EyesSizeOfTheMoon
Bluelighter
So I want to talk to you guys about the first time I rolled about a year or two ago which was AMAZING to say the least 
. I've always been curious about it but never really got any further than that because I guess it didn't interest me until I found out eeeeeveryone I knew and at school has done it so I figured what the hell. Plus me and my sis have started talking about wanting to try it so from there it escalated to asking my friends for connects.
The same day we were trying to buy a dub of pot but the lady was out of em, ughhh. I texted my friend and he ended giving me his friends number who happened to have some rolls. Perfect! He only had paul frank monkeys and of every color but since it was my first I didn't know what to pick so I kinda did that eeny meeny miney mo bit and just picked 2 purple ones lol. I've always heard different stories from one side saying to take half to be cautious and see if you can handle it blah blah to the other side saying fuck it dude just take the whole thing you'll love it! so we decided to split it one in half and go from there. We popped it, and put on a movie just to get the excited/nervous feeling out of our minds. Two hours later nothing. We were like wtf?? Hoping it wasn't a dud we just decided to take the last 2 halves and see if that would work.
Half an hour later after the movie finished I decided to get up to go in the kitchen and BAM it hit me. Oh my god my body felt so light and floaty I didn't know how to describe it. The only other drug I've tried before that was obviously pot so this was a new an exciting experience. Anyways I immediately went to the bathroom to check my pupils and they were HUGE
and then I told my sis if she felt the same which she did. God right after that I noticed my touch was so sensitive that I couldn't stop from rubbing my arms . This one thing I'll always remember which I never had again was this weird feeling in the back of my head. It felt really tingly like a million neurons were firing constantly like dodoodoodoododoodooo LOOL and it felt like that through out my spine too. So excited as we were we turned on my ipod speakers and put on some trance which instantly made me feel like dancing. My sis told me she didn't know how but I was like "it doesn't matter, nothing does anymore, just dance!!" xD.
After the brief period of us embarrassingly trying to "dance" we sat down and started talking about everything and I mean everything. We just told each other how we felt and how we have love for each other ( and mind you my immediate family isn't exactly use to saying I love you to each other so this was the first time we actually said that in a long time ) and ended up hugging like everything was alright. And it was. It was like a break through I guess cause I have been meaning to tell my mom and my sis that before before anything happened to them. After all that the afterglow set in which I still had that general sense of well being but started to feel a little depressed. I managed to sleep well, except for her for some reason.
Over all I loved my first experience with ecstasy and continued to use it every so often to this day. I felt like it opened my eyes to what reality is and how I should truly perceive and live my life like. With peace love&happiness :D. Now I don't find it akward at all to tell them a simple I love you and to talk to my friends about shit I would have never talked about before. Ecstasy has a way of I guess pulling off the "mask" everyone has wearing and to see them for what they really are. I guess thats another thing I gained out of it. I feel that if there is a heaven then ecstasy gives us that little taste of it 'cause of that angelic, complete and utter happiness and love we have during those 3 or 4 sweet hours. So yeah theres a night I'll always remember and cherish forever
. I've always been curious about it but never really got any further than that because I guess it didn't interest me until I found out eeeeeveryone I knew and at school has done it so I figured what the hell. Plus me and my sis have started talking about wanting to try it so from there it escalated to asking my friends for connects. The same day we were trying to buy a dub of pot but the lady was out of em, ughhh. I texted my friend and he ended giving me his friends number who happened to have some rolls. Perfect! He only had paul frank monkeys and of every color but since it was my first I didn't know what to pick so I kinda did that eeny meeny miney mo bit and just picked 2 purple ones lol. I've always heard different stories from one side saying to take half to be cautious and see if you can handle it blah blah to the other side saying fuck it dude just take the whole thing you'll love it! so we decided to split it one in half and go from there. We popped it, and put on a movie just to get the excited/nervous feeling out of our minds. Two hours later nothing. We were like wtf?? Hoping it wasn't a dud we just decided to take the last 2 halves and see if that would work.
Half an hour later after the movie finished I decided to get up to go in the kitchen and BAM it hit me. Oh my god my body felt so light and floaty I didn't know how to describe it. The only other drug I've tried before that was obviously pot so this was a new an exciting experience. Anyways I immediately went to the bathroom to check my pupils and they were HUGE
and then I told my sis if she felt the same which she did. God right after that I noticed my touch was so sensitive that I couldn't stop from rubbing my arms . This one thing I'll always remember which I never had again was this weird feeling in the back of my head. It felt really tingly like a million neurons were firing constantly like dodoodoodoododoodooo LOOL and it felt like that through out my spine too. So excited as we were we turned on my ipod speakers and put on some trance which instantly made me feel like dancing. My sis told me she didn't know how but I was like "it doesn't matter, nothing does anymore, just dance!!" xD. After the brief period of us embarrassingly trying to "dance" we sat down and started talking about everything and I mean everything. We just told each other how we felt and how we have love for each other ( and mind you my immediate family isn't exactly use to saying I love you to each other so this was the first time we actually said that in a long time ) and ended up hugging like everything was alright. And it was. It was like a break through I guess cause I have been meaning to tell my mom and my sis that before before anything happened to them. After all that the afterglow set in which I still had that general sense of well being but started to feel a little depressed. I managed to sleep well, except for her for some reason.
Over all I loved my first experience with ecstasy and continued to use it every so often to this day. I felt like it opened my eyes to what reality is and how I should truly perceive and live my life like. With peace love&happiness :D. Now I don't find it akward at all to tell them a simple I love you and to talk to my friends about shit I would have never talked about before. Ecstasy has a way of I guess pulling off the "mask" everyone has wearing and to see them for what they really are. I guess thats another thing I gained out of it. I feel that if there is a heaven then ecstasy gives us that little taste of it 'cause of that angelic, complete and utter happiness and love we have during those 3 or 4 sweet hours. So yeah theres a night I'll always remember and cherish forever
