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at festivals or occasionally a serious party weekend, I'll roll 2 or 3 days/nights in a row. I generally roll every month, and go on a binge a couple 3 times a year. In one of these binges ill probably eat 2g molly as opposed to 1/2g molly on a regular night.

I don't feel the comedowns are worse for multinight runs they are for single nights, for me. I'm really depressed for a day like 3 days afterward, and then have a positive afterglow for about a week.

But I don't really feel like i've pushed rolling to its limit either, nor do i intend to.
 
socalthizzn said:
people use phones and some people r chatting one multiple sites and using bl. who da fukk carRrEs how we type? i dont have time to type shit all out proper and i dont care too. im typing well over 150 wpm so i dont give a shit how they come out, im on the next line b4 they even come up on the screen.
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I wasnt trying to attack anyone. Take one of your precious chill pills buddy.
All I was trying to point out is it seems to effect the processes of formulating words into sentences, and seems to brings out some dyslexic type of properties.
Now if you take offense to this, the fault is your own.
 
Sykoknot said:
Has anyone noticed people on BL who have done alot of E tend to leave out letters in words, have very improper grammar, and have the vocabulary of a sign language monkey? I'm not saying its everyone whos done alot of MDMA, but there sure is a noticeable tendency there.
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There's a noticeable tendency toward poor grammar and spelling in our society in general. I don't think this is limited to MDMA abusers or is even more representative of MDMA users than non-users. Personally, I've found that MDMA users who voice concerns over long-term problems are exactly the opposite: sensitive, introverted individuals who value their intelligence so highly that any perceived issue causes them to assume the worst.

I'd refrain from using phrases like "the vocabulary of a sign language monkey" if you truly didn't intend to be inflammatory. :\
 
RGB said:
There's a noticeable tendency toward poor grammar and spelling in our society in general. I don't think this is limited to MDMA abusers or is even more representative of MDMA users than non-users. Personally, I've found that MDMA users who voice concerns over long-term problems are exactly the opposite: sensitive, introverted individuals who value their intelligence so highly that any perceived issue causes them to assume the worst.

I'd refrain from using phrases like "the vocabulary of a sign language monkey" if you truly didn't intend to be inflammatory. :\
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I understand society as a whole has that tendency, I was referring more specifically to the BL community. I have had many friends who were the same way, regarding their intelligence. But, ive also had many friends who have no intelligence, because of excessive MDMA use.

Yeah my word choice wasnt very gentle. :\
 
I had a very very good friend I had met traveling come up to visit me from the States a year and a half ago, and the first night he was in town my roommate surprised us with some e at an after-hours club, which we had never taken before. We went for it and ended up taking it every night that week. One of the last nights, we bought 20 pills between 3 of us, thinking he could take some home for later.
Well, we each popped 1 that night. Because we'd been doing it all week, I wasn't really feeling it, so he took another with me. That got the ball rolling! It wore off pretty quick so we took another, then started to feel like crap (OBVIOUSLY) and argued with the "logic" hey, I feel bad, maybe if we take MORE.
All in all my one friend had taken 4 and went home because she wasn't feeling well. My American friend and I? 7 each. At 10am we were wandering downtown Vancouver, having auditory hallucinations and shivering in pajamas with blankets over top of us. This is July. We were looking for one of the 24-hour porn stores so we could go to the peep show (had done it high earlier in the week and found it hilarious, so we wanted to relive it for some reason even though we were DRASTICALLY more fucked up), but could not find one that would let a girl into it. Apparently it was a city bylaw because women had been flashed inside the booth by strange men and it was a lawsuit worry?

Anyway, after our 3rd store failing to show us the porn we so wanted to laugh at, we started back to my apartment. We had to take a break halfway there because of the heat, and sat on the sidewalk on a very busy street trying to cover our ears to drown out the construction noise and cars passing by, covering our eyes to block out the hot bright sunlight, basically looking like a couple of reeeally messed up crackheads. I've never felt so cracked out in my life and have never felt more screwy!

Ever since that first night I've never done more than 3 in a night, and those are if they're weak. My limit is normally 2. That night/morning was disgusting and I never want to feel that gross and twitchy and terrible again!
 
