned, the bud I already paid for won''t smoke itself :D
 
^Congrats man! I had been free of pretty much everthing besides a lil booze for almost a week before last night and it was the cleanest I felt (and had been) in years! Every streak is made to be broken though ;) Wish I had OTC codeine where I live...

Rite naow I'm pleasantly stoned, the bud I already paid for won''t smoke itself :D

Why thank you very much. It does feel good. But sadly I still have the "I need to be on something" mind state, hence why I'm drinking and popping codeine. If I feel like it I'll CWE a good amount tomorrow. Blah, what am I saying "if i feel like it," I know I'll do it. I'll have to get some more beer soon too. But I only have $7 to my name. After a big fuck up last week my parents cut off my cash completely. Or let me rephrase that, they won't give me cash for anything (trust is gone), so if I ever need anything they come to store with me and buy it instead of giving me my money (yeah it actually is my money, not on an allowance or anything like that), but serves me right. It's good that I have no money to spend on drugs. lol.

On topic: More beer, vodka is finished.
 
Got a nice buzz off some cheap malt liquor. Nothing like buying a bunch of cheap booze on a wednesday night.

Probably gonna end the night with a bowl of ak 47/hindu kush cross.
 
3rd consecutive night without drinking. I'm feeling fantastic and mostly healed of what was ailing me.

20mg diazepam
A couple bowls soon to be followed by some bowls topped with hash.
 
Drinking again. I'm on my 5th tall boy of beer. Got 4 left. Not even drunk yet, but I guess it's because I've spaced out the beers (been drinking since 1:30pm, and its 8:15pm now lol)
 
Back to booze. I will work on practicing more control in the future.
So far:
1 VVVERY strong bourbon and coke.
2 bowls.
More weed to come, but that is as exciting as I'm going to get tonight.
 
100mg of Adderall and feeling pretty freakin' Thwacked.
Must be toast, my first post is in this thread...
 
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On 60mg d-amp IR (oral) at the moment, have also had 6mg Rivortil (clonazepam), smoked a couple cones of tasty bud and sippin' on my first beer for the afternoon =D Don't know what I'll get up to tonight yet.
 
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