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theartofwar

theartofwar

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ahhh shit im gettin older ahaha. Had a great night tho on the real - went out w/my best friend my chica wasnt able to come but we went out to hooters, all you can eat wings -bad call on there part. hahaha. Sorry if it gets anyone trggered, i rarely drink at all - esp since I juice a lot , but tonight I was able to guilt free drink away a fun time with good clean friends. Now jus waitin on the lady n the night will be officially a party lmao !! Half way to 50 bitches ! Who thought i'd even live this long, god damn , got so much to be grateful and you guys n ladies who been there , i owe you a lot. Thx guys , be ez n hope you are all enjoyin the night.
 
Happy Birthday buddy!

You know, if you don't drink, you can always just put down 25 wings instead ;)

Seriously, though, it's glad that we've gotten back in contact and that you're doing much better in life these days. For those of you who remember TAOW from a good minute ago around TDS, well this guy is a good example of how things can improve for the better. And that TDS forum can be a key helper in the process.

Godspeed to 50 and beyond man :)
 
Depressicaa said:
I don't see why this is in the dark side. I'm glad you're having a good birthday though.
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Simple hun: I was playin spin the wheel w/my 357 not even 4 months ago ? My life was a fucking joke, I came in here day in and day out - seeking any help.

Well today, I enjoy drinking once / twice monthly at most - my life is strictly about my training , woman , school. And I have never been happier in my life.

I stick around TDS because not everyone is going to be stuck in their problems for life - and that no matter what the option to live is always a choice that opens doors for those who are willing to make the changes.

I simply want to give back where I was helped, encouraging others is something I both study , but mainly n most importantly - I love trying to help others n tough spots. And i know that at some point everyone's lives comes a time where they could use help.
 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, taow!!!!
I'm sorry you experienced such loss so suddenly but you got people that have our back if you ever need to talk
 
Good to hear from you early OD - For real appreciate the text - what a shitty way to have a bday huh ? But you know I don't know shit about life after death, but these were good people, nothing is promised and they lived lives they enjoyed. More than most of us can say here in TDS - I know somedays w/my PTSD it's like fuck it , im done.

Seeing a specialist in boston now (mad $$$ ) but can you possibly put a price on sanity and progress ? hardest experience of my life - but being vulnerable after 15 years of bullshit was the best choice I made. Found love in ways I never knew I could.

This bday was amazing because instead of numb, I felt love. I got a few gifts from lil lady, but the thought that she loves me, fuck man, that's best shit ever. I can't tell you how happy I am that this year I'm able to experience these emotions now.

Thanks again all - PA - real good to hear from you brother, I hope you are well.
 
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