After last night, I'm tossing all of my psychedelics except for mescaline and I'm going to totally stock up on it because I don't think its going to be around for long.
All three of us tripping took 150mg of MDMA then when that hit, we dosed 200mg mescaline each... We all had ++++ experiences to the point where we were inside of each other's heads, we were healing each other with energy manipulation, we had euphoria so intense that we were writing around moaning when every wave hit, I got so much closer to a guy I've been hanging out with that we are now dating (and he doesn't date), I worked through some deep rooted issues involving my drug use past and present, including the fact that my decision to smoke pot instead of go home with grandpa like I was supposed to may have contributed to his death (nobody knows when he fell how long he had been on the ground but he lost a lot of blood), that I use psychedelics as an escape rather than to expand my consciousness, that I block off my energy to the point that nobody gets to share in my natural-born gifts, I helped someone I didn't even know through a really difficult time, all of us were doing energy manipulation, I literally sent the girl to meet Isis (she even described her perfectly), every time we would have the euphoric waves, we could send them around the room and basically recycle them, sharing them with each other...
I've never had a trip that actually grabbed me by the balls and put me in my place - and I totally underestimated the power of mescaline. There is no comparison. LSD just fucks your skull and makes you think and experience things that aren't real, shrooms... are just poison, and the research chemicals? Shit, I found what I have been missing - a REAL full-blown entheogenic, life-changing experience. And on top of that, even with the MDMA, there was no real body load other than having problems pissing (which happens with MDMA on its own)... and it was quite a nice experience screaming like a banshee every time I took a piss.
The universe turned me on in so many ways... I'm still able to access that same energy as last night and just have to look into someone's eyes to pick apart every thought they have, even their subconscious ones...
Just wow. And the crazy thing is that I remember ever second in vivid detail.
Visually, it was nothing special... Although definitely more visual than any phens I've had besides the 2C-T-2 which was insane. But even through it all, I didn't care about the visuals. Usually I would bitch but this trip was all-encompassing in the perfect capacities. Why nobody told me about mescaline sooner is beyond me. It would have saved me so many brain cells and god knows what else from the research chemicals...
Medicinal of course
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