Hello, bare with me for its very hard to explain exactly what the feeling is like.
SHORT VERSION:
i try to have good posture throughout the day, but seem to be restriced in the neck area. it feels soar a lot of the time and something is not allowing me to stand up as straight as a normal person. c6 to t2 area on my spine.
When i take psychedelics it seems to allow me to stand a bit taller and i get this really intense feeling in my neck. it feels like i need to crack my neck, hoever my cyroprator says my spine is normal, so there for i think it is the mucsles. I've not yet found anyone who knows what im talking about or has had the same thing. i've talked to people who get tight in the neck area, but what they describe sounds no where near as intense as my case. Im no pussy either. i believe something is really wrong with my neck musles as i can not find anyone with this same problem. it feels like ima bout to friggin evolve. I dont know if it just feels like theres going to be a big transition or if there is actually going to be one. but it certainly feels like im trying to stand up straighter and something isnt allowing me too. anyone?
more in depth version of my situation:
basically all day everyday I feel strong pull in the back of my neck. I noticed one day (2yrs ago) when i looked in the mirror that i was not standing up completely straight. i turned side was and stood as tall as i could, but i still seen to have a large kink in my neck. and it didnt feel right at all considering i was perked up as much as i could go and there was still a big kink. when i say kink i mean the slight kink that is in everyones spine. mine however is not too slight. i dont think its right. i started stretching a little and layed on the floor with my arms above my head trying to relax and it just didnt feel right. couldnt extend my neck much further than while standing. if felt like it need to crack a BUNCH and then i would be in perfect posture...
for some reason every day after that i would always try and stand completely straight and I was always aware that for whatever reason my posture is restricted because of my neck. when i would smoke weed it intense. feeling like it really needed to be cracked, but it was to large of a transition to be made.
I used to do mushrooms a lot before i discovered this and i never had a problem. But one day i ate some mush with some friends and it got REALLY intense. As i sat there and the mushy kicked in I got an intense feeling that i could have better posture, but it was still restricted a lot. it basically felt like my neck was going to pop in several different places (c7-T2 area) and THEN i would be cured and my posture would be normal. i tried to go with it and relax, but it gor really really intense and it scared the shit out of me so i spent the rest of the time slouched down a bit. I decided that i need to see a chiropractor before anything. I tried to explain it to my friends and they had no idea what i ment and none of them had a simular feeling. I still havent found anybody who has felt this. maybe ppl saying there neck got a little tense for a while, but nothing like what i feel like.
I ended up taking some 2c-b at underground 09. thinking that the 2cb wouldnt have the same effect. WRONG. it was crazy feeling, but i was able to handle it better on the 2c for whatever reason. because i felt more relaxed maybe idk. oh i took some zanaflex as well when i started feeling the neck situation. felt like i was streching while i was just standing in place.
I walked over to the area where i got it looking for the dude i got it from to ask him if he knew why i feel this. i ran into someone else instead who i talked with earlier and he got me some more zanaflex cuz i was uncomfortable as shit. I tried to explain to him what i was feelin and was asking him if hes herd of this happening to someone. he tells me "just chill man, chill its all right" so i took a deep breath and relaxed and when i exhaled my neck starting poping and it felt so good. i still asked dude if hes ever felt it or what the heck he thinks it is. and he had nothing to tell me. i told him how i landed on my head on a trampoline when i was like 8yrs old and maybe my spines screwed up and he was like aww shit idk man maybe. told him thanks and went back to my tent.
that was before i started going to the chiropractor. when i first met my cyro and tryed to tell him what i was feeling he looked at me like a was completely crazy. i tried to explain it and he just didnt know what i ment. so nothing really got done. I though it would because i did have some stuck vetebres and he free those up. after 20 visits a feel great, but it still didnt help my posture situation. there for... it must be something with my neck MUSCLES!!
