Just made the jump from pill popper to dope shooter

[lozgod]

*EDIT* THIS THREAD IS HERE STATING MY ADDICTION HAS PROGRESSED FROM TAKING PILLS TO SHOOTING DOPE. I AM NOT BRAGGING. FOR THE PERSON JUST STARTING POPPING SOME PERC 5s OR 10s THIS THREAD IS FOR YOU. THAT IS WHY IT IS IN THE DARK SIDE. 3 OR 4 YEARS AGO I TOOK A FEW PERCS WHEN THEY WERE AROUND AND AS OF LAST NIGHT WHEN I POSTED THIS I AM DECLARING MYSELF A SCUM BAG NEEDLE USING JUNKIE AND MORE THAN LIKELY YOU WILL TOO. MAYBE NOT. NOT EVERYONE GOES THIS ROUTE BUT THE DECK IS STACKED AGAINST YOU. THE PURPOSE OF THIS EDIT IS TO EXPLAIN WHAT I THOUGHT WAS OBVIOUS REGARDING MY REASON FOR STARTING THIS THREAD.



Instead of spending $X on X amount of pills I spent the same amount on a gram of baltimore raw dope. Sniffed about 1/3rd of it and said F it, I got some syringes. Since I already sniffed that much I was afraid of OD'ing and I am by myself so I made a small dose, put it in a spoon. Mixed it with water, put a small piece of cotton in the middle, drew it up, put it in my vein. Pulled back, got blood, pushed half it in. Waited. No OD, no rush. Put it back in, shot the rest, no OD or rush but I finally made that leap.

Guess I am officially on my way to being a junkie. Excited about waking up sick so I can shoot dope while I already ain't hi and hopefully feeling the rush everyone talks about. Felt it before getting morphine in the hospital.

I have no idea how much to shoot. It takes about 90-100mgs to get a slight short buzz on oxy. A good buzz is about 300mgs of oxy.

How much dope do I need for the rush and a good buzz assuming it is good dope?

 

[smackncheese]

Wait.. you shot a gram and it didn't get you high..?

 

[**hAyzzZZ**]

Why the fuck would you deliberately try and become a heroin addict?

 

[lozgod]

Wait.. you shot a gram and it didn't get you high..?

No. I didn't shoot a gram. I thought I explained it very clearly.

 

[lozgod]

Why the fuck would you deliberately try and become a heroin addict?

Oxys dont get me high anymore without taking a dose that is rediculously high and unaffordable. I can get high quality raw dope for cheap. I buy it from a mid level dealer that is a friend of mine. He sells to drug dealers not users so I get the price on weight not the junkie price.

 

[toolfan420]

at 300mgs of oxy to get high you'd probably need to sniff around .5g depending on the quality. Why don't you just work your way up and see how much you need?

I'm not exactly sure from what you wrote but are you saying that you didn't get high?

 

[flurph]

You know the only two ways out now are either death or wishing you were dead!
I've been living it for 10 yrs. What I would give to turn back time. I'm tired and almost curious of what it'll be like living clean.

Please Stay Safe!!

 

[skinnylegz]

Just work your way up until you find an amount that gives you a good rush. Please be aware that the dope will not always be the same potency, so be careful when you get a new batch. It's not like oxy where 300mg is 300mg. There's no way to tell how potent it is with street level heroin.

You just chose a dark path to go down, I hope you are ready.

-legz

 

[mainstreet50]

Dude cmon, "you finally made the leap"
This is sickening to me. Your welcoming such an evil routine into your life in which you will soon regret.
It's so easy to embrace it in the beginning, but dude..your going to wish you never ever started.
Just please be safe.

 

[SececaRD]

Congratulations!!! Something to be real proud of.

No but to be serious now:

This could be the defining moment in your life, When you take the right path and turn away from this life.

Or you indulge yourself in a life of misery, addiction, kaos, stealing, jail, death, lose everything.

Please turn away and do the right thing. I just went to my friends funeral Jacob on fri... 33 years old. Heroin overdose.

Its up to you to choose the right path.

 

[debaser]

People who regularly snort heroin have to eventually turn to injecting, because of the cost. It's cheaper to shoot vs snorting, you put less in the syringe for a stronger effect.

Don't forget heroin is a direct effect from prohibition, a more concentrated product than opium. Shooting heroin is a direct effect from prohibition too, more cost effective for a stronger high.

 

[SececaRD]

It's cheaper to shoot vs snorting, you put less in the syringe for a stronger effect..

Cheaper for a short period of time till your tollerance goes thru the roof. At one point in time I was shooting $80 shots here in detroit and not even nodding thats how high my tollerance was.

Its a lose/lose situation!

 

[sid3]

Think of it like this, your already addicted to the H soon you'll have an addiction to the needle that in itself is a major battle to quit, I hope you'll turn back now. Your headed down a shity path.

