Went to the beach today; it was really nice, hot as hell, really strong sun. I've got a nice bronze starting. I was really disappointed by the quality of the surf though (there was none), I think I'm going to pass on buying a surf board for now. I really should save money and the surfing here isn't too good anyways. I wouldn't be able to take it to central america anyways (way too big to carry everywhere). While I'm there I'm going to rent boards wherever I go, the surfing there is supposedly very good.
Yesterday I got stung by a bee but it wasn't as bad the one this past summer; no systemic allergic reaction but the ankle where it hit is still super swollen, not sure what to do about it, ibuprofen didn't work, I might try icing it.
I also think my amphetamine days are coming to an end. The only enjoyable part to me is the hour where it's coming on, after that it's just uncomfortable.
While hiking around I also got a blister from my crappy sandals and the sun has completely exhausted me. While I was lying in the sun I kind of realized why I have some of the social problems I do regarding women. I really do try too hard, actively seeking is likely the most unattractive thing there is. I think if I just stop trying and do my own thing, meeting people for the sake of meeting people and not trying to get in the sack things will be a lot better.
That's the kind of day it's been, I'm completely exhausted and my ankle is messed. I think I'm going to take it easy tomorrow, maybe start reading a book.
Extremely intense vibrating, buzzing, body high coupled with LSD-like CEVs (occupying only a small area in the center of my vision).
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