Opioids Too young to be looking this old :(

[wouldntulike2know]

*vary

 

[Dextroman]

I think cheese is a generic term for a diverse group of milk-based food products. ^.^

My point is, cheese is slang, it doesn't mean anything. I would always refer to a chemical preparation in IUPAC terms to avoid confusion.

 

[jamesBrown]

Looking good is nice, period. The ''looks don't matter'' or ''personality does'' it's the fat lady's moral booster. If you look good, you get better jobs, more promotions, better sexual partners and a better lifestyle in general.

I know hat your saying and in a certain way its true...but thats not exactly what I was talking about.

Honesty.....I am a very attractive man, ive done alot of modeling and have dated MANY EXTREMELY attractive women(please dont take this as bragging, im just trying to make a point).....and I agree that people treat you better in general when you look more attractive to them. This is a fact. I hate it though, especially when I see these stupid hot ass bitches who have been hand fed there whole life because they are gorgeous and they act accordingly....and who can blame them?!!!.....if your treated like a queen/princess your gonna act like one.....

and i too have experienced preferrential treatment because of my looks(obviously not as much as women do) and it is honestly annoying/embarassing/and wrong... when I was younger, I loved all the extra attention women gave me and the way i was treated because of my looks or because I had done some modeling.....but after a few years, you start to notice that those people arent really your true friend( God i know this sounds so corny but its true!!).....those people honeslty only care about one thing, and that is not a good basis for any relationship.....

It took me time but I eventually realized that the people who didnt give a shit what I looked like, or if I was currently modeling...they were the ones who were there for me when I needed someone...for example when I was trying to get clean from my heroin addiction...those people are the ones who truly cared and would go out of there way to make sure your doing allright.

No one else bothered to even ask how I was doing and if I needed any help after I got clean and quit modeling. I feel lucky though that im still young(21) and have learned this valuable lesson in life......that I should have realized sooner.

My point is that yes prefferential treatment due to attractiveness has its benefits...but honestly....if you have any sense of self respect....you will turn away from gaines gotten through your attractive looks....it just feels wrong/dirty in my opinion.

Sry for the long post....I just thought id share that with "wouldntulike2know" or anyone else concerned about there looks....

and honestly....my friends whom i consider "not too attractive" seem to be the happiest people I know.....maybe because they dont have a guilty mind worried about if they really earned the life they are living or whether they got it handed to them.

 

[wouldntulike2know]

Wow, you didnt sound conceded! You worded that great. Very good point!

 

[Volcano]

Actually ur wrong its black tar heroin broken down and mixed with tylenol pm so that you can snort it. You're an idiot where do you get your statistics from? b/c the ages very i know over 20 people over the age of 30 that do it! So maybe JUUUSSSSTTT maybe do your homework b4 you start flapping your gums.

You just sincerely annoyed me.

Benadryl = Tyenol PM. Tyenol PM = APAP + Benadryl (diphenhydramine).

^-- you

You didn't annoy me at all, you gave me a chuckle at your ignorance. Enjoy snorting APAP! :D

 

[jamesBrown]

Actually ur wrong its black tar heroin broken down and mixed with tylenol pm so that you can snort it. You're an idiot where do you get your statistics from? b/c the ages very i know over 20 people over the age of 30 that do it! So maybe JUUUSSSSTTT maybe do your homework b4 you start flapping your gums.

You just sincerely annoyed me.


and its not a "tiny bit" you can mix down hundreds of dollars the powder turns out black/brownish color after mixing it down meaning it is very strong.

Its not a little white powder heroin mixed with benadryl. Although, some poeple do use benadryl.


I am sure some people do it the way your're speaking of but i dont know why that just sounds lame.

Hes right actually....you shouldnt use "cheese" to describe a drug your taking...you actually need to say what it is....whether its just heroin....or heroin mixed with benadryl....or heroin mixed with blood....it doesnt fucking mattter....using slang words doesnt work well on BL because we are from ALL OVER THE WORLD. Allthough I live in the south like you so you would think I would know what you mean by "cheese" but I dont because ive heard several different definitions of it, all of them sound rediculous....why mix something with the heroin???....thats basically just cutting it more...making it less potent(unless your mixing in more opiates)

heroin is unbelievable on its own...why add something to it that will more than likely make you more inclined to sleep or nod off???....you cant enjoy an opiate euphoria high if your sleeping...

and please dont argue about what exactly "cheese" is....because like I said...its probably different from place to place.....allthough its probably always heroin mixed with some bullshit sleeping medication or something....STUPID and probably DANGEROUS....thats just my opinion though.

 

[Dextroman]

and honestly....my friends whom i consider "not too attractive" seem to be the happiest people I know.....maybe because they dont have a guilty mind worried about if they really earned the life they are living or whether they got it handed to them.

