The very very worst comedown was definitely doing small red star shaped pills I bought at Glade; had one and a half, didn't really come up was just a bit weird and maybe very slightly to that early onset of mushrooms. Had some MDMA crystal, not loads though and that kicked in and kept things going pretty nicely for a few hours, I can't remember loads though, but I was quite messy. When i started wearing off though, it was Sunday night and the music had basically finished, n it started getting dark. I have never felt so god fucking AWFUL... mate of mine actually felt worse I think, was just lying on the ground by my tent groaning, I think we smoked some pot and did some K to slightly ease the pain n I managed to make rice and curry on a shit little stove..... major effort though. Literally the most toxic, poisenened and horrible feeling I have felt, post-drugs. The next morning I actually felt ok, managed to sleep, it was the monumental crash off the piperazine (maybe?) pills that really sucked...
A night doing coke and booze on Christmas eve, waking up at 8:30 or some godawful time, crawling across my floor every negative thought racing through my mind, feeling like SHIT and having to wrap prezzies.... that maybe has the next horrible honour of "silver".
Errmmm probably methylone after that, lasted a lot longer than the coke/booze horribleness actually hmmm. I think I must have drunk about 500mg of M1 in one go, rushed SO hard and was unbelievably fucked for a few hours, then crashed horribly. Walked miles round Bristol in brilliant sunshine feeling god fucking awful, not even codeine helped, had to wait hours for the train once at the station (I left all my friends and walked alone, I couldn't deal with people really) and just generally felt quite grim for hours. Next few days I was properly fucking grumpy, chucked a really nice housemates cheese grater at the wall, have never seen him angry before or since...
Urgggg nasty! Speed or E comedowns have never been quite so horrible for me personally, maybe a bit shitty and emotionally draining, that's it...
AMT and post-mushroom blissness have to be the best, and possibly MDMA afterglow to some extent? Oh, 2cb too! Fuck me, it was this amazing clear loveliness I couldn't tell if it was still going or if it had gone, I had an epic grin and dug right into the ket and speed which only increased the smiles...
