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Bluelighter
Hi ADDs.
As I've stated on another post im under 75 mg of effexor daily as a fisrt step to try to fight my lethargic depression.
It's been alsmost 2 weeks now and i cant really say that I have encountered any noticeable negative side effects and it has somehoe helped me with my lethargy (thats why I have chosen an SNRI over a SSRI even if I was really tempted to go for paroxetine after hearing some incredible stories about it).
Now, however, I've been an ex meth addict and I have also ocasionally fucked with MDMA a bit to much after my meth addiction. I honestly feel that my motivation, my ability to feel a rewarding sensations from pleasurable expriences has dimished incredibly and it hasn't changed over the years, I'm frequently experiencing anhedonia, avolition, unability to experiencing emotions other than stress and boredom and simply an unability to experience satisfaction even in situation where I achieve something gratifying. This has also interfeared with my studies and some relationships.
So um suspectin that after the harm I've done to my self I compromised my
reward system.
This thought has started to become a fear for my future and I am coonsidering to do something about it instead of just waiting for it to fly away.
Along with effexor (which in very high doses can also act a partial dopamine reuptake inhibitor) I was considering add a moderate dose of levodopa to my actual therapy. I've tried wellburtin and It didnt do any good, actually i disliked it.
I've got come pills from long ago containing 100mg of levodopa + 25 mg of carbidopa which are almost exclusively used to treat parkinson symptoms.
I was considering to take half a pill 2-3 times a day and see if it could improve my conditions. On the instruction booklet there is a non endign list of posible negative side effects but considering very low doses taken gradually, woult it be a good idea to give it a try?
I would be very gratefull if someone could give me some advices or warnings on this.
Thanks.
-Nav
As I've stated on another post im under 75 mg of effexor daily as a fisrt step to try to fight my lethargic depression.
It's been alsmost 2 weeks now and i cant really say that I have encountered any noticeable negative side effects and it has somehoe helped me with my lethargy (thats why I have chosen an SNRI over a SSRI even if I was really tempted to go for paroxetine after hearing some incredible stories about it).
Now, however, I've been an ex meth addict and I have also ocasionally fucked with MDMA a bit to much after my meth addiction. I honestly feel that my motivation, my ability to feel a rewarding sensations from pleasurable expriences has dimished incredibly and it hasn't changed over the years, I'm frequently experiencing anhedonia, avolition, unability to experiencing emotions other than stress and boredom and simply an unability to experience satisfaction even in situation where I achieve something gratifying. This has also interfeared with my studies and some relationships.
So um suspectin that after the harm I've done to my self I compromised my
reward system.
This thought has started to become a fear for my future and I am coonsidering to do something about it instead of just waiting for it to fly away.
Along with effexor (which in very high doses can also act a partial dopamine reuptake inhibitor) I was considering add a moderate dose of levodopa to my actual therapy. I've tried wellburtin and It didnt do any good, actually i disliked it.
I've got come pills from long ago containing 100mg of levodopa + 25 mg of carbidopa which are almost exclusively used to treat parkinson symptoms.
I was considering to take half a pill 2-3 times a day and see if it could improve my conditions. On the instruction booklet there is a non endign list of posible negative side effects but considering very low doses taken gradually, woult it be a good idea to give it a try?
I would be very gratefull if someone could give me some advices or warnings on this.
Thanks.
-Nav
