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greenglo

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So a couple of months ago, I rolled for the first time. I was with my friends who frequently do it and they asked if i wanted to do it for an upcoming concert. I said sure, so they bought me a roll. I was new to it and apparently, although it WAS CLEAN, it was very strong so i was told to only take half for my first time.
Well, of course, the night was great! But 3 or 4 days after that I started (experiencing really really terrible anxiety(that has improved somewhat since then) and I even had a panic attack! I have heard that long-term effect can cause anxiety but I don't know how this little dose effected me so much! Does anyone know why? I have been searching the internet profusely and cannot find out how doing it one time could effect me so much!

answers pleasee?
 
Everyone is different.

There is no absolute answer that covers everyone.

It is however fair to suggest that anxious people are more likely to be affected by exascerbating there anxiety.

Depression and anxiety are closely linked and its a well known fact that mdma can worsen the affects of depression. The action mdma has on seratonin which affects mood is where the problems start.

The good news is you will be fine with rest, good food and exercise along with time.

It sounds like drugs are not a good idea for you so may be best to learn from the experience and lead a good clean life.
 
I have really bad Anxiety and rolling really makes it worse. You just need to learn to control it. If you have benzos on you even better cause they will help your comedown tremendously. It's perfectly normal to have a panic attack after rolling, as you become more familiar with the substance your should overcome that somewhat, at least I did :)
 
I have bad anxiety also. When I was doing it month to month it made my anxiety worse to the point where I didn't want to be in any stressful situations and I would have mild panic attacks at stop lights for some reason. But its true, you just have to fight through if your anxiety goes up while rolling but its better to go on long stretch breaks after rolls because your anxiety will go away eventually and you will have a more relaxed roll. I'll be on my 5th month break when my next event comes which is in December and the last time i rolled I had anxiety to the max and a somewhat panic attack so Im gonna do a post after my next event to confirm that a long break is what you need if you want a more chill roll if you get anxiety while rolling.
 
greenglo said:
So a couple of months ago, I rolled for the first time. I was with my friends who frequently do it and they asked if i wanted to do it for an upcoming concert. I said sure, so they bought me a roll. I was new to it and apparently, although it WAS CLEAN, it was very strong so i was told to only take half for my first time.
Well, of course, the night was great! But 3 or 4 days after that I started (experiencing really really terrible anxiety(that has improved somewhat since then) and I even had a panic attack! I have heard that long-term effect can cause anxiety but I don't know how this little dose effected me so much! Does anyone know why? I have been searching the internet profusely and cannot find out how doing it one time could effect me so much!

answers pleasee?
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Would you mind explaining your "panic attack"? I'm interested because I experienced alot of what you are describing, I am also predisposed to Anxiety and depression. Which really sucks because i want to be able to roll monthly but I don't think its a good idea for me :(
 
my anxiety is usually triggered 48 hours after the roll on mdma, if its in a pill form and cut with meth, usually hits me 18 hours afterwards,
im usually hit with anxiety for a couple of days along with a minor deppression.
 
When I first smoke weed, I had a terrible experience, with mixed results after that. E was the first psychedelic drug I did after weed, which was really hard for me because I was so scared and anxious about having a bad trip. Ever since I did E I can try other drugs now without being anxious about a bad trip, funny eh?
 
I've had mild panic attacks a few days after rolling. These have always occurred after using too much. It's possible that you took too much for you personally. Otherwise I agree with Mazdan.
 
It's certainly possible that MDMA would trigger anxiety in you if you are sensitive to it. Like MazDan said, everyone is different.

I'm very anxiety prone and definitely feel it on a comedown. I'm not so sure that it necessarily contributes to my general level of anxiety, I'd like to think no, but it is certainly something to remain self-aware of.

Of course the safest thing would simply be not to use it again. If you do, pay close attention to how you feel and if you consistently feel high levels of anxiety after using then that may a be a sign that it is not the best substance for you to be using.
 
Hey guys,

My .2 is that anxiety naturally comes along with those who are actively using E. At least that's my experience. There's a lot to worry about, getting your illz is always sketchy it seems. Most people I've encountered who deal are pretty sketched individs. Also your anxious about being safe, having a good xperience, and etc etc.

Perhaps the anxiety should be enough reason to get and stay clean. That's my issue, I don't want to quit right now. I've rolled about 7 times this year and the last time was beginning of August.

So important question for others who struggle with anxiety/depression. Do you feel that there is a happy medium between managing anxiety/depression and enjoying MDMA? Or is there really only absolutes? ie abstaining altogether?
 
That's different, my anxiety usually goes away the few weeks after i roll, although if im comming down from ecstacy and peaking on acid it gets baaaaaaaddddd 8o
 
I never get anxiety from after rolling .

The only effects I experience are increased social skills .
One negative effect Is that I'm really lethargic for the next week or so but that's about it
 
anonymous777 said:
Would you mind explaining your "panic attack"? I'm interested because I experienced alot of what you are describing, I am also predisposed to Anxiety and depression. Which really sucks because i want to be able to roll monthly but I don't think its a good idea for me :(
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well i was sitting on my couch and all of the sudden my heart started throbbing like i just finished running a race and i got really dizzy. I felt like i was gonna die or something because i almost couldn't breathe. This was the worst I have ever felt it, but other times i would have a little trouble breathing and feeling like i was gonna die, get really dizzy, and my hearing would go in and out. However, I am not predisposed to depression or anxiety. After rolling is the first time I ever felt anything like anxiety at all!
 
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