I took some lsd yesterday at like 12am and walked around a big ass forest perserve with one of my buddies. awesome awesome day. totally righteous. EXCEPT FOR A EXTREME DISCOMFORT IN MY NECK!! so annoying. for like 10hrs i tried to "chill" and fix my neck. i tried to really relax fully and take deep breaths and no matter what i could not make the transition if you will. i dont know what else to call it. feels like im tying to stand up straight, but my neck is restricted. it feels like its my spine thats restricting it, but its not... right? the cyro says my neck is fine "normal" he says. so i has to be the muscles. I tried to explain it to my buddy and he just had no idea what i ment. i tried and tried to put it into words so he could understand, but you know he cant feel it. we talked about it. I thought maybe its my anxiety mixed with really tense, unflexable muscles.
I tried to go with it this time i really did. but it just didnt feel right. felt like i was getting there, but i had a long way to go. too long to be possible it felt.
went home, put the arrivals on for my buddy, took a shot of vodka to help me relax and i told him to watch that shit, ill be in the other room stretching and trying to figure out what the deal is. stretching felt good and i felt like i could feel a deep deep stretch in my neck i've never felt before. i did this for a while and would go on off from stretching to laying down and relaxing to streching and laying down again. no real improvement, but it got more intense after streaching. like i was getting farther, but no where near fixed. my neck was still kinked more than a average person with good posture. i stopped stretching because i kinda knew that IF stretching was the answer it could not me fixed in a day.
now im sitting here sober trying to sit up straight and my neck has this same old soar restricted feeling. going to sleep was tough... i could still feel my neck muscles trying to re posistion or whatever the shit it is. pisses me off.
I went over it with my friend some more and he couldnt help. was askin if it could be a mental thing and i said no theres no way.
srry for the long write up, but this sucks.
I have yet to find someone that knows what is going on. so im here askin you fine people and probably going to talk to my cyro about it come monday.
what do you guys think? tell me anything
By the way i am very unflexable. i cant even touch my toes. my neck musles are also very very tense and notty. I also seem to have anxiety (not dignosed or taking medicine) and take short breaths when im not paying attention to my breathing. weather this has anything to do with the problem I dont know. just wanted to get it out there cuz i forgot to include it.
SHORT VERSION:
i try to have good posture throughout the day, but seem to be restriced in the neck area. it feels soar a lot of the time and something is not allowing me to stand up as straight as a normal person. c6 to t2 area on my spine.
When i take psychedelics it seems to allow me to stand a bit taller and i get this really intense feeling in my neck. it feels like i need to crack my neck, hoever my cyroprator says my spine is normal, so there for i think it is the mucsles. I've not yet found anyone who knows what im talking about or has had the same thing. i've talked to people who get tight in the neck area, but what they describe sounds no where near as intense as my case. Im no pussy either. i believe something is really wrong with my neck musles as i can not find anyone with this same problem. it feels like ima bout to friggin evolve. I dont know if it just feels like theres going to be a big transition or if there is actually going to be one. but it certainly feels like im trying to stand up straighter and something isnt allowing me too. anyone?
more in depth version of my situation:
basically all day everyday I feel strong pull in the back of my neck. I noticed one day (2yrs ago) when i looked in the mirror that i was not standing up completely straight. i turned side was and stood as tall as i could, but i still seen to have a large kink in my neck. and it didnt feel right at all considering i was perked up as much as i could go and there was still a big kink. when i say kink i mean the slight kink that is in everyones spine. mine however is not too slight. i dont think its right. i started stretching a little and layed on the floor with my arms above my head trying to relax and it just didnt feel right. couldnt extend my neck much further than while standing. if felt like it need to crack a BUNCH and then i would be in perfect posture...
for some reason every day after that i would always try and stand completely straight and I was always aware that for whatever reason my posture is restricted because of my neck. when i would smoke weed it intense. feeling like it really needed to be cracked, but it was to large of a transition to be made.
