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Vent/Rant Thread 1 (POTENTIALLY TRIGGERING)

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Wizzle said:
Hey Jekyll and Hyde... That's terrible. Can't you move in with your dad? Or are your parents not divorced?
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Parents are divorced, but my dad only has a one room pad. He might be moving into a larger place, and if that's the case I might move in with him.
 
all I fucking want to do is watch the life and times of tim and all I get is a bunch of bullshit take a quiz before you can watch it or it doesnt fucking work or there is no links fucking retards fix your links
 
ocean said:
Any update over the last couple days JandH?
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Things with my mother and I are going better, for now. My therapist and clinician want to set up meetings with me and her so we can both have a forum to get our thoughts and feelings out. So, the best I can hope for is for my mother to gain a better understanding of what its like to be me and understand what I'm going through.

Thanks for your concern ocean.
 
I hate always being the "different" one, wherever I go.

Even here on Bluelight, everyone seems normal compared to me...
 
^SP, even though on the outside I seem "normal", I'm far from it. All I can hope to do is surround people who share my views and understand me.
 
Sweet P said:

Even here on Bluelight, everyone seems normal compared to me...
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Gosh, hun, what is normal, really?? The longer I live in this crazy world, the more I believe that NO-ONE is "normal". Never compare yourself to others, you are YOU, and you are awesome <3
 
Sweet P said:
I hate always being the "different" one, wherever I go.

Even here on Bluelight, everyone seems normal compared to me...
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I actually find you incredibly interesting.. I tend to gravitate to interesting people because, even though "normal" can change depending on the person defining it, people who are different to mainstream are the people I want to be around.

It takes alot of guts and courage to stand out from the crowd and I see that as a hugely positive thing, not a bad thing.
 
What are some things that annoy you?

What are some things that annoy you?

Mine are men with a God complex. Or saying goodbye to anyone I love. Never having a normal relationship thats healthy, either on my end or theirs.

Your turn......
 
The price of gasoline and the percentage of my income that goes directly into my gas tank. Not having medical insurance and being dependent on klonopin. Unrequited love.
 
The way that the "other people" get most of their drug knowledge from the movies and think every drug user is like Mark fuckin Renton.

OH and when you drop your toast and it always lands butter side down. :X
 
Currently - mixed messages. Say what you feel...tell me the truth dammit so I'm not guessing.

Someone who CAN'T say what they feel because of ego, although I used to be like this and it took a special someone to change that bad habit. I think I'm a little TOO open sometimes now! sheeesh

My dog insists on licking her butt loudly. LOL

Snoring! I can't sleep with any loud noises!

I echo the saying goodbye thing...I seem to always have to say goodbye to someone eventually. They never stick around, and I still can't seem to build a wall that lets no one in...I always manage to let it happen over and over.

My focus! I can't focus on work to save my life!
 
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