This was an experience early in the summer, it's late and i'm not very tired so here i go.
(Also when i say "Clearly" it's due to the fact that memory is severely fragmented while on salvia if you have not experienced it)
I was staying at my friends cottage in early july for the summer and had brought a nice supply of drugs along with me. This was a must as it can get really boring up there with only me and two other people. It was about 10pm and already eerie black outside and being bored out of my mind decided to use my least favorite substance just for the hell of it.
I was on the top floor of the cottage in the master bedroom, which is actually quite big, i was with my friend "D" and we decided that he would smoke his bowl first, He smoked about .3 of 10x extract in his bong and his experience consisted of a tripped out panic attack which resulted in me blocking the door for 10 minutes as he kept trying to exit and head for the stairs. when he came down i was a little concerned and was not in the right mood to do it, after hearing my friend D bitch about how he didn't want to do it ever again(right...), I said fine and went on to pack a .5 bowl, which is my usual 10x dose. Lit it up, Cleared the entire bowl and counted to 30 while holding the smoke in, before i got to 30 my head shifted and i felt like i was knocked unconscious instantly, seconds later i remember hearing the word "rollercoaster" which my friend had been saying and at that point i remember holding on to metal bars tightly as the coaster was about to make it's drop down the 90 degree slop, my friend told me i had actually flopped forward and he had to hold me from falling off the bed, after this i remember seeing minute maid oranges all over the walls in a distinct pattern, (10x is not a very unique experience so it's easy to notice patterns repetitively but always with different characteristics) At this point i believe i started having thoughts in my mind "Let's see if i can gain control" and i CLEARLY remember using ALL my willpower to move my hand on it's own, It was probably the hardest thing i've ever had to do as it was a mental strain to do it, When i finally moved my hand i remember a brief moment of SLIGHT soberness where i mumbled to my friend "This shit is WEAK! i can fucking control it" before losing myself again. Right before my comedown i can picture this blond woman wearing a very long dress that was being carried away by a train (Picture the kids trains in amusement parks and sometimes large malls) who was shouting at me, COME WITH ME! I can "CLEARLY" remember putting my hand out and shouting PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME, WAIT, I WANT TO COME! before instantly snapping out of it and realizing that i was just in the same old room i was in earlier. My friend SWEARS that i never had my hand out or even talked before i came down. I still believe otherwise even though i know i was pretty out of it at that time..
When i came down i was in a VERY bad mood and snappy at my friend D, who was laughing at me when i asked him where "SHE" went, I told him to fuck off many times and even said "i can't wait to get the fuck out of here". This mood slowly returned to normal about 30 minutes later. I felt that final visual was a deep down desire for me to leave the cottage as i felt confined and trapped in the middle of nowhere.
So yeah, This was definitely not my most intense experience but it was one of my more interesting ones. Salvia is still not on my top 10 list but if used at lower concentrations can be slightly revealing and not just mind fucked beyond knowing.
Thanks for reading.
(Also when i say "Clearly" it's due to the fact that memory is severely fragmented while on salvia if you have not experienced it)
I was staying at my friends cottage in early july for the summer and had brought a nice supply of drugs along with me. This was a must as it can get really boring up there with only me and two other people. It was about 10pm and already eerie black outside and being bored out of my mind decided to use my least favorite substance just for the hell of it.
I was on the top floor of the cottage in the master bedroom, which is actually quite big, i was with my friend "D" and we decided that he would smoke his bowl first, He smoked about .3 of 10x extract in his bong and his experience consisted of a tripped out panic attack which resulted in me blocking the door for 10 minutes as he kept trying to exit and head for the stairs. when he came down i was a little concerned and was not in the right mood to do it, after hearing my friend D bitch about how he didn't want to do it ever again(right...), I said fine and went on to pack a .5 bowl, which is my usual 10x dose. Lit it up, Cleared the entire bowl and counted to 30 while holding the smoke in, before i got to 30 my head shifted and i felt like i was knocked unconscious instantly, seconds later i remember hearing the word "rollercoaster" which my friend had been saying and at that point i remember holding on to metal bars tightly as the coaster was about to make it's drop down the 90 degree slop, my friend told me i had actually flopped forward and he had to hold me from falling off the bed, after this i remember seeing minute maid oranges all over the walls in a distinct pattern, (10x is not a very unique experience so it's easy to notice patterns repetitively but always with different characteristics) At this point i believe i started having thoughts in my mind "Let's see if i can gain control" and i CLEARLY remember using ALL my willpower to move my hand on it's own, It was probably the hardest thing i've ever had to do as it was a mental strain to do it, When i finally moved my hand i remember a brief moment of SLIGHT soberness where i mumbled to my friend "This shit is WEAK! i can fucking control it" before losing myself again. Right before my comedown i can picture this blond woman wearing a very long dress that was being carried away by a train (Picture the kids trains in amusement parks and sometimes large malls) who was shouting at me, COME WITH ME! I can "CLEARLY" remember putting my hand out and shouting PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME, WAIT, I WANT TO COME! before instantly snapping out of it and realizing that i was just in the same old room i was in earlier. My friend SWEARS that i never had my hand out or even talked before i came down. I still believe otherwise even though i know i was pretty out of it at that time..
When i came down i was in a VERY bad mood and snappy at my friend D, who was laughing at me when i asked him where "SHE" went, I told him to fuck off many times and even said "i can't wait to get the fuck out of here". This mood slowly returned to normal about 30 minutes later. I felt that final visual was a deep down desire for me to leave the cottage as i felt confined and trapped in the middle of nowhere.
So yeah, This was definitely not my most intense experience but it was one of my more interesting ones. Salvia is still not on my top 10 list but if used at lower concentrations can be slightly revealing and not just mind fucked beyond knowing.
Thanks for reading.