I used to do mushrooms a lot before i discovered this and i never had a problem. But one day i ate some mush with some friends and it got REALLY intense. As i sat there and the mushy kicked in I got an intense feeling that i could have better posture, but it was still restricted a lot. it basically felt like my neck was going to pop in several different places (c7-T2 area) and THEN i would be cured and my posture would be normal. i tried to go with it and relax, but it gor really really intense and it scared the shit out of me so i spent the rest of the time slouched down a bit. I decided that i need to see a chiropractor before anything. I tried to explain it to my friends and they had no idea what i ment and none of them had a simular feeling. I still havent found anybody who has felt this. maybe ppl saying there neck got a little tense for a while, but nothing like what i feel like.
I ended up taking some 2c-b at underground 09. thinking that the 2cb wouldnt have the same effect. WRONG. it was crazy feeling, but i was able to handle it better on the 2c for whatever reason. because i felt more relaxed maybe idk. oh i took some zanaflex as well when i started feeling the neck situation. felt like i was streching while i was just standing in place.
I walked over to the area where i got it looking for the dude i got it from to ask him if he knew why i feel this. i ran into someone else instead who i talked with earlier and he got me some more zanaflex cuz i was uncomfortable as shit. I tried to explain to him what i was feelin and was asking him if hes herd of this happening to someone. he tells me "just chill man, chill its all right" so i took a deep breath and relaxed and when i exhaled my neck starting poping and it felt so good. i still asked dude if hes ever felt it or what the heck he thinks it is. and he had nothing to tell me. i told him how i landed on my head on a trampoline when i was like 8yrs old and maybe my spines screwed up and he was like aww shit idk man maybe. told him thanks and went back to my tent.
that was before i started going to the chiropractor. when i first met my cyro and tryed to tell him what i was feeling he looked at me like a was completely crazy. i tried to explain it and he just didnt know what i ment. so nothing really got done. I though it would because i did have some stuck vetebres and he free those up. after 20 visits a feel great, but it still didnt help my posture situation. there for... it must be something with my neck MUSCLES!!
I took some lsd yesterday at like 12am and walked around a big ass forest perserve with one of my buddies. awesome awesome day. totally righteous. EXCEPT FOR A EXTREME DISCOMFORT IN MY NECK!! so annoying. for like 10hrs i tried to "chill" and fix my neck. i tried to really relax fully and take deep breaths and no matter what i could not make the transition if you will. i dont know what else to call it. feels like im tying to stand up straight, but my neck is restricted. it feels like its my spine thats restricting it, but its not... right? the cyro says my neck is fine "normal" he says. so i has to be the muscles. I tried to explain it to my buddy and he just had no idea what i ment. i tried and tried to put it into words so he could understand, but you know he cant feel it. we talked about it. I thought maybe its my anxiety mixed with really tense, unflexable muscles.
I tried to go with it this time i really did. but it just didnt feel right. felt like i was getting there, but i had a long way to go. too long to be possible it felt.
went home, put the arrivals on for my buddy, took a shot of vodka to help me relax and i told him to watch that shit, ill be in the other room stretching and trying to figure out what the deal is. stretching felt good and i felt like i could feel a deep deep stretch in my neck i've never felt before. i did this for a while and would go on off from stretching to laying down and relaxing to streching and laying down again. no real improvement, but it got more intense after streaching. like i was getting farther, but no where near fixed. my neck was still kinked more than a average person with good posture. i stopped stretching because i kinda knew that IF stretching was the answer it could not me fixed in a day.
now im sitting here sober trying to sit up straight and my neck has this same old soar restricted feeling. going to sleep was tough... i could still feel my neck muscles trying to re posistion or whatever the shit it is. pisses me off.
I went over it with my friend some more and he couldnt help. was askin if it could be a mental thing and i said no theres no way.
srry for the long write up, but this sucks.
I have yet to find someone that knows what is going on. so im here askin you fine people and probably going to talk to my cyro about it come monday.
what do you guys think? tell me anything
By the way i am very unflexable. i cant even touch my toes. my neck musles are also very very tense and notty. I also seem to have anxiety (not dignosed or taking medicine) and take short breaths when im not paying attention to my breathing. weather this has anything to do with the problem I dont know. just wanted to get it out there cuz i forgot to include it.
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