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[Michael Skeng]

I used some drug called mephedrone for about 1 months heavily and some drug called nrg a few times now the inside of my mouth behind my wisdom teeth has erroded (the tissue) i havnt done anything in a few months but i have just started having mouth pains it looks like white stuff behind my wisdom teeth :/

 

[Lolie]

At the very least get yourself to a doctor. They can at least give you antibiotics or other appropriate drugs to deal with any infection which might be present in your mouth.

Bruxism (teeth-grinding) is a pretty common side effect of mephedrone so it's entirely possible that you've done some damage to your back teeth. The good news is that provided you get any infection present dealt with, it can be fixed at a later time.

You really sound like you need to hook up with a mental health professional who can help you with your emotional problems. The appropriate treatment will definitely include some kind of therapy and may also include medication.

And no, you haven't fucked up your life at 19 no matter how much it might feel that way right now but you do need to start learning some coping strategies which don't involve ingesting high risk research chemicals.

Seriously, go see your doctor and get the mouth problems taken care of and while you're there get a referral to a mental health professional who can assess the extent of your emotional problems and develop a treatment plan for them.

 

[Michael Skeng]

thanks for replying man

 

[Michael Skeng]

At the very least get yourself to a doctor. They can at least give you antibiotics or other appropriate drugs to deal with any infection which might be present in your mouth.

Bruxism (teeth-grinding) is a pretty common side effect of mephedrone so it's entirely possible that you've done some damage to your back teeth. The good news is that provided you get any infection present dealt with, it can be fixed at a later time.

You really sound like you need to hook up with a mental health professional who can help you with your emotional problems. The appropriate treatment will definitely include some kind of therapy and may also include medication.

And no, you haven't fucked up your life at 19 no matter how much it might feel that way right now but you do need to start learning some coping strategies which don't involve ingesting high risk research chemicals.

Seriously, go see your doctor and get the mouth problems taken care of and while you're there get a referral to a mental health professional who can assess the extent of your emotional problems and develop a treatment plan for them.

Will a doctor check out my mouth problems i thought they would just say go to a dentist?

 

[clementines_ghost]

OK, I think you need to take a deep breath (really, just breath), and try to get some perspective. You have NOT fucked up your life, I promise you. You are 19, still considered an adolescent in medical terminology. Honestly, it sounds to me like you have a case of strep throat. The "white stuff" behind your back teeth is either strep goo, or necrotic tissue. In any event, it is harmless and will go away. Hear me, please: nothing you are experiencing is permanent. I know how it is when everything hits you at once and it seems like there is no hope for a normal future, but you have every opportunity to get your life in order so that one day in the not too distant future, you will wake up as a boring-ass 35 year old with a spouse and two kids and a mortgage and all of this will just be a bad memory. Here's the thing that took me way too long to learn: you WILL turn 25, 30, 35, 40, etc. no matter what (short of death, obvs), so wouldn't you rather do some things now to guarantee your happiness when you are a bit older?

Do you have anyone nearby who you feel safe being physically close/affectionate with? I ask this because often-times when one is having a panic attack, a very intense massage (nothing sexual) with lots of deep muscle manipulation can and will bring all those suppressed emotions rolling to the surface and you will find yourself letting it all out, crying, screaming, moaning, etc. and afterward, you will feel a billion times better.

When I was 20, I had a full-on psychotic break at college, ended up taking incompletes in all my courses, going home and working as a donut maker for a year. FF several years and, although I take legally prescribed opiates for a painful chronic nerve condition, I am happy, healthy, and perfectly sane.

Perspective. Your future is NOT decided. You have NOT done permanent damage. You do need a round of anti-b's (which can easily be purchased online and overnighted to you for not much $$ if you are averse to seeing a doctor) to deal with the upper respiratory infection and/or strep.

I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time right now. Nothing stays the same forever, so you will not always feel this way, that I can promise you.

 

[Lolie]

Will a doctor check out my mouth problems i thought they would just say go to a dentist? i think im just depressed i dont know i never want to do drugs again iv beaten the addiction already i have only been doing hard drugs the past year but now iv stopped i just feel fucked everything fucked i have no motivational i hate living yet im too scared to die

Doctors prescribe medication for mouth problems all the time. They can't help you with any physical damage to your teeth, but they can treat any bacterial or fungal infections you might have. Just as importantly, they can arrange treatment for your depression.

Look at it this way. None of your problems are ones which lend themselves to home remedies. All of them need some kind of outside intervention. The only person who can organise that happening is you. And yes, you could have sinus problems from doing the coke. You could also just have an ordinary sinus infection which needs antibiotics. Your doctor is the person who can diagnose the problem and arrange the appropriate treatment.

 

[Michael Skeng]

I havn't done mephedrone in a few months but i have been on the coke up intill recently

 

[Michael Skeng]

OK, I think you need to take a deep breath (really, just breath), and try to get some perspective. You have NOT fucked up your life, I promise you. You are 19, still considered an adolescent in medical terminology. Honestly, it sounds to me like you have a case of strep throat. The "white stuff" behind your back teeth is either strep goo, or necrotic tissue. In any event, it is harmless and will go away. Hear me, please: nothing you are experiencing is permanent. I know how it is when everything hits you at once and it seems like there is no hope for a normal future, but you have every opportunity to get your life in order so that one day in the not too distant future, you will wake up as a boring-ass 35 year old with a spouse and two kids and a mortgage and all of this will just be a bad memory. Here's the thing that took me way too long to learn: you WILL turn 25, 30, 35, 40, etc. no matter what (short of death, obvs), so wouldn't you rather do some things now to guarantee your happiness when you are a bit older?

