Thought i was going to die - got your attention?
DON'T GO NEAR THIS CRYSTAL/ORANGE/EURO STUFF AT ANY DOSE.
yes, i had way too much but i wouldn't go near it it all if i were you, based on similar reports on here at lower doses - not worth it.
as mentioned went to this beer festival, my friend driving, i felt like shit - no sleep, still stimmed with no positive effect. wanted to curl up and die...well, i nearly got my wish...
suddenly out of nowhere the mild shooting 'zaps' i had been getting in my legs all day went on overdrive, pins and needles, followed by sharp jerks of involuntary movement - like i was 'fitting'. followed by a bout of hellish cramp.
heart nearly pounding through my chest, my ability to breath became less and less until i could only manage short quick gasps. very dizzy and feeling sick.
my mate swerved off the road onto footpath to get me out of the car - at this point he said i was whispering with the shortest breath "get me to the hospital" (i don't remember this, nor the 10 mins i was sat on the footpath trying to catch my breath) i hadn't passed out, just not there 'in spirit'.
BITTER!
Tried to get up and felt very heavy on my feet - probably coz i'd not eaten anything really, but slowly started to feel better, sickness and dizzyness slowly disappearing.
we discussed going home (or potentially a hospital), but i knew i was feeling better all the time and since we were about 5 mins from our destination, i decided i could manage it and i really needed to get out and see normal people, doing normal things and not just lie on my couch waiting to sleep!!
Once there and in i started to feel better and better, until i realised i felt better than i'd done all day. Was enjoying a pint of cider and getting more and more chattier and confident with every passing minute. Then it dawned on me - i'd come up again!
http://i.bluelight.ru/s/eek.gif No where near on the same scale as yesterday but definitely feeling warm, confident and happy in a mellow contented way. A complete difference to how i'd felt for the last 12 hours of hell!
Had about 5 pints of cider and enjoyed the evening - chatting to my mate and two hot women, sampled some local bands....all good.
Got home at about 10pm, ready for my bed (yay!) and happy i could put all this madness behind me.
That is where this bitter/sweet story turns bitter again i'm afraid people.
After about 3 hours of alcohol-induced sleep (clearly not enough after being awake at this point for 39 straight hours!) BANG! I'm awake again, heart beating faster, overly stimmed with nowhere to go.
http://i.bluelight.ru/s/argh.gif
lying there, nowhere near sleeping but REALLY needing to - whilst your legs jump about like they have been possessed by flatly himself - is NOT my idea of fun.
So here i am again, still not slept, still not had a proper meal in days, banging headache, random quick flashbacks of the last few days horrific events stopping me from having logical thoughts and generally knowing that my once sharp brain has been severely damaged.
My legs feel like i can't put weight on them and the muscles feel really tender and sore. And yes, still keep getting little leg spasms - i just keep checking they are not blue!!!
Oh and my dick is still like a peanut.
http://i.bluelight.ru/s/frown.gif
Three main reasons then that you should stay away from this:
1. I took waaaay too much but even then - i had about 8-10 hours of good fun and then 33 hours (and counting) of sheer hellish side-effects....that doesn't sit right with me.
2. A second 'come up', not initiated by me, a full day after first ingesting? I'll be the one to decide when i'm high thanks. The half-life of this stuff is just plain scary. How do I know i'm not gonna go off my box at work tommorow??!!
3. No one actually knows if this is real 6-apb or some other random and/or dangerous chem. No one. Even the vendor just points at a random NMR that could have been drawn by a pre-schooler with an Etcha-sketch and says "its that one..." Is it? Is it really?
Maybe i'm just too old for this shit now. Love to you all, i hope my ramblings have been useful.
OUT.
