Post your craziest Binge

[shulgin_jr]

You're reading too much criticism into my posts my dear ninja master. I'm sorry if I came across as being an authoritative twit in my earlier posts, but I'm a bit sensitive regarding drug overuse since I'm seen it mess up the lives of some close friends.

I do wonder why people want to push there limits. Please read an intonation of curiosity and not damnation when I say "I'm not sure why anyone would want to push their limits. . ."

And since you asked, I will tell you the story

I'm not a heavy MDMA user. I would say two or three times a year maybe. Some time ago, a group of my friends were planning to go to a rave and to do MDMA together. One friend managed to get ahold of a few grams of MDMA powder, and was talking about getting a test kit since he had always had pills before and never powder. Furthermore, the powder was chunky and brown which made him suspicious.

I offered to do us all a favor. I tested a small amount of the material and found it to be indeed MDMA by NMR analysis, but only about 70% pure by HPLC. I decided to purify it. It took about an hour of work. I ended up with a nice white solid and after drying it decided to sample my work at 60 mg before handing the rest back over to my friend. I noticed very mild effects, and could subjectively say that I was pleased with my work.

The next night, we went out and each consumed 120 mg. I thought it was a little foolish to have had the 60 mg the day before, but I rationalized it as being a small dose, and many people take 180 mg + in a single night, so I thought I would be fine. Surprisingly, I felt almost nothing at all from the 120 mg, but my friends were loving it. It was like I had none of the benefits, but still suffered a bad comedown afterward.

I didn't truly feel I was pushing my limits, but I did get the sense that it was very unhealthy to take drugs on consecutive days. I can understand how someone might roll two consecutive days, since if you take large enough doses, you'll still feel pretty good when peaking, but multiple consecutive days would get ridiculous since you get such diminishing returns from ingesting larger and larger amounts of material. I chalk my experience up to "learning the hard way" and being young and stupid.

So give me a break with the name-calling would you Splinter? Oddly enough I happen to be wearing a TMNT t-shirt at the moment so we must at least have something in common

 

[MasterSplinter]

I happen to be wearing a TMNT t-shirt at the moment so we must at least have something in common

Looks like a win for all of us.

 

[rollingrainbow]

haha one time in a month I took three pills NOT EVEN KIDDING!
I took a pill rolled then the next weekend roll and then the next weekend rolled.
after that I took a six month break. . .


hha yes thats as crazy as I get!
Depression is REAL just because you "don't feel it now"
(which I hate when ignorant kids are like I don't feel anything now so fuck it imma roll)
doesn't mean it won't hit you like a train in 10 years. . .
think about it. .


but in 2 and a half years I've taken 8 pills.yup lol

 

[kandytime]

my worst "binge" was rolling two days in a row and those following weekends for about a month. then abruptly stopped and took a year or so break

 

[DiZzyBonne]

My binge was when I first ever tried E.

12/5/09 - Took a pill, re-dosed another pill about two hours later, then took half a pill about three to four hour later.
12/11/09 - Took a pill, re-dosed another pill about three hours later, rolled super hard. I feel like I rolled harder here simply because I already knew what to expect, and my first time i was anxious expecting it not knowing what I was looking for.
12/18/09 - Took a pill about three hours after drinking a 23.5 oz can of 12% alcohol, one of those drinks mixed with alcohol. Rolled really hard again.
12/19/09 - Took a pill which was pretty weak, not only for me (because I just rolled the day before,) but for my two friends, one of which didn't roll for over a year prior to this night, this would have been his second time ever taking E. Re-dosed another pill about two-three hours later, and finally started rolling, but not too hard.

After 12/19/09, I noticed I got sick, and I caught a fever during Christmas.

12/31/09 - Took a pill, rolled but not super hard even though I threw up, and re-dosed another pill pretty much exactly two and a half hours later (I actually threw up about 20-30 minutes after taking the second pill, the first pill made me really nauseous.) Rolled balls.

1/23/10 - Took a pill, rolled harder than ever, even though it was just one pill. Re-dosed about three hours after taking the first pill, I pretty much just extended the roll.

I don't plan on rolling again until 2/13/10 during a Valentine's rave, then my next time after that is 3/20/10. I'm not gonna do it more than once a month, and only at the good raves that are worth rolling at. I actually have a collection of pills, 15 pokeballs (not going to ID them) and a 200 mg molly to be exact, and I don't touch them because I'm only gonna take them at raves like I said. If there are no raves that are worth throwing a pill on, I'll just do it sober (which is really fun btw,) or on another drug - like I am this Saturday at a rave, I'm gonna be doing four tabs of acid.