Do you have anyone nearby who you feel safe being physically close/affectionate with? I ask this because often-times when one is having a panic attack, a very intense massage (nothing sexual) with lots of deep muscle manipulation can and will bring all those suppressed emotions rolling to the surface and you will find yourself letting it all out, crying, screaming, moaning, etc. and afterward, you will feel a billion times better.

When I was 20, I had a full-on psychotic break at college, ended up taking incompletes in all my courses, going home and working as a donut maker for a year. FF several years and, although I take legally prescribed opiates for a painful chronic nerve condition, I am happy, healthy, and perfectly sane.

Perspective. Your future is NOT decided. You have NOT done permanent damage. You do need a round of anti-b's (which can easily be purchased online and overnighted to you for not much $$ if you are averse to seeing a doctor) to deal with the upper respiratory infection and/or strep.

I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time right now. Nothing stays the same forever, so you will not always feel this way, that I can promise you.

Thanks for the post made me feel abit better...

 

[Michael Skeng]

Doctors prescribe medication for mouth problems all the time. They can't help you with any physical damage to your teeth, but they can treat any bacterial or fungal infections you might have. Just as importantly, they can arrange treatment for your depression.

Look at it this way. None of your problems are ones which lend themselves to home remedies. All of them need some kind of outside intervention. The only person who can organise that happening is you. And yes, you could have sinus problems from doing the coke. You could also just have an ordinary sinus infection which needs antibiotics. Your doctor is the person who can diagnose the problem and arrange the appropriate treatment.

Theres no damage to my teeth its my gums behing my teeth i want to go to the doctors but i know i wont go i always leave everything to the last minute and avoid everything im going to book an appointment though i just dont know what to say feels like i have 1000 problems

 

[Lolie]

Thanks for the post made me feel abit better... the thing is its behind my teeth but the tissue has erroded and its completely fucked i dont know the name for the tissue im talking about and i couldnt find it anywhere on the internet but its the part of the gums at the side of ur mouth behind ur teeth that been heavily eroded i could get mouth cancer it could be anything im so worried im too scared to see a doctor i have close friends but none i can talk to about stuff like this i havnt told anyone anything like this i try and deal with it myself. i just dont feel mentally stable i dont know if im sane or not are other people like this or am i going crazy

Trying to self-diagnose from the internet is not only likely to make you totally neurotic, it's not going help anyway because you're not going to be able to treat yourself even if you manage to fluke getting the diagnosis correct.

Only a doctor can assess what's going on with you physically.

Likewise, you can't treat your own mental health issues. They've already passed the point of needing professional intervention. Your biggest problem right now is your reluctance to seek that intervention.

You don't mention who you live with or to what extent your parents are aware of the drug use and the depression. If you're not going to organise health care on your own, it might be wise to enlist their help in obtaining it. Suicidal ideation is regarded as a psychiatric emergency - something which warrants immediate intervention.

Whether drug induced or organic, your mental stability is compromised at the moment and that needs to be fixed. Literally millions of other people have gone through what you are going through right now and come out of it just fine but it's not normal or healthy and you don't want to prolong it a day longer than absolutely necessary.

One reason it all feels so overwhelming is that you're making a heap of adult choices now but you don't necessarily have the life experience to deal with their impact - and when we're not sure exactly what to do, doing nothing at all is often our default choice, except that in this case it's causing you unnecessary misery.

 

[Michael Skeng]

Im on my own i don't live with my parents.. im hoping it will heal eventually i just need to get some sleep and try and be more healthy i think i dont know i cant go to the doctors thanks for your posts im glad people replied your all really helpfull

 

[Lolie]

Im on my own i don't live with my parents.. im hoping it will heal eventually i just need to get some sleep and try and be more healthy i think i dont know i cant go to the doctors thanks for your posts im glad people replied your all really helpfull

Sorry, but that's teenager thinking not adult thinking. You need to go to the doctor and it's something you'll have to take responsibility for yourself now that you're on your own. With luck, you'll be like my kids and totally ignore that advice for a few days and tell us why you don't need to only to come back in a week telling us that you've been and what treatment is happening (my kids play a bonus round of acting as though it was all their own idea in the first place).

 

[S.M.F.G]

Iv'e had plenty of nights on the mephedrone, its definitly something that ive treated with caution being its a RC... also had a good amount of nephylone (BK-MDMA), shit does fuck with u even in small doses.

if ur experiencing these symptoms (although i have not) i also sugest that you get to a doctor and adress ur physical issues. The BK-MDMA really left me drained and a helova comedown, caution is needed when fucking with RC's
hope everything works out 4 u man

 

[hoptis]

Only a doctor or dentist can diagnose what is wrong and 1. put your mind at ease and 2. give you treatment to address it. I can assure you that in a majority of cases, ignoring a problem like this will be worse for you in the long run. Just explain to the doctor/dentist what the problem is, don't need to go overboard with detail.