Wow you guys; all this pill-mixing just gets insane sometimes and I read with mild amazement, shaking my head at the sheer
bravery you folks whip up these narc/ope cocktails and ask:
will this get me feeling good?
I know, I know, I'm being party pooper, I'm sorry you guys, I don't mean to rain on anyones parade so I'm sorry, really. I just can't help worrying about y'all sometimes, LOL. I just can't help wondering if y'all realize how dangerous these combinations are? By mixing drugs like these, you're not just combining the pain relieving/euphoric effects of each, and yes, magnifying them as well, but you're also magnifying the potentially fatal side effects of intensified sedation. Sure, you'll get a nice nod on, hopefully not
so nice that your heartbeat slows to imperceptible or your respiratory system calms to the point that your body simply "forgets" to breathe.
Sure, I agree that codeine's lame, I don't like it much myself; but you take enough of it and it
can kill you. Enough of
anything can kill you, narcs/opes just do it quicker and more efficiently than cigarette smoking or extreme dieting, for instance.
I don't mean to be a hypocrite, either. I take some pretty potent meds (prescription) and sometimes I use more than I'm supposed and sometimes, after I've ingested them by whichever method I've employed, I feel a rising sense of panic as I wonder:
did I take too much?
Did I take something that's going to clash with something else?
Am I going to nod off and not wake up again? Ironically, an anxiety attack will set in, but because of the meds I've already taken a Xanax is of course, just out of the question. Whee~
Lookit, I'm not trying to be a pain in the ass or judgmental or a buzz kill or anything. I'm a firm believer in free will and an excellent opiate crush, so all apologies if I've offended any of you with my misplaced concern, ok? Please don't get bent about this post, really. It's just misplaced motherly concern, because I know some of y'all are young and some are dabbling for the first time or two and because these drugs are so prevalent-- in the media, in your neighborhood, in your bedroom-- sometimes we can get blasé about their potentially fatal capabilities and we just pop em like there's no tomorrow. Worst case scenario?
One of these times, there won't be.
God willing, that won't happen to any one of us, yo. AND NOW, that being said, I'll go back to minding my own beeswax

and saying a silent prayer for all of you whom feel compelled to create these killer-painkiller-cocktail combinations.
Be safe guys, ok? Please, be safe.