The downside of my original binge in which I rolled three weeks in a row; after the third week I got sick, my fever lasted for about three days but it wasn't high, but I had a cough for about two weeks straight which only got worse before it got better.

Lesson learned about rolling more than once in a month. The only reason I did it was because it was something so new to me and I really loved it.

I don't feel like I've lost the magic though, and I've never felt depressed, but the day after rolling I'm always really bored and time really flies lol. I'm still glad that my tolerance is at a level where I can still roll really hard on one pill :D!

Regardless of my habits, I've noticed E changed me for the better as I'm now always really confident and a lot more happy in general - not that I used to be sad, just now I'm more happy than I used to.

 

[guerillabedlam]

My worst binge was 3 weeks of using ketamine daily. I went to work on small doses and i practically tried to k hole every night. I obviously had a decent amount of material and when it was gone could not believe how fast i went through it. Towards the end my nose felt shifted or something, it doesn't seem bad now so i don't know if it really did but it felt kinda fucked up. The girl i'm seeing did not like it and said she saw a change, and even now (6 months later) she will pry me about if i'm thinking about doing more K.
Some people said i looked pretty tired around week 2 or so and i was pretty lethargic and my tolerance is pretty fucked from then, and some bad short term memory problems and bad performance at work.

My biggest binge in a 1 night span was at a all night rave. I took 3 hits of weak acid,a pill of E, 3 beers, 75 ml of ketamine, a couple hits of weed, then at about 8:30 in the morning when i was coming down some gbl. No significant problems from this experience except looking a bit cracked out and feeling fatigued the following day.

 

[roller11dude]

jesus so much hate in this thread.. hes not dick sizing hes admitting it was a bad idea and he regrets it. i think 'ecstasy discussion' is a very appropriate place to post this...

 

[SpaceMan85]

^^ Given the title and his story, it sure sounded like dick sizing...

I agree with Inova though, in a sense that we could've gotten some good stories + consequences if it wasn't for the messages in the beginning. I honestly thought it was dick sizing, hence the reason why I put it.

PFF kept the thread open so that we can all learn from these mistakes and binges. If people were to post their binge, tell us what the consequences were, and then later tell us how it affected their lives, then we would have a much more useful post.

Since the OP didn't do that in the beginning, it just seemed like something else was going on.

So please, continue with the stories. It's a great learning experience.

 

[silentangst]

I have to agree, dick sizing. And the title seems as though it encourages you to beat his 'record' or whatever, no HR there.

As for my binge, 3 and a half pills total in two experiences over three months. I'm badass.

 

[PriestTheyCalledHim]

I've never taken MDMA as it does not seem like something I'd enjoy.

A friend of mine took A LOT of MDMA very frequently pretty much nightly as it was legal and easily available in Texas in the early 80s and he said how he has issues from it and how this was not a good thing to do at the time.

Another guy I knew in HS supposedly took MDMA or whatever was in the pills he got daily for a month or a few months and he's got major problems because of it and it's rather obvious if you're around him.

The title of this thread does sound like dicksizing.

 

[Toast to the Spirits]

Once when I was young and without self control, my friend fronted me 50 pills. At first I was good about it, I didn't eat any of them. I just kept them for the purpose of why they were fronted to me, but then one night I decided to eat a couple of them. They were pretty pure, medium dose pills. I think they were called blue fish or something like that. About 20 of the 50 were white SWs. Anyways, I ate the 2, felt pretty good but not good enough so I ate another one, then snorted another one, ate another one, and so on. I was up all night and I kept eating pills. The next day it was the same thing, pills all day long, then later that night I had to work. So I went to work strung out on pills and decided to eat a couple more while I was at work. That was the longest work week of my life. I think I pulled in about 44 hours that week. Anyways, I went home that night and was sitting on my bed in the dark and my bed started to spin around very very fast. I had to grab on to my mattress to prevent myself from flying off my bed from the momentum. I was experiencing vertigo for the first time. It was pretty cool, but I knew that it meant bad things were happening inside my body. The next day, I called up my friend and dropped off the rest of the pills. I just couldn't hold onto them because I had no self control. I had one of the worst comedowns ever that week, and it all happened during the longest work week of my life. It was a truly miserable experience. In the end, I had consumed 19 pills over a 48 hour period. That was the only time I ever acted so irresponsibly with e and hope no one ever makes that same mistake. A lady at my work said that my eyes looked yellow the following days. Luckily it wasn't anything serious, but I was lucky. After so many pills in a night, they just don't work anymore. Most of the pills I took during the binge only gave me a slight head change. They never got me high again. These days, I never take more than 4 pills every couple of months, sometimes only once a year. 2 good pills is all you need, but sometimes they are weak and you can get away with 3-4. Anymore than that is just stupid.

