Powder meph is just crushed crystal meph and is often cut. Quality of both crystal and powder varies from vendor to vendor but it's all shit as far as I'm concerned. I am aware I'm very much in the minority with that one though. Each to their own 
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best drugs for introspection / self-therapy?
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^ Powder was much better than crystal in my experience.. they have different isomers..so I thought?. Crystal is just a plain stim with much less euphoria, kind of shit, I could never get to the same place with crystal that I got to with powder(intense euphoria), which is why I stopped buying it.
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The isomer thing is vendor bullshit. The only difference between powder and crystal meph is that the vendor crushed the crystal to powder before selling it or recrystalised powder to reduce the level of impurities if they had shitty quality powder. Pre-crushing also means there is more chance of it being cut so it's almost always seen as the inferior version (active cuts may or may not actually improve the subjective effects, of course). There are of course exception. I'd say you just happened to find a vendor whose powder was of decent quality but only came across shitty quality crystal. I've had good and bad quality of both but never really liked it in any form.
thelung
Bluelighter
best drug for introspection/self-therapy? MARIJUANA!
girlygrrl
Bluelighter
Oh please, I've done more than enough MJ to know that the headspace is not very clean. It is a little cleaner headspace than alcohol, but that's not saying a lot. Perhaps it helps creativity like music and art, but introspection/self-therapy? I'd say it does the opposite, it is more escapist IMO.
I've only ever done powder, the first vendor I used was either cut or incomplete synth. It partially dissolved instantly in water, and then lots of floaties that either did not dissolve or took a lot of stirring to dissolve. Second vendor I tried was very pure, the chem has a strong but not unpleasant scent to it, is extremely potent, and dissolves instantly in water, no mixing required.
Meph helps culture a positive attitude and it is good for getting stuff done, particularly tedious or repetitive tasks, but it is not terribly introspective, I just enjoy it for its stimulant, antidepressant, and appetite-inhibiting effects.
Yesterday I tried ~5mg of 2c-e sublingually. The body load was very similar to doing around 400mg of DXM. I did feel a bit nauseous to where I had no desire to eat, but did not puke my guts out like I did on ~20mg oral dose. Light visuals and tracers, my headspace was fantastic as was music. Almost no stimulation, I fell asleep easy on it. Had many lucid dreams where the visuals were extremely solid and tactile and where I had full senses like smell and taste...unfortunately it is hard to remember the exact nature of the dreams except they were on the weird side, just I remember the dreams being extremely lucid and psychedelic. Usually my dreams are all fuzzy and emotional, and not solid at all.
Woke up this morning and I could not see worth a shit. Took me about 60-90min for my eyes to be able to focus well enough to read again, but it wasn't a huge problem, it just took me awhile to get going this morning.
I did find myself getting very sleepy and took a long nap, that helped a lot but I still have a bit of body load.
I hadn't initially intended to trip but the chem was from a new vendor and the allergy test of ~1mg gave me body load with no psychedelic effects, so I figured if I was going to deal with body load I might as well get a trip out of it.
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i really like this timothy leary quote:
""A psychedelic experience is a journey to new realms of consciousness. The scope and content of the experience is limitless, but its characteristic features are the transcendence of verbal concepts, of spacetime dimensions, and of the ego or identity. Such experiences of enlarged consciousness can occur in a variety of ways: sensory deprivation, yoga exercises, disciplined meditation, religious or aesthetic ecstasies, or spontaneously. Most recently they have become available to anyone through the ingestion of psychedelic drugs such as LSD, psilocybin, mescaline, DMT, etc. Of course, the drug does not produce the transcendent experience. It merely acts as a chemical key—it opens the mind, frees the nervous system of its ordinary patterns and structures"
whatever drug you take will show you the way, but it will not take you there.
have fun and be well.
""A psychedelic experience is a journey to new realms of consciousness. The scope and content of the experience is limitless, but its characteristic features are the transcendence of verbal concepts, of spacetime dimensions, and of the ego or identity. Such experiences of enlarged consciousness can occur in a variety of ways: sensory deprivation, yoga exercises, disciplined meditation, religious or aesthetic ecstasies, or spontaneously. Most recently they have become available to anyone through the ingestion of psychedelic drugs such as LSD, psilocybin, mescaline, DMT, etc. Of course, the drug does not produce the transcendent experience. It merely acts as a chemical key—it opens the mind, frees the nervous system of its ordinary patterns and structures"
whatever drug you take will show you the way, but it will not take you there.
have fun and be well.
Low dose DXM for Introspection
Low dose DXM works very well for me or introspection & problem solving. I always use low dose DXM before taking any big decisions. Best taken at night after 6 pm, with piracetam (smart drug) your mind gets clear with great insights.
Low dose DXM works very well for me or introspection & problem solving. I always use low dose DXM before taking any big decisions. Best taken at night after 6 pm, with piracetam (smart drug) your mind gets clear with great insights.
girlygrrl
Bluelighter
^ DXM is very good for introspection, especially the polystirex which is a bit more expensive but it has cleaner headspace and less body load.
However the very best introspection out of hundreds of drug combos I've tried has to be MDMA+2c-e. Those two combined is the very best headspace you can get. It gets both brain hemispheres seeing eye-to-eye and that is the greatest and most freeing and most therapeutic experience you can have.
DXM+2c-e is really fantastic too, it hands you the keyboard to your brain's mainframe. You can literally pull up any memory and re-live it as a lucid dream (closed-eye). it is a fantastic combo.
Combos should generally be ++/+++ for each drug, less is more, the synergy between them creates a very unique experience.
However the very best introspection out of hundreds of drug combos I've tried has to be MDMA+2c-e. Those two combined is the very best headspace you can get. It gets both brain hemispheres seeing eye-to-eye and that is the greatest and most freeing and most therapeutic experience you can have.
DXM+2c-e is really fantastic too, it hands you the keyboard to your brain's mainframe. You can literally pull up any memory and re-live it as a lucid dream (closed-eye). it is a fantastic combo.
Combos should generally be ++/+++ for each drug, less is more, the synergy between them creates a very unique experience.
Violenza666
Bluelighter
I've seen this on discovery channel!! That would be amazing to do.
girlygrrl
Bluelighter
Hmm well pure MDMA is tons better than M1 IMO, M1 is pretty decent, but I found meph to be much more life-changing for me.
Between MDMA and meph I was able to heal emotionally from near-suicidal depression...so that is priceless to me.
M1 made me way very "sociable", which is not all that useful for introspection. I wanted to call everyone I know or chat online or all the other overly-social things people usually attribute to molly.
Meph made me very sociable in social situations, but I didn't feel compelled to be sociable, I was plenty content enough to enjoy alone time.
Molly made me very sociable around the people who were with me, but when I was alone I had no compulsions to call or email or hang out with anyone.