I've probly done 30+ pills in the last month along with lots of joints, shots and other good stuff (only on weekends). Had some of the most amazing and eventful nights of my life.
The comedowns? meh, nothing to be depressed about
 
rollingstoner123 said:
I've probly done 30+ pills in the last month along with lots of joints, shots and other good stuff (only on weekends). Had some of the most amazing and eventful nights of my life.
The comedowns? meh, nothing to be depressed about
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It is not the comedown you should be worried about, infact I enjoy that 'sketchy' feeling you get on the comedown. I love being 'not all there' and having a mind void of thoughts. You should be thinking about the long-term adverse effects MDMA can have on you.
 
my old friends and I rolled 26 out of 31 days in december of 2007 we lost count of how many pills we got and we smoked over two pounds of weed.

Yes. 26 days. It was the best month of my life. The pills were incredibly clean and wonderful. I rolled for 48 hours straight one time. I took 10 and a half over that course. Started off the month taking only one. But it was the best shit I had ever had. They were yellow As and were pressed almost pharma style. Some of them were mda/mdma mix and some were just mdma.

I had a lot of serotonin to blow and kinda just fucked life for a month and went nuts, after the whole thing ended up in detox for a week.

Best fucking month of my life though. Didn't give a shittt. By the end we were barely rolling at all anymore and some sketchy shit happened...

but regardless I only rolled 3 times after that in a 9 month period and my magic was back fully.

Years later of rolling I find I need absolutely zero effort to access that mindstate constantly. Life is a rave.
 
blue_locus said:
at festivals or occasionally a serious party weekend, I'll roll 2 or 3 days/nights in a row. I generally roll every month, and go on a binge a couple 3 times a year. In one of these binges ill probably eat 2g molly as opposed to 1/2g molly on a regular night.

I don't feel the comedowns are worse for multinight runs they are for single nights, for me. I'm really depressed for a day like 3 days afterward, and then have a positive afterglow for about a week.

But I don't really feel like i've pushed rolling to its limit either, nor do i intend to.
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ditto

it seems like rolling on molly (shards) is less harsh on the body/mind than rolling on pills, at least in my few years of experience... it probably has something to do with added fillers in the pills. maybe my body doesn't agree with them

i mean, eating a few (legit mdma) pills makes me feel hella fried for a few days after the fact; whereas consuming a g or more of molly has never done that. i always feel calm or just a bit tired for a few days afterwards, but not cracked out & anxious*

well, it's been like 3 months since my last roll (dry spell), which i suppose is a good thing.. my next roll should be that much better
 
ColinGibs said:
my old friends and I rolled 26 out of 31 days in december of 2007 we lost count of how many pills we got and we smoked over two pounds of weed.

Yes. 26 days. It was the best month of my life. The pills were incredibly clean and wonderful. I rolled for 48 hours straight one time. I took 10 and a half over that course. Started off the month taking only one. But it was the best shit I had ever had. They were yellow As and were pressed almost pharma style. Some of them were mda/mdma mix and some were just mdma.

I had a lot of serotonin to blow and kinda just fucked life for a month and went nuts, after the whole thing ended up in detox for a week.

Best fucking month of my life though. Didn't give a shittt. By the end we were barely rolling at all anymore and some sketchy shit happened...

but regardless I only rolled 3 times after that in a 9 month period and my magic was back fully.

Years later of rolling I find I need absolutely zero effort to access that mindstate constantly. Life is a rave.
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dont temp me to try that...
 
MasterSplinter said:
@Priesttheycalledhim - Did your friend from dallas ever tell you for how long he used?
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He used a lot of it for a year pretty much nightly as it was legal then and people would just give it to him or have it at bars/dance clubs, and did have a problem with MDMA but then got sober on his own, not from going through N.A. or anything like that.
 
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I have quite an experience on my 17th birthday that i've never repeated, and at the height of my ecstasy honeymoon, i definitely learnt my lesson. I actually posted a trip report on it a while ago. I consumed 9 of some of the best MDMA/MDA pills i'd ever had and experienced visuals i'd never thought possible from these two drugs. My friend who accompanied me on this wild adventure looked like what I could only express at the time as the 'blue neon fire god' as his entire face was emitting blue neon flames and his voice sounded a lot deeper and i bowed down to him. I experienced a lot of things that night that I never want to again, but I can say that I definitely do not regret the experience. I've since done the same amount of only MDMA (around 600-700mg) this time being crystal, but nothing ever comes close to that night. That night I really learnt that what I was messing with was no light matter. There have been times when i've consumed much less and felt TERRIBLE the next day, but I see now that when I first started consuming MDMA I never used to drink with it because I never felt the need. Sure i'd have a beer in my hand but by the time i'd even drank it halfway hours had passed and i'd usually just throw it out as it was flat. Now-a-days I'll take 1-200mgs of MDMA and will drink heavily with it. I don't know which was worse, I always hydrate myself with water but for some reason the nights where I go light on the MDMA and drink more I always wake up with the most depressing emotions. They never last longer than half the day but still, I definitely learnt my lesson.
 
