iameatingjam
Ex-Bluelighter
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- Oct 16, 2007
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Out of what I have tried, it has to be coke/crack. For a short mood lifting high the comedown is a painful, agonizing experience. I feel like everybody hates me, I am the worst loser in the world, everything I've ever done has been wrong. So much anxiety, worrying about my tomorrow, my job, school. Its like something is constantly gnawing at my brain. Its the only comedown I find so unbearable that nothing brings me any sort of comfort. The good thing is that it is like the high and fairly short (not any longer than 24 hours, usually much shorter).
Coming off E, that can suck really suck sometimes too. After pure mdma I can feel depressed, but its more of a relaxed subtle feeling that can stick for a few days. Sometimes a mild flu-like feeling if I did a lot but nothing compared to the torture of a crack comedown. Pills tend to be worse, as they're usually a mix of stuff.
Meth I find is also milder and more drawn out. There is no set mark between high and crashing. Sometimes I feel like I'm starting to comedown a couple hours after my last dose and then 12 hours later I'm feeling good again. When I do finally crash I just stay home and aren't very interested in going out. I usually get really into something, like my computer or a video game or movies and just tech-out on them for a couple days until I'm feeling fine. It is definitely very annoying, but not that bad. It does feel weird in the sense that I don't quite feel like myself, everything seems kind of foreign and different.
Psychedelics, I usually just feel pretty tired. Shrooms + alcohol isn't the greatest but not that bad.
dextroamphetamine - worse than meth physically, my body feels more agitated but I don't get that really 'creepy' feeling I get on a meth comedown. I guess I still feel more like myself.
Opiates - none, maybe a little groggy.
alcohol - Usually feel fine unless I drank so much I was puking
methyphenidate - I SWEAR is just as bad as crack, and there is even LESS of a high. So not worth it.
Whats the worst for you guys?
Coming off E, that can suck really suck sometimes too. After pure mdma I can feel depressed, but its more of a relaxed subtle feeling that can stick for a few days. Sometimes a mild flu-like feeling if I did a lot but nothing compared to the torture of a crack comedown. Pills tend to be worse, as they're usually a mix of stuff.
Meth I find is also milder and more drawn out. There is no set mark between high and crashing. Sometimes I feel like I'm starting to comedown a couple hours after my last dose and then 12 hours later I'm feeling good again. When I do finally crash I just stay home and aren't very interested in going out. I usually get really into something, like my computer or a video game or movies and just tech-out on them for a couple days until I'm feeling fine. It is definitely very annoying, but not that bad. It does feel weird in the sense that I don't quite feel like myself, everything seems kind of foreign and different.
Psychedelics, I usually just feel pretty tired. Shrooms + alcohol isn't the greatest but not that bad.
dextroamphetamine - worse than meth physically, my body feels more agitated but I don't get that really 'creepy' feeling I get on a meth comedown. I guess I still feel more like myself.
Opiates - none, maybe a little groggy.
alcohol - Usually feel fine unless I drank so much I was puking
methyphenidate - I SWEAR is just as bad as crack, and there is even LESS of a high. So not worth it.
Whats the worst for you guys?