Earning your lifestyle does not necessarily imply ''parvenir'' or being a ''parvenu'', such as working 5$/hour as an illegal immigrant to gather money for your education and eventually end up as a factory director 20 years later.
Some known intellectuals come from quite impressive families and they never had to lift a finger to earn a livelihood. All they did was to dedicate their time to intellectual activities which is perfectly normal. Being given everything is not bad, it simply makes it easier for you to achieve your goals.

 

[Dextroman]

Actually ur wrong its black tar heroin broken down and mixed with tylenol pm so that you can snort it. You're an idiot where do you get your statistics from? b/c the ages very i know over 20 people over the age of 30 that do it! So maybe JUUUSSSSTTT maybe do your homework b4 you start flapping your gums.

You just sincerely annoyed me.


and its not a "tiny bit" you can mix down hundreds of dollars the powder turns out black/brownish color after mixing it down meaning it is very strong.

Its not a little white powder heroin mixed with benadryl. Although, some poeple do use benadryl.


I am sure some people do it the way your're speaking of but i dont know why that just sounds lame.

Don't snort Tylenol...it's really bad. In fact I'm inclined to believe your problems stem from Tylenol alone.

 

[wouldntulike2know]

LMAO benadryl does not = tylenol pm. Yes, it has a same main ingredient, but it is not the same thing hun. LOL you're obviously jealous of americans. lmao Either way was benadryl is the same as tylenol pm the objective of your post...no i believe that it was not! You were attempting to sound like you knew what you were talking about, and....what do you know... you didnt know what you were talking about haha. BYE HATER

 

[wouldntulike2know]

Hes right actually....you shouldnt use "cheese" to describe a drug your taking...you actually need to say what it is....whether its just heroin....or heroin mixed with benadryl....or heroin mixed with blood....it doesnt fucking mattter....using slang words doesnt work well on BL because we are from ALL OVER THE WORLD. Allthough I live in the south like you so you would think I would know what you mean by "cheese" but I dont because ive heard several different definitions of it, all of them sound rediculous....why mix something with the heroin???....thats basically just cutting it more...making it less potent(unless your mixing in more opiates)

heroin is unbelievable on its own...why add something to it that will more than likely make you more inclined to sleep or nod off???....you cant enjoy an opiate euphoria high if your sleeping...

and please dont argue about what exactly "cheese" is....because like I said...its probably different from place to place.....allthough its probably always heroin mixed with some bullshit sleeping medication or something....STUPID and probably DANGEROUS....thats just my opinion though.

I totally understand that it can be called something different and what not, but his/her intentions were to get on here and act like cheese is stupid and only young kids do it. When the fact of the matter is that it is all stupid so im sorry but dont get on here and just try to start shit. I had a question, and instead of talking about the topic and the question that i was asking this person got on here and decided he wanted to make a douche bag comment. Im not on here to fight with people. I had a question, and i was seeking an answer not an argument.

 

[jamesBrown]

Earning your lifestyle does not necessarily imply ''parvenir'' or being a ''parvenu'', such as working 5$/hour as an illegal immigrant to gather money for your education and eventually end up as a factory director 20 years later.
Some known intellectuals come from quite impressive families and they never had to lift a finger to earn a livelihood. All they did was to dedicate their time to intellectual activities which is perfectly normal. Being given everything is not bad, it simply makes it easier for you to achieve your goals.

Im not talking about people who are given everything which makes it easier to achieve there goals...

IM talking about people who are given everything witch makes them not bother making any goals for themselves because they will settle for just taking what people keep handing them because of their good looks and big boobs/cock etc....

The people im talking about live in a life built by the rewards of having a nice body and face. I have lived in that world and it is not a very stable one and it will very quickly stab you in the back.

people who are born into a rich family and use there money to obtain phD's or whatever...thats great...im not concerned with them...or people who are born extremely attractive yet refuse to use peoples "gifts"(given only because they are "hot") as stepping stones to better there standard of living...they are fine...not concerned with them.

I just said I was talking about people who abuse their privelag of being attractive to the point where all the "good things" they have in life...friends, house, car, etc...are all things which werent earned honestly and therefore can quite easily be taken away...or the whole world you know could crumble the moment you scar your face in a car accident...and your boyfriend who only loved you for your looks stops making your rent payments for you and your left homeless....

...thats only one of a million examples....


...see what I mean?

 

[wouldntulike2know]

I totally understand.

 

[jamesBrown]

I totally understand that it can be called something different and what not, but his/her intentions were to get on here and act like cheese is stupid and only young kids do it. When the fact of the matter is that it is all stupid so im sorry but dont get on here and just try to start shit. I had a question, and instead of talking about the topic and the question that i was asking this person got on here and decided he wanted to make a douche bag comment. Im not on here to fight with people. I had a question, and i was seeking an answer not an argument.

I completely agree with you that he was being very rude in the way he posted to you...and that was totally uncalled for.

Thats why I posted my response to that..explaining my thoughts on the "cheese" subject ....trying to be a lot nicer than him. I think he doesnt necessarily mean to be rude he just gets so emotionally entangled in his opinion that he can come across as rude...or he is actually rude but he doesnt necessarily want to be rude...see what I mean?