Thanksgiving weekend, my friends had an open house so we dropped for 4 days straight. Literally no eat or sleep and probably around 10 pills per day. After that 4 days I wanted to die, never again will i do that.
 
Sykoknot said:
Has anyone noticed people on BL who have done alot of E tend to leave out letters in words, have very improper grammar, and have the vocabulary of a sign language monkey? I'm not saying its everyone whos done alot of MDMA, but there sure is a noticeable tendency there.
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I've never noticed this. I'm a grammar nazi ;)
Though the only lasting effect I could attribute to my mdma abuse is not being able to think of words rarely. You know when it's on the tip of your tongue, but you just can't get it..
 
I used to take between 5 and 10 E every weekend for about a year but I grow out of the habit as member's have said the more you take the less effect u get of them.

I used to take valleys 50 a night and E with them just crazy days.
 
Whilst living in Spain several years ago, we had access to some unparalleled molly and some unparalleled prices. Needless to say, we rolled way too frequently. At my worst, I would "roll" consecutive nights with more than 250mg of pure product per evening. I use the quotation marks because, seriously, after one night imbibing that much mdma, you're not going to be able to have a normal roll the next evening.

At the height of my mdma use, I had nearly 600mg in one night, taken in several increments. I never even really achieved a quality roll. All I was was a swaying, sweating zombie. Despite having known the potentially lethal side effects, I nonetheless chugged down bottle after bottle after bottle of water. After making it back to my apartment, I proceeded to throw up huge quantities of water (off my balcony, onto the street below, LOL), before literally crawling back into bed and shivering/sweating for the next six hours. Brutal.

Luckily, I learned my lesson, and currently only partake in the substance a few times a year.
 
I have browsed bluelight for many years (since I first started using E) but never made an account or posted until now...

Back when I was 18 just about everyone in my hometown used E (or thizzed as we called it). You would go to a party of 100 kids and half would most likely be rolling, there people were trying it for their first time just about every weekend and it started to get out of control.

Me and several of my friends sold pills (would buy jars at a time, this is a 100 pills) so everything we took would be free. When one person wasnt selling another one of us were and would give the others free pills, we were making so much it didnt even matter.

Anyways there was a couple times people over did it. One of our good friends ended up poping 15 in one night at a big house party and was just basically standing their sweating mumbiling not making sense and still trying to buy more.

I think the worst for me was when we had rented out a nice cabin for a weekend and brang 100 pills between... 8-10 people cant quite remember. Needless to say I took 11 or 12 that night, I dont remember how many I took this is what other people told me. I had to go back to college that following monday (I was visiting my home town for the weekend) and did NOT feel right for about a month. Right when I got back my room mates asked if I was rolling than (had been a good 36 hours since taking anything) and I got comments like that for the following week. Also got twitches for a long time, thank god those stopped.

E did not loose its magic for me and I still pop pills every couple of months when I go back and visit but I never take more than 1-2 or 100-200mg of molly.... No one does it nearly as frequently though and its not socially acceptable in our town like it was 2 and 3 years ago.... people dont really even talk about it much anymore hahah, everyone in the town was pretty fucking different for a while though.

Had some of the best times of my life I can tell you that much, but also saw a couple of my best friends lives get ruined. I guess its a price you pay for being so deeply involved in a culture like this.

purplestars
 
4 times in 32 days using 200-350mg each time. wanted to kill myself after the last time and took a 3 month break. just glad i didn't lose the magic :)
 
Average of about 10 90mg MDMA/MDEA love hearts for 8 days straight, along with alcohol and loads of poppers. The Friday after I got back I took 16 of those pills over 6 hours and on the journey home I swear I could see my organs through my skin, scary shit (obviously just tripping but my skin did change a purplish colour)...

Regret the 'holiday' obviously, but weirdly enough I didn't get any depression when I came back, just constant subtle visual and auditory hallucinations... My pupils also got stuck dilated for about 4 days at one point which was a little worrying but passed. I was pre and post loading during the holiday.

Not good...
 
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