 

[kandytime]

^ Just be careful the way you are using... won't last long that way :-/ and only first time users can really get away with that stuff. Try and keep it to once every 2-3 months ideally, or one month if you can't help yourself. You'll be doing your brain a favor.

 

[MasterSplinter]

another dick sizing post.

I have to agree, dick sizing..

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The title of this thread does sound like dicksizing.

Given the title and his story, it sure sounded like dick sizing...

^^Honestly you guys are about as original as the political pundits bickering on FOX or CNN. Its quite useless and I don't care about the size of your dick. Thats too much info. If you havnt fucked up and been on a binge then maybe you could give some useful input anyway. Honestly I do not think its cool to use ecstasy in an abusive manner…but we some of us have made mistakes…perhaps if you pundits were willing to listen you would actually learn something instead of repeating useless information over and over until you have completely destabilized and warped the nature of the thread.

I don't understand what all your animosity is over…I agree with you, lets change the "title of the post"…

If you have trouble with the title please send your request for a moderator to change it.Thank you for your input, now please if you don't have anything constructive to contribute to this forums growth, then I suggest you move on to another thread..

@Toast to Spirit - Do you feel that you were tempted by the quantity you possessed, or were there other reasons for the continued use? What type of job do you work at?

@Priesttheycalledhim - Did your friend from dallas ever tell you for how long he used?

@Silentangst - 3.5 Pills across 2 experiences in 3 months isn't so bad unless you define it as such….you obviously seem to think it was reckless or you wouldn't have bothered posting. Do you feel guilty for your actions?

@Oj415 - 10 pills back to back must have made you feel awful…those 3 weeks must have been hell.

@DizzyBonne - Sounds like you just slipped up at bit…you seem to understand that you made a mistake and seem remorseful for your actions, I am sure you wont let it happen again.


Thanks for your sharing...

 

[DiZzyBonne]

Yeah. Like I said, I figured since I was pretty new to MDMA, I could get away with it. After reading some posts here today, apparently it's true - new users can get away with taking more in a short time span. Anyway, I don't recommend anybody to do it more than once a month, even if you're a first timer. Once again, I only did it because the feeling it gave me was so amazing, so magical, that I wanted to go back to it for a little bit more - kinda how I am right now with acid. Tomorrow is going to be my third time trying it, taking four tabs this time (my first time was 1 tab and my second time was 1 tab and 2 more 4.5 hours later.) After tomorrow, I'm only gonna take LSD if the opportunity presents itself.

Now call me crazy, but the main reason I spread out my rolls is so my tolerance doesn't go up, as opposed to the negative side-effects of taking too much in a short time period.

As it stands, the pills I have are still sitting there collecting dust, waiting to be used at an upcoming event next month. I still don't plan on taking more than two in a night - although my last rave I was contemplating double dropping at first and taking a third later one in the night. I realize that two is all I ever need to "feel good" for a night.

 

[eurodevil]

wats crakin blulighters, i honestly cant beleive how much all you's only drop pills. ive registered here just so i can let every1 know how much E is used where i live.( which is perth, W.A).i know atleast 30 users that drop every friday night and sometimes saturday, and a heap more that drop every second weekend.up until a couple months ago i was a hardout pilljunkie, im talkin droppin every few days or whenever i could pickup, which was usualy a couple times a week.cause i was dealing everything i ate was free,it got to the point where i was eating all my profit the day i picked up, up to 15 pills a day/night.The biggest binge i had lasted 6 or 7 days, it was when i picked up a very large quantity of green/white trees.Cause they are only a mdxx low to medium at most pill i was double droppin, triple droppin even quadriple droppin em, the most i had in an hour was 7 but since it was the third day i only got the speedy effects, no euphoria watsoever.any mdma effects ceased at the end of the 2nd day, the peak off each drop lasted at most an hour then switched to an extreme smacked out feeling until i redosed. i was sleeping every night 2 for around 7 or 8 hours then woke up to triple droppin agian for breakfast(btw im not tryin to be funny here).all up i ate close to 60 pills(20 of those being in the first 15 hours). I am by no means dicksizing here or saying wat i did was awsome or responsible, i am just letting u's kno there ALOT of people out there that use E on the regular, maybe more regularly than alot of you's realise, especialy in my age group ( 18 - 21). using ecstasy a couple weekends in a row aint gona do shit to your seratonin production, it takes more than you think. btw after a weeks binge the only side effects i noticed was that i was a lil more paranoid than usual for the first few days but thats about it, no long term damage from wat i can tell.

cheers

 

[silentangst]

MasterSplinter: No, no, I was being sarcastic haha. I'm glad I'm responsible with my use and I hope I'm never in a situation where I'm tempted to abuse.