And im sry if you thought I was rude ever at all to you....i apologize if this is the case. I truly have learned in life that being a nice person with a pleasant personality will get you far happier than any other way of living.

 

[jackie jones]

Opiates are benign chemicals. They do not destroy people - the lifestyle does. If you sacrifice everything and stop caring for yourself because all you think about is your next fix, of course you will begin to look aged.

I have been using opiates for several years. I do not drink or smoke. I exercise. I use skin care products like olay regenerist. I have a high intake of vitamin C. I brush my teeth often.

I do not look like a junkie, although I do use.

 

[jamesBrown]

Yea its true....opiates arent poisons to our bodies like meth is for example.....opiates do not physically hurt us.....is only the lifestyle we live when we are addicted to opiates that causes any physical harm....i.e....lack of nutritional intake, poor hygeine in general, etc....

Theoretically....someone could use heroin every single day his entire life and not be any different than someone who isnt an addict, as long as that person had a never ending supply of heroin which allowed them to live a normal life without having to worry about scamming or stealing to make money to score, or having withdrawals all the time which make you not want to eat, etc..

 

[jamesBrown]

what part of the "dirty south" are you from wouldntulike2know????? Im from san antonio texas...it doesnt get much further south than that.

 

[Dextroman]

Im not talking about people who are given everything which makes it easier to achieve there goals...

IM talking about people who are given everything witch makes them not bother making any goals for themselves because they will settle for just taking what people keep handing them because of their good looks and big boobs/cock etc....

The people im talking about live in a life built by the rewards of having a nice body and face. I have lived in that world and it is not a very stable one and it will very quickly stab you in the back.

people who are born into a rich family and use there money to obtain phD's or whatever...thats great...im not concerned with them...or people who are born extremely attractive yet refuse to use peoples "gifts"(given only because they are "hot") as stepping stones to better there standard of living...they are fine...not concerned with them.

I just said I was talking about people who abuse their privelag of being attractive to the point where all the "good things" they have in life...friends, house, car, etc...are all things which werent earned honestly and therefore can quite easily be taken away...or the whole world you know could crumble the moment you scar your face in a car accident...and your boyfriend who only loved you for your looks stops making your rent payments for you and your left homeless....

...thats only one of a million examples....


...see what I mean?

Well I have to say it is an unusual fatalistic approach to criticize people exploiting such a nature given asset. Forgive me if it sounds tipsy but your story reminds me of the '' regret of the fattening porn-star''.

You know the porn-star starting her career ''officially'' at 18 (God knows what she did before that, under the desk etc. ^.^), she is enthusiastic, makes tons of money and when she turns 21 she grows fat and no diet would work so her revenue drops and she goes back to fry fries at MacDonalds with a post fashion pessimism kind of spirit! LOL

Yes, that can happen indeed but the money you made while you were in business is worthless? Money is money.

 

[rocksonboxone]

My old dope buddy gave me some shit to try a while back, he called it 'cheese', which I thought was just another term for scramble, or cut heroin.
Well when I tried it, I found the high to be different than what I was used to and expecting, the euphoria was not very intense at all, and It made be very tired, not to mention all the weird looking shit that would not dissolve in my shot( I got scared of what the cut was and just squirted it up my nose)
I called him and asked wtf it was, then he explained that someone sold it to him cheap and it was cut with tylenol PM. Soon as he explained it, I took the rest, flushed it down the toilet and thanked my lucky stars that I did not try to inject it.

Long story short, maybe try the heroin without the tylenol, you might like it better, plus the APAP(acetaminophen) in the tylenol is very bad for your liver...

 

[wouldntulike2know]

Yeah, i am very glad that you didnt shoot it it would have made you very sick. Its not meant to be shot up. I dont BUY cheese. I but black tar and i make the cheese myself that way i can make it REALLY dark so that the feeling is intense. I dont know anyone that actually buys cheese. We buy the tar and break it down with the tylenol pm... sorry i got off on a tangent. Anyways, yes i am very glad that you didnt shoot it up and if we are talking about the same kind of cheese than the reason that it wouldnt break down is bc it was already broken down with some sort of sleep med. Cheese is heroin broken down and mixed with something different people use different things to mix it, but if it was CHEESE it was already broken down, and mixed....


sorry if this is really repetitive, haha i am buzzing as we speak. It makes since in my head, but not sure if youre going to catch my drift.


James Brown- hehe im a little more south than you, but i am still in TEXAS! Gotta love them texans

 

[rocksonboxone]

It was all powder, looked like a relatively normal dime capsule, just it wouldnt dissolve completely in water, which I guess was the sleep meds. Yea I am very glad I didnt try to shoot it, that would not have ended well, lol.
Im not sure what exactly it was cut with, he said tylenol PM, but It could have been anything.
Also, I have never even seen tar, we dont really have it around here, and if we do I have not seen it, and honestly I would never try it, heard bad things about tar, plus anything that is called tar, doesnt sound like Id want it in my veins, lol.