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How High Are You? v. Still high from Bob Loblaw's and leftwing's birthday bash!

took another hit of meth to the dome holy fuck i went blind for a second afterwards now tingling all over what a huge puddle i hit im gone 8o
 
Things are still very psychedelic, but it is winding down. The rain dropsv mixed with my tears and streamed down my face as I was feeling sorrow and sadness over bad things that I did in the past and I thought about how all of the beautiful things were going to die. I felt lonely, wishing I had a friend. I don't want to be alone when all the people I love die or go away. I probably wouldn't get to be with my nephews very much anymore and they are like brothers to me. I will be alone when my mom dies and the family structure disintegrates. I don't know how to make friends. I don't know how to form meaningful connections with other people. At least I'll have the company of the animals, especially my macaw. I will likely be driven to suicide when my mom dies. I can't take the heart ache. My heart aches just from thinking about it.

I just took 200mg Seroquel and 100mg clozapine

I am at peace now, my mood varying from slightly negative to sightly positive
 
Carl Landrover said:
Feeling GREAT, am loving this combo

Felt crappy before work, got 60mg of oxy.

Did 20mg before I went in around 6:20pm, made me feel better for a little while. It wasn't that much and I was at work so I couldn't smoke any weed, so it seemed to fade sort of quick, but I guess I was expecting too much.

After a few hours of work was feeling a little tired
-10mg adderall 10:15pm
-5mg adderall 11:30pm
-30mg oxy 11:50pm
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Ended up staying up the rest of the night with a few more bowls, the rest of the oxy, 15mg of adderall, and some caffeine.

Then I randomly and spontaneously decided to run a 5k road race. Ended up placing 14th and was thoroughly exhausted after. Went home toked up a fat bowl, took some xanax, and fell asleep.
 
ghostfreak said:
Nice and stimmed but it makes me smoke more lol, anyone else find that?
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yea when i smoke meth, i want to keep smoking more.. but only if i'm bored cause trying to get higher like that is usually a waste for me

i also like smoking cigs when i'm really amped up, tho i'd much prefer a joint.. don't know why it's so hard for me to get bud when meth just falls right into my lap, along with all kinds of pills etc. maybe i'm cursed

anyway, just took a hit of meth to wake up. i'm not high tho. i know my tolerance is high, so i'm using less & less now
 
A bowl of nice shards and a cigarette.

Not really sure what the point of the cigarette was, but hey...
 
Glad I didn't shoot up too much of this

Snorted half a bag a while ago, and shot half a bag about 3 hours ago. I was pretty high and everything, but I've been starting to nod a lot over the last 90 minutes. I've been trying to focus on typing something and I had toked a bowl up, so I think that helped get it going.
 
ha. same. i just realized i've been sitting here for like 6 1/2 hours researching drug films & hitting the pipe
 
jaguraguguru said:
Not high yet (first day in a long while off of suboxone), but about to smoke a nice fat bowl in a minute :)
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Nice man, good luck getting off sub if that's what you're going for! :)



My stomach and chest feel weird right now. I had these painful hiccups before, but now there's just this weird pressure in my chest. Been toking up which has helped big with it. I shot up again at some point, but I don't know how long ago it was.

I used to LOVE snorting lines. I still think it's alright, but now mainly with coke and I don't really do that anymore. Now it just doesn't seem nearly as 'cool' as shooting. Something about poking yourself and then pulling back and seeing the blood go into the barrel....just seems so BA. That's the best too, when you know you've registered and the only thing between you and the high is pushing the plunger down. %)
 
Gormur said:
ha. same. i just realized i've been sitting here for like 6 1/2 hours researching drug films & hitting the pipe
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Haha, I've spent most of the afternoon recording and editing incriminating videos of myself smoking the crystal. :\
 
Sitting back in this chair drinking some warm coffee while still feeling the effects of some 'drone I had last night and wondering how the hell I got to sleep after about an hour later.
 
just done 60mg diazepam, 5mg of lorazepam, and 2 20bags of H and feel pretty golden well that's what I am going for, just realised that I have been nodding for 2 hours and thought I had posted but instead slavered down my new Paul smith top, well and truly backed ( drugs are fricken awesome )
 
did not realise how golden I was feeling until my girlfriend just told me I done her bag of H in as well lol she looks pissed at me and is giving me the go and buy me another bag of H look, so it's shoes on and round to my mates house for some more of the good stuff and maybe a few extra bags for myself as I intend to get really baked tonight
 
P.S on top of what I have already took add 3 more bags to that as I have just starfished my girlfriend for going on at me and have decided to take her H what I am about to buy on principle for being a cow
 
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