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do you regret starting ecstasy?

NO. It was one of the best decisions I've ever made.

I regret not finding a source for educating myself about it, I regret making it a weekly habit for 6 months, I regret not getting a testing kit until after I got "piped"- but MDMA has made my daily sober life better: I'm more compassionate, confident, and less depressive over minor issues. I've certainly had my dark times with MDMA, mainly due to abusing it.

Perhaps I regret not doing it sooner. =)
 
It might sound like an oxymoron but BE RESPONSIBILE when you use drugs. Educate yourself and learn moderation; you'll have no regrets. Everything I use, I've only used a few times a year. Everything. And each time I do it, it's almost like the first time.
 
I regret starting only because of the occasional cravings that drive me to near-madness. I'm a smoker, and the cravings to feel that perfect MDMA high are SO much greater than any nicotine craving (even if I abstain from smoking for a good few weeks).

However the fact that I have experienced that wonderful feeling is something I do not regret ;)
 
YaniCZka said:
no. it has really changed my life and opened up the whole new world.
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<3 I feel the same way. I'm always happy to hear about other people who have emotionally/socially benefited from MDMA. Many say the same of psychedelics.
 
Lazyscience said:
i heard that most xtc pills in the uk are fake these days.
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Not true. There was a massive drought that lasted 2years yes. There are lots of goodens around. Just need to find the right people, use pillreprts and test when buying.
 
I dont reget it, it has taught me alot about myself.

What I do regret though is the way i used to use it. I used to roll way to much, it fucked me up and ruined me at the time. I worry about what it may do to me in the longterm. Now im a bit older and have alot more knowledge I have learnt to respect it.

Respect mdma or it wont respect you.
 
Lazyscience said:
when i think back to times i was on mdma, it makes me cringe and i feel disgusted at myself. at the time it was great but 10 years down the line, i just totally regret it. actually, if there was one thing i could change about the past, it would be to never have taken mdma.
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its basically more than just your fault in this situasion, it is your fault. Aint no one ever come into bad terms from eatin clean testin beans if they only do it once every few months.

sounds like you were reckless and abused ecstasy to the point of etardation and now you gotta live with the fact that you cause brain damage to yourself for the rest of your life.

sucks 2 be u :\
 
Lazyscience said:
mdma totally fucked me up bad. that stuff can destroy you mental health.
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DON'T let people tell you you're permanently "fucked" (or any other variant of the word), because there is no evidence to support that you will be suffering forever. The best thing to do is abstain, obviously. Not everyone can handle the urge to roll to often- but I know many people who have abused MDMA horribly, and are just fine now. All you can do is avoid drugs and alcohol, and let time run it's course and see. Piracetam, among other things like working out and eating well has helped me. Sleep is by far the best way to recover from everything in my experience, and it's fun. =)
 
MasterSplinter said:
its basically more than just your fault in this situasion, it is your fault. Aint no one ever come into bad terms from eatin clean testin beans if they only do it once every few months.

sounds like you were reckless and abused ecstasy to the point of etardation and now you gotta live with the fact that you cause brain damage to yourself for the rest of your life.

sucks 2 be u :\
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There's no need to jump on the guy when you're practically doing what he did 10 years ago. It's like you are insulting him because you don't want to shed light on your own abuse, not cool man.
 
It is one of the few decisions in my life I wish I could take back.

Yeah, it's opened up my eyes to a world of love. But that love was quick and fleeting. It was followed by misery, self doubt, and regret.
 
Nope, don't have any regrets. Enjoyed myself each time I rolled, especially years ago when I used to hit the clubs twice a week, that was fun as hell. I never really got outta control with it, maybe there was a point in time when I took rollz a little to often without giving my body/mind a break and had a round of short-term depression..but never had anything happen where I thought to myself "OH NO, I FUCKED MY LIFE UP" I mean come on, that's a bit far fetched. There's always some risk w/ drug use, but you just have to know your limits and try to keep it in moderation.

I just recently took a roll on 9/20/10, but before that, it was approx 2 yrs ago when I first got the pillz (I held onto one for 2 years!). However, prior to purchasing those pillz approx 2 yrs ago, the last time I rolled was years and years...so for me, it was terrific.
 
Great memories and times on it , although it did make me feel very fucked up in the head for a while. I'm kind of in the middle , i wish i had spaced my usage even more.
 
mr.muncheez said:
never had anything happen where I thought to myself "OH NO, I FUCKED MY LIFE UP" I mean come on, that's a bit far fetched. There's always some risk w/ drug use, but you just have to know your limits and try to keep it in moderation.
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Cannabis made my grades drop and my gut expand. Alcohol gave me a keg and messed with my mood.

But MDMA was the only drug that actually made a permanent mark on my psyche. I was depersonalized, depressed, and extremely unsure about my life.

This scenario isn't so far fetched if you take MDMA during a part of your life where you are experiencing a great deal of change.
 
crunchymilk said:
There's no need to jump on the guy when you're practically doing what he did 10 years ago. It's like you are insulting him because you don't want to shed light on your own abuse, not cool man.
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nahhh anyone who says they would go in time and never had taken mdma, obviously abused it. its a beautiful chemical that (i believe) if used properly can only generate good things in your life. im with splinter on this. saying you feel like you never would have tried it is excessive. saying you shouldnt have abused it is probably what most of us here would say.

though i will admit 10 years ago accurate information about X was probably a less likely to be going around.
 
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