drgreenthumb00
Bluelighter
You have no idea how insane I'm going right now. I have very severe ADHD, anxiety, and boarderline low depression.
Wednesday I had my two scripts of Adderall. One was for 25mg XR and the other was 30mg IR. I had alot left. My psychiatrist prescribes me 60 count of both of them. On occasion he will have his clients take a urine test to see if we are taking the medication and he sometimes asks us to bring in the drugs so he sees we are not abusing them or selling them.
He started me on prozac Wednesday. He didnt want to put me benzos because they are too sedating. I was trying so damn hard to get kpins or xanax. I suffer really bad anxiety and at times panic attacks are so bad I almost want to go to the hospital. I asked him if I happened to get a really severe panic attack again is there anything I can take for quick relieve. He said well I'll give you a script for 10 ativan and take them only when needed. Ativan is week and its not even a real benzo. But he forgot to write the script so all was good.
Wednesday after work my neighbor (who i suspect took them) asked me if I had any adderalls for sale. I said no not now. When I got home I took a kpin and a xanax smoked some weed and passed out cold on my couch. I wasnt sure if I was dreaming or just out of it but I sensed someone was in my apartment and going through my room. Didnt think much of it.
I usually grab my scripts and take them to work to help me focus and get my work done. I also take them for school to study. I came home yesterday after work and both my scripts where gone. I flipped my apartment up and down and they were gone. I desperately need them. I can't function without them. I can't refill until the 19th and the 28th.
Yesterday my neighbor text me asking me if I had any 30s left for 20. I had a handful of perc 30s for sale but I told them they were completely gone. Then a few hours later he texted me again asking me if I had any 30s. So i figured putting all this information together he is probably the culprit.
I've accused him of stealing before and he gets all mad and screams why does everyone accuse me of a thief. I'm not a thief. When I had Vyvanse he grabbed my script and asked if he could test one out. I said sure. Looked like he took one but then I noticed a couple kicking around his apartment but didnt say shit. He also snags DVDs from me and acts as if they are his.
My friend who kind of knows him but knows his other friends have told me he is a known thief. So this weekend I'm going snooping through his apartment. If I find him I'm smashing his skull open and thats not a threat its a promise.
Today is the 10th and I'm going to suffer terrible amphetamine withdrawals. Even if I called my psychiatrist who is cool and say someone stole my script my insurance still won't let me refill them.
Ive been on Adderall for 2 years now. I hate to say it but I'm addicted to them. I read online that prozac is given to people who have major depressive disorder and many other symptoms... My psychiatrist from the very get go thought I was very depressed. So I might do something very very stupid if I find out this kid took them from me.
Wednesday I had my two scripts of Adderall. One was for 25mg XR and the other was 30mg IR. I had alot left. My psychiatrist prescribes me 60 count of both of them. On occasion he will have his clients take a urine test to see if we are taking the medication and he sometimes asks us to bring in the drugs so he sees we are not abusing them or selling them.
He started me on prozac Wednesday. He didnt want to put me benzos because they are too sedating. I was trying so damn hard to get kpins or xanax. I suffer really bad anxiety and at times panic attacks are so bad I almost want to go to the hospital. I asked him if I happened to get a really severe panic attack again is there anything I can take for quick relieve. He said well I'll give you a script for 10 ativan and take them only when needed. Ativan is week and its not even a real benzo. But he forgot to write the script so all was good.
Wednesday after work my neighbor (who i suspect took them) asked me if I had any adderalls for sale. I said no not now. When I got home I took a kpin and a xanax smoked some weed and passed out cold on my couch. I wasnt sure if I was dreaming or just out of it but I sensed someone was in my apartment and going through my room. Didnt think much of it.
I usually grab my scripts and take them to work to help me focus and get my work done. I also take them for school to study. I came home yesterday after work and both my scripts where gone. I flipped my apartment up and down and they were gone. I desperately need them. I can't function without them. I can't refill until the 19th and the 28th.
Yesterday my neighbor text me asking me if I had any 30s left for 20. I had a handful of perc 30s for sale but I told them they were completely gone. Then a few hours later he texted me again asking me if I had any 30s. So i figured putting all this information together he is probably the culprit.
I've accused him of stealing before and he gets all mad and screams why does everyone accuse me of a thief. I'm not a thief. When I had Vyvanse he grabbed my script and asked if he could test one out. I said sure. Looked like he took one but then I noticed a couple kicking around his apartment but didnt say shit. He also snags DVDs from me and acts as if they are his.
My friend who kind of knows him but knows his other friends have told me he is a known thief. So this weekend I'm going snooping through his apartment. If I find him I'm smashing his skull open and thats not a threat its a promise.
Today is the 10th and I'm going to suffer terrible amphetamine withdrawals. Even if I called my psychiatrist who is cool and say someone stole my script my insurance still won't let me refill them.
Ive been on Adderall for 2 years now. I hate to say it but I'm addicted to them. I read online that prozac is given to people who have major depressive disorder and many other symptoms... My psychiatrist from the very get go thought I was very depressed. So I might do something very very stupid if I find out this kid took them from me.
