ha he did, i just have compulsive irrisponsible moments..i was likeing the benzos so much, and so high off em i forgot about the whole anxiety disorder, and when my prescription was gone 20 days early, and i started getting these flu and fever like symptoms. after a while of that (i dont remember how long it last) i started getting those unplesant anxiaty feelings constantly........well i figuerd it out the hard way the treating my anxiaty disorder is more important than geting high off my meds (but i still feel pleasent body highs from them%)) there is almost nothing i hate more then having that narly anxiaty scared feeling for no reason at all...it doesnt make me myself...im basically anti-social when i dont have my k-pins, it seems anything will trigger my anxiety if i let it...but thats the thing, i cant not stop it once im in that mind state i stay in it.