Hi,
I am new to the forum. glad to have found this place.
basically i use mdma/ecstasy a lot. weekly, sometimes twice weekly, and usually in the 3-4 pills a session region. this has been the case for about 4 years with very few (if any) breaks.
i have never actually stopped to think about how much i have taken. ive always known that my friends (both clubbing and non clubbing) make comments about my fondness for E. but to me it has never felt wrong.
in particular, i always get high......very high. even if i use consecutive days i always get the 'magic' from the experience. as for the side effects......some slight vision disturbances recently and the usual monday blues......but this always clears up by tuesday.
thing is.....recently i have become acutely aware that what most people consider heavy use....to me is an average friday night out.
at this moment in time i am trying to reduce my intake. i used to do silly amounts well over 7 pills in a night......but even then i didn't feel myself like i was overusing.
there are certain drugs that dont agree with me. a few lines of coke and i feel like i have over done it. cannabis is also very hit and miss with me. and i dont drink alcohol.
so i guess what i am really asking is........dos anybody else out there feel that E is just a part of your routine. and that even though youaefar more han others.......you don't feel like anything too bad is going on.
or am i looking at some serious trouble in later life. whatever the answer....im pretty sure i will keep dropping. but it would b nice to know how things have turned out for people like myself.....from those who have been ther and done that.
thanks
I am new to the forum. glad to have found this place.
basically i use mdma/ecstasy a lot. weekly, sometimes twice weekly, and usually in the 3-4 pills a session region. this has been the case for about 4 years with very few (if any) breaks.
i have never actually stopped to think about how much i have taken. ive always known that my friends (both clubbing and non clubbing) make comments about my fondness for E. but to me it has never felt wrong.
in particular, i always get high......very high. even if i use consecutive days i always get the 'magic' from the experience. as for the side effects......some slight vision disturbances recently and the usual monday blues......but this always clears up by tuesday.
thing is.....recently i have become acutely aware that what most people consider heavy use....to me is an average friday night out.
at this moment in time i am trying to reduce my intake. i used to do silly amounts well over 7 pills in a night......but even then i didn't feel myself like i was overusing.
there are certain drugs that dont agree with me. a few lines of coke and i feel like i have over done it. cannabis is also very hit and miss with me. and i dont drink alcohol.
so i guess what i am really asking is........dos anybody else out there feel that E is just a part of your routine. and that even though youaefar more han others.......you don't feel like anything too bad is going on.
or am i looking at some serious trouble in later life. whatever the answer....im pretty sure i will keep dropping. but it would b nice to know how things have turned out for people like myself.....from those who have been ther and done that.
thanks