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bignbrown

bignbrown

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Not sure if this belongs here so move it the most neccesary place if it isnt. Ive expierenced sleep deprivation before but recently was the most intense and a very scary expierence, i ran out of gbl on a meph comedown sat night and went into slight wd's on the comedown, i hadnt slept since friday night properly and it was now tuesday morning and it was aweful, I hadnt had my valium scirpt in 4-5 days so they were starting to kick in aswell so made the situation worse and was desperately hoping on the xanax in the post that was coming to put an end to it.

I was sitting in my front room, everything just shadows moving, my parents/sister were getting ready for work/school and there voices sounded like echoes, everything was leaving tracers and the walls just looked like they were slightly bubbling/everything looked shiny, accompianed by extreme anxiety and fear from my wd's starting to kick in it wasnt a pleasent expierence, i got some money together to try and go and buy a small 20cl bottle of vodka to last me til the post (a 3/4 hour wait, which at the time i was thinking i was dying was the worst wait of my life.) The previous day and night i had been drinking alcohol to try and ease wd's and get some sleep (not get trashed just enough to feel some slight sanity. i stepped outside to go to the shop and it was a darkish day but eveerything was bright, like the contrast turned way up on the tv sort of thing, looking at the ground as i was walking i could hardly keep my coordiation and seeing lots of colours/lines just appearing all other the floors, every sound sounded like a voice i got the shop and it was shut (well a sign saying back in half hour) i had to get home as i was going further into insanity and couldnt take being outside, walking back, lamposts, trees, everything just looked like people standing there, then on the way back i saw my postman, who recognised me and said ive got a special delivery for you, i may aswell give it to you here, WHAT A FUCKING RELEIF, i couldnt even talk properly and signing for it was ust scribble as my tremors were so bad, god knows what he thought of me after that.

At home a 1mg xanax under the tounge straight away, within 5 mins the visuals and anxiety slowly went away, i had another half and mananged to get maybe 4-6 hours sleep, woke up feeling soo much better even though it was little sleep, now its night and ive still got the slight visual weirdness but nothing on earlier, have a nice bottle of pear cider here im going to have then pop half a xanax which should hopefully help me catch up on the days and days of lost sleep.

Was a really scary expierence, it was like being in another world (psych style) but in a dark way. Anyone else have any good stories of it, as its quite interesting to me although something i hope i never have to go through again.

cheers
 
When I was kicking dope 7 months ago, I think it was the 4th or 5th day of no sleep, I was laying in bed.. I had one of those pole lamps next to my bed, and all of the sudden, it turned into Jim Morrison and he was telling me to come dance with him. My friend walked into my room with some vitamin water for me, and there I was, hugging a lamp, with this huge shit eating grin on my face...
 
Stayed up for 115 hours in total using MDPV and at around the 100th hour I consumed 80-100mg of AMT.

It was frightening to say the least, shadow people everywhere, hooded demon like figures with bladed wings charging in at me from dark corners, helicopters falling from the sky on fire...pure insanity.

Took me about 2 weeks to fully recover, I have never had hallucinations like that before.
 
70 hours was my longest stretch....during finals of course(LOL at the "essay" I penned around the 68 hour mark, my professor just laughed and said we have all been there, I wrote the damn thing from the perspective of Ghandi, 100% first person throughout, the Prof called me into his office to discuss the paper and I couldn't believe what he was reading to me, as I couldn't recall one word of the paper! He liked it however, so all was good somehow).

Like everyone else who gets to that 50 hour mark or so, the shadows moving around/tracers was the craziest thing I've ever seen. It's a high of sorts, mos def...but it DOES become a bit scary towards the end, as your perception of reality changes significantly. Everyone should try it once...just for the shadow people....lol. I was having conversations with myself as well...I wish I would have taped the experience from hour 60 to 70...it was probably youtube worthy.
 
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120+ hours on meth is my longest run without any sleep. Had the shadow people, neighbours spying on me, cops out to get me, and all that craziness going on. It ended with me being taken to a psych ward and loaded up with haloperidol. :\
 
LOL....lol.....haloperidol....lol....120 hours? Man, that puts my 60-70 or so to shame...and even when I went through my uppers/amp phaze a few years ago, once I hit 48 or so, I was done! Respect!
 
120 hours on meth here aswell. I had the same kinda experience, shadow people and cops scoping out the house. It was more amusing than frightening. I'm pretty with it psychologically and knew it was all in my head. It was in the middle of 12 months of 3 days a week without sleep due to meth weekend binges so I was pretty much used to the effects of sleep dep and could recognise them. It's just funny how you KNOW there's no-one spying on the house yet the thought/feeling keeps popping up in your head!
 
a few years ago i was pushing 72 hours with no sleep.. i was watching commentators talking about the Olympics which were happening at the time. i proceeded to converse with these commentators for hours thinking we were having a conversation. whenever i stay up that long i start seeing lots of 'shadow people' as well.
sleep dep. sucks :P
 
my longest stretch is almost 8 days.. however many hours that is. i honestly go without sleep so much anyway that the experiences all sort of run together - i average 4-5 day stretches monthly not counting single nights where i only sleep an hour or two, which is pretty normal

if i'm psychotic, sometimes taking a benzo or anti-psychotic like zyprexa gives me energy and keeps me up even longer

i guess the craziest hallucination i have is visual snow or static outside..like i'll be driving and all the sudden it looks like a blizzard so i have to pull over and wait till it goes away. kinda dangerous
 
rath said:
I was too tried to sleep.
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Ugh i hate that feeling. It's like when i work myself to exhaustion i can't sleep at all. It gives me this false sense of energy or something but instead i'm just burnt out and restless.. fucking awful
 
90ish hours from MDPV, trying to be normal with people who didn't know I did drugs, constantly saying "pardon"/"what did you say" etc because I would constantly hear them mumble stuff.. I didn't pull of sober-ness to well. MDPV psychosis is suprisingly easy to handle although doors kept slightly opening further and further every time I'd look away, ended up sleeping with a knife by my side.
 
I didn't get any sleep before a Slayer concert. After the concert ended me and my friend were waking back to our hotel room late at night and a car drove by and the tire screeched. I thought it was someone yelling SLAYER so I responded just like any Slayer fan would. My friend confused on why I did this and I spent the next few minutes trying to tell him that someone in the car yelled Slayer at us.
 
after a whole day up from speed, i started to see people in the dark. I kept seeing very menacing men in hats, and little things that looked like demons in the side of my eyes.
 
speaking of, i'm on a day-two after partying yesterday. loads of booze, d-amp, ativan, and ambien = i'm hallucinating my balls off.. i seriously have to try very hard to focus on one thing as everything is moving/shifting around the landscape

there's very distinctive music playing like a soundtrack. it keeps confusing me cause i see the stereo is off but i still hear it

physically, i look like death warmed over..huge black pupils, bags under my eyes, and a half-swollen upper lip that suggests i was man-handled

i've taken more zzz pills but not helping, just making me trip harder

may venture to get some weed in a bit. maybe that'd knock me out
 
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