 

[lozgod]

Think of it like this, your already addicted to the H soon you'll have an addiction to the needle that in itself is a major battle to quit, I hope you'll turn back now. Your headed down a shity path.

I just started H. I am addicted to oxy's but I see the point. I just woke up and shot up and the ritual is kind of exhilirating itself. But God it feels so good. I wasted so much money on pillls.

I felt my first ever heroin rush when I just did it. It felt like an orgasm, maybe better. WOW!

This week I have 240 30mg roxis coming and could care less. This is 100 times better. Probably going to make my life 100 times worse.

I posted this in the dark side because it is obviously my disease of addiction progressing but fuck it.

 

[sid3]

Yeah I'm hooked on the Oxy too, thouht about herion and it being cheaper, but I know /it would make my problem far worse and i would end up dead. I can relate with the oxys not doing much, it takes made amounts once you've been taking thm long enough. 240 oxies will buy you one hell of a time in jail. Best to remember LE is cracking down on the RX problem. I've been seeing it on the news several times a week recently. Actually theres been quite a few dope busts too. Guess the states need the extra money they seize to balance the budgets. Anyow, good luck with the new habit, hopefully you'll get sick of the Fuck it attitude before it gets too bad.

 

[fifleman]

Way to aim high in life, buddy.

We need smart fucking people to fill the sectors' missing doctors. Nah, not for you.

Give me some drugs and let me become the same as every other fucking drug user out there. Depressed, hopeless, sad, self-loathing, and angst-ridden.

Seriously, way to aim high. Be proud of yourself.

What the fuck is wrong with everyone anymore? Open your eyes people.

 

[DankmasterD]

Way to aim high in life, buddy.

We need smart fucking people to fill the sectors' missing doctors. Nah, not for you.

Give me some drugs and let me become the same as every other fucking drug user out there. Depressed, hopeless, sad, self-loathing, and angst-ridden.

Seriously, way to aim high. Be proud of yourself.

What the fuck is wrong with everyone anymore? Open your eyes people.

It's a free world! Who the fuck are you to talk shit to the dude?

I'm sure you're just an angel huh? pfffff!

 

[fifleman]

It's a free world! Who the fuck are you to talk shit to the dude?

I'm sure you're just an angel huh? pfffff!

Whoa, buddy. You missed the point.

I've done enough cocaine to kill 100s of small children. Drank enough whiskey to do the same. Done both in combination to destroy my mind. I've been in drug addiction. I've gone through the motions it has wanted me to.

The point is that every drug addict becomes the exact same. The feelings of hopelessness, desperation, sadness, suicide, self-loathing, suffering.

Why would we choose to go there? Have we lost our common sense? (In my case I did). We don't have it the worst. We make that up in our mind. "Oh Jesus my life sucks". Yeah? Cuz you make it suck. Plain and simple. You overindulge in substances that DESTROY the most powerful machine in the universe: our brain.

Sorry to be blunt with my first post, but man, we need to wake up, take a realistic point of view and realize drugs are self destroying.

Yes, bud, it is a free world. Do you feel free, though? Is it freedom to be locked inside your mind because you feel like you can't stop your overindulgence in substances that could take your life at any given day/night/second? And I wasn't talking shit. It's reality. It's stupid to drug to cover a sense of yourself and eventually you will see that.

As for the angel part..... yes, I am, in my mother's eyes : )

 

[DankmasterD]

Whoa, buddy. You missed the point.

I've done enough cocaine to kill 100s of small children. Drank enough whiskey to do the same. Done both in combination to destroy my mind. I've been in drug addiction. I've gone through the motions it has wanted me to.

The point is that every drug addict becomes the exact same. The feelings of hopelessness, desperation, sadness, suicide, self-loathing, suffering.

Why would we choose to go there? Have we lost our common sense? (In my case I did). We don't have it the worst. We make that up in our mind. "Oh Jesus my life sucks". Yeah? Cuz you make it suck. Plain and simple. You overindulge in substances that DESTROY the most powerful machine in the universe: our brain.

Sorry to be blunt with my first post, but man, we need to wake up, take a realistic point of view and realize drugs are self destroying.

Yes, bud, it is a free world. Do you feel free, though? Is it freedom to be locked inside your mind because you feel like you can't stop your overindulgence in substances that could take your life at any given day/night/second? And I wasn't talking shit. It's reality. It's stupid to drug to cover a sense of yourself and eventually you will see that.

As for the angel part..... yes, I am, in my mother's eyes : )

hahaha! I'm sure it's only in your mother's eyes! lol!!

Do I feel free? Hell yeah!

But then again, I'm not a cocaine or heroin addict so...

 

[fifleman]

hahaha! I'm sure it's only in your mother's eyes! lol!!

Do I feel free? Hell yeah!

But then again, I'm not a cocaine or heroin addict so...

Right on man. To be one within ourselves' is all we can strive for. The outside world is forever changing and suffering will follow us if we try to attach meaning to it or cement it.