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i feel like shit today everything ive bottled up wants out i just feel like crying but i cant i allways end up having a brake down in public at the worse time once i start feeling like this any one else have the same problem
 
I'm going through PAWS and I'm in the same place as you. It's my 4th day today feeling like this. I try to go out of the house as much as I can (which isn't often TBH) just keep my shades on so people can't see when I'm tearing up. I can't really give you any other suggestions but to wear sunglasses, it seems like nothing can fix this. Life sucks.
 
I'm going through PAWS and I'm in the same place as you. It's my 4th day today feeling like this. I try to go out of the house as much as I can (which isn't often TBH) just keep my shades on so people can't see when I'm tearing up. I can't really give you any other suggestions but to wear sunglasses, it seems like nothing can fix this. Life sucks.
 
the problem isent that im crying i feel like i need a good hard cry but i cant and i know ill be chilling at a friends soon or go out and just lose my shit
 
ichosewisely said:
I'm going through PAWS and I'm in the same place as you. It's my 4th day today feeling like this. I try to go out of the house as much as I can (which isn't often TBH) just keep my shades on so people can't see when I'm tearing up. I can't really give you any other suggestions but to wear sunglasses, it seems like nothing can fix this. Life sucks.
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I didn't mean to make this all about me last night and I'm sorry I did that (benzos make me awfully self centered). But I agree with megawoof, there's nothing wrong with crying and I think you should take advantage of the times you do break down and try to just get it out there, I hope you feel better today.
 
what's PAWS? from the first post, I thought YES! That's me - we call them ''episodes'' - where you end up bursting into tears in inappropriate places.

*sigh*

I blame the moon. (For me! I'm not taking the mick - I've been feeling horrible for days, like I am walking with lead boots and am a stranger in my own body of misery that I dont even want to feel, but it's there and it wont go away.. for Days! and each day I am SURE it's going to b e a good day - and it nearly was, I was sure! buit no - misery and lead weight and nearly tears.

so i blame the moon - for me, I decide it's just a phase of the moon, it does genuinely affect people - so each day I'm still misery I think - ah well it hasnt passed that phase yet, maybe another night, hahaha - see? self delusion - that was it's nobody's fault - especially not anything wrnog with me. just a phase f the mon)

freakazoid! I know.
 
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