And eurodevil, I know exactly what you mean, a couple of my friends are dropping every single Saturday night.

However, it definately does affect you more than you think and when you do it every weekend/twice a weekend you're not likely to notice the effects until you stop and then they'll hit you like a train. That's what a friend of mine noticed when he went on a five week (once a week) binge.

As for no damage to yourself.. Well, I guess you'll see

 

[Toast to the Spirits]

^^Honestly you guys are about as original as the political pundits bickering on FOX or CNN. Its quite useless and I don't care about the size of your dick. Thats too much info. If you havnt fucked up and been on a binge then maybe you could give some useful input anyway. Honestly I do not think its cool to use ecstasy in an abusive manner…but we some of us have made mistakes…perhaps if you pundits were willing to listen you would actually learn something instead of repeating useless information over and over until you have completely destabilized and warped the nature of the thread.

I don't understand what all your animosity is over…I agree with you, lets change the "title of the post"…

If you have trouble with the title please send your request for a moderator to change it.Thank you for your input, now please if you don't have anything constructive to contribute to this forums growth, then I suggest you move on to another thread..

@Toast to Spirit - Do you feel that you were tempted by the quantity you possessed, or were there other reasons for the continued use? What type of job do you work at?

@Priesttheycalledhim - Did your friend from dallas ever tell you for how long he used?

@Silentangst - 3.5 Pills across 2 experiences in 3 months isn't so bad unless you define it as such….you obviously seem to think it was reckless or you wouldn't have bothered posting. Do you feel guilty for your actions?

@Oj415 - 10 pills back to back must have made you feel awful…those 3 weeks must have been hell.

@DizzyBonne - Sounds like you just slipped up at bit…you seem to understand that you made a mistake and seem remorseful for your actions, I am sure you wont let it happen again.


Thanks for your sharing...

Yeah I was tempted with the quantity I had. At the time I possessed them, I had either decided I was done using, or I was taking a long break. Curiosity got the best of me and I decided to eat some pills. I had no self control back then. The most I would ever have at a time was like 6 maybe 8 pills and I could only hold onto them for like a week or two before consuming them all. This time I thought I had it all under control but I was dead wrong. Back then I ignorantly believed that no matter how irresponsible I was, things would just work out. I just had faith that it would all be okay, ignoring all of the warnings and acting recklessly. At the time of my binge, my thinking was, "okay now I'm coming down. I can either feel like shit, or eat more pills and enjoy the next couple of hours." And so I took more pills. Today I rarely use pills at all. The negative effects are often just too strong for me and I find that its not worth it for a few hours of feeling very high. At the time I worked at a restaurant as a cashier and curbside server.

 

[t_r_i_p_]

I took 8 pills in one night, and then 4 the next night. I will never, ever be this stupid ever again.

My really close friend and I had bought 20 of them one time, because it was a better deal and we knew the pills were good. I was new to the drug, and he has no self control. So we took one each, then an hour later, we wanted another. Then another. So on and so forth. The next night, we had planned to roll with two couples and have a really awesome sex party, but all four people couldn't make it. So we took the pills we had saved for them and had our own little party.

It wasn't so bad immediately after. Yeah, I was tired, and the high wasn't even impressive (near the end, I kind of just blacked out and don't remember a whole lot.) But about three days later, my whole world felt like it was falling apart. The way I felt was exactly how I felt when I stopped taking Effexor XR for the first week. I was so depressed, suicidal, had really bad "brain zaps" (I will forever associate this phenomenon with Effexor, not ecstasy, because they originated from that drug and have never completely gone away), my short-term memory was shot to shit, I stuttered and my articulation was awful, I would overreact to everything anyone said to me, and I would literally cry over nothing. That feeling didn't go away for almost two weeks.

Might I mention, this was long before I had ever even heard of Bluelight...

 

[dj_apex]

maddest sess was last year someone I know was selling crack and brown we rocked up half ounce once sometimes two times a day halped ourselves to what we wanted sold out and always had to start from scracth with no profits hardly made at beginning of each day,it culminated with me getting stabbed in my head after huge fight with him and his driver,I left relationship of 16 years madness,I am glad it happened in way was the best thing I ever done gettin out of there,we binged for about 2 months

 

[trancetasy]

oh man thinking about my binge hurts my brain