first, thanks for your good explanation.
My habit each two days I use about 200-300mg oral morphine. ER,IR. I started 2 month ago, and I've got the feeling I'm developing an low addiction.
I haven't planned to go to a clinic to stop this addiction. It is mainly to try Buprenorphine / Methadone, (buprenorphine, first, as suggested) as a self-medication, and for recreational value.
This is not for a long use but for a short duration and not combined with anything.
About benzo, it's legitimate prescription for anxiety disorders. But I use them sometimes at higher dose when I'm running out of opiate.
Unfortunately buprenorphine has LITTLE recreational value. Only at doses lower than 3- 4 mg's/ day (yes lower, not higher) can you achieve any recreational effects at all. Usually the lower the dose, the more "euphoric" it will feel....allthough the euphoria should NEVER be compared to that of morphine, oxy, heroin, or any other full agonists. Its very mild and is often accompanied by a energizing buzz. Many people(including me) find these mild euphoric effects more than enough to keep us clean and off the streets trying to score every day.
Also, it should be noted that I inject my buprenorphine doses....but I do not recommend this to anyone unless they have the proper equipment to make it safe....i.e....micron-filters, anti-bacterial water, etc....
If you have all of the proper materials to safely inject buprenorphine, than I hope you give it a try, especially because the bioavailability is 100%...much better than other routes of administration.(sublingual ~35%, intranasal ~50%)
This can save you ALOT of money and pills....especially if your doc is still prescribing you a much higher does per day.....just save up the extra pills for a rainy day.
FYI.....when I first went to my suboxone(buprenorphine) doctor I was allready prescribed 2 different benzo's at low doses for insomnia and anxiety. They definitely took note of this, but didnt give too much of a hassle prescribing me suboxone because I wasnt taking very high doses....i.e..... .5 mg's klonopin, 30 mg's temazepam. You should be allright. Just dont take advantage of buprenorphine, you should only start taking it if you feel like you really have a opiate dependency problem and you are serious about possibly being on the medication for the long haul(in some cases several years). Dont waste the doctors time or your time by going in thinking you will just get some suboxone for a short, recreational use, period of time. Thats not what its meant for, and thats not what its good at doing. Its really only worthwhile if you take the medication daily for a long period of time so you can slowly adjust back to living a normal lifestyle and functioning as a sober human being that doesnt rely on heroin, oxy, or morphine to ge them through the day. Once you reach this point, its time to start thinking about slowly weaning yourself off the medication and in the end....live a long, healthy, happy, drug addiction-free life.
Please make the right choice for you and the loved ones around you.
Stay clean, be happy,
jamesbrown
