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what age were you doing drugs 1st time

Personally I wouldn't want it. The whole world stops on christmas, no going out drinking, no public transport. Major ballache in my eyes.


HOWEVER, you would make sure you get totally fucking spangled!:D
 
Well, it was Good Friday 1991.Dark memories for Bresker. I used to take a lot of acid because I couldn't drink alcohol due to a kidney problem. I went to the Limelight about 10 years ago, met my dealer there and asked him for a couple of tabs. He told me that he had some but he had received a few complaints that his gear was a bit weak & not producing the required effect. So I took 5 of them. This was about 10-0. Suddenly at 10-30 pm the lights when on in the club, and the bouncers started chucking everyone out. I hadn't realised it was Good Friday & cursing myself for forgetting I went up to Botanic station to catch the train home.


At this stage nothing was going on trip-wise so I thought my dealer had been bullshitting me. I got on the train and started the journey home. Then about half way thru the trip started to take effect. You know those patterned covers they have on the back of NIR train seats? I started staring at the one in front of me and it was melting, fading, breaking up into patterns.....

After that my memory starts to get a bit hazy as I went completely off my head. I started to walk home but then doubled back into Bangor. Nearly everything was shut, but Kentucky Fried Chicken at the bottom of mainstreet was open. I ran in and started yelling "Greeny grows them! He grows the best!" Don't ask me what I was talking about. Then I tried to get into chipper but the doors were locked, so I banged on the windows and yelled at the staff to let me in. After this I think I wandered up & down High street yelling thru the letterboxes of deserted shops. Then I turned my attention to the few cars parked on the street, and I went up to each one and bent its aerial round or snapped it off. I was in the process of doing this to a car outside a Chinese takeaway when the delivery driver came out, told me it was his car & asked me to stop. I responded by grinning maniacally so he went inside and phoned the peelers.

What I think took place next was this. I sat quietly in the Chinese waiting for the cops to arrive, but when I saw them coming I ran off in the direction of Main Street. The cops followed, but went they stopped ahead of me I turned tail and ran back to High Street and into the Chinese. Cops being lazy bastards they didn't chase me on foot, but got into their car and drove. As Bangor is on a one-way system they had to drive right round town to get back to the Chinese. This would have taken a few minutes. Unfortunately in the meantime I had gone completely crazy. According to witnesses I tried to grope the girl serving behind the counter, and had shouted abuse at the only customers in the shop, two inoffensive wee lads who I later learnt were absolutely shitting themselves, perhaps understandably as I'm a big fella and back then I had long hair and a big beard.

The cops pulled up outside again and ran in to get me. There was a cup of hot tea on the counter and I flung it at them but it missed and put a big hole in the restaurant window. The cops then dragged me out & threw me in the back of their car. The restaurant owner says I was putting up a good fight and kicking out at them. They then drove me around the corner, out the back of Woolseys, and laid into me with their truncheons, all three of them. When they finished took me back to the station and started trying to question me. About ten of them crammed into the interview room. It must have been a quiet night and I was the entertainment. I wasn't scared though cos I was completely out of it. They made me take off my belt and hand it over (so I couldn't hang myself in the cell?) and I pulled down my trousers and flashed my arse at them and said "I'm being fuc*ked by 10 policemen" Some of them laughed but some of them insulted me & threw me down on my chair. Then I started going on about the Royal Irish Constabulary & how they were the forerunners of the RUC & how they should still be called that. I must have rambled on about all sorts of shite like that but I can't remember half of it. I made a couple of valiant efforts to escape by getting up and running down the hall but about 6 of them jumped me & dragged me back.

After about an hour or 2 a doctor turned up and I can remember him looking very worried, he said I had to go to hospital. He didn't say anything to the cops but I don't think he approved of the way they were treating me. While waiting for the ambulance they threw me in a cell. I was still completely off my head & in my addled state I though they were going to come in and kill me. My brain started thinking about Roman prisoners about to be thrown to the lions in the arena and how they would masturbate to get one last pleasure out of life so I took all my clothes of and started w*anking! The cops then hurled abuse thru the door and turned the lights off. Now I started really shitting myself, wailing & crying. I thought they were going to gas me to death as I had recently watched Schindlers List & it reminded
me of a scene in that. Next thing the door opened and my dad was there. The cops had called him. I stepped out, stark naked, and hugged him & said "I love you Dad." He told me he loved me too, the only time I can remember him saying this.
Then the ambulance came and took me to Dundonald hospital but all the beds were full so we had to get back in and drive to the City. I spent 3 days in there with concussion.

When I got out me, my mum and dad went down to the station and I made a full confession. They charged me with criminal damage but I paid the restaurant owner for the damage & it never went to court. My mum gave the peelers dogs abuse calling them thugs and cowards. It turned into a slanging match between my mum and this arse*hole sergeant. He started off saying he never touched me but then admitted it & defended himself by saying he had spent 20 years in W. Belfast and all he knew was violence, so he had to look after himself!

I don't bear a grudge for the peelers, its hard job & I was a right c*unt. The only thing that does disturb me is that they would probably treat a violent mentally ill schizophrenic the same way.
 
Just an insight into me anyway x

Same deal here mate. Most if not all of my drug taking (stims and ket) is purely for going out. And i'm 23 and managing to hold down 'relaxing' at the weekend with a steady job I enjoy.

I'm glad I didn't hit any of the suff beyond Weed earlier than I did (19/20) though because it would have been destructive to me. I nearly got a 2.2 at uni because of my drug taking in final year. It was only because I'd done well in 2nd year that I managed a 2.1

If i'd started at 16/17 like many people now seem to I'd hate to think what may have happened to me academically.
 
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Bresker, that is some story...

All true.

Haven't been able to take acid or mushies since, sadly. Cos I used to love trippin.

Just suffered major paranoia and epic sadness on the few occasions I've tried them since. All my own fault.

Yeah, bloody RUC. SS RUC! :)
 
I'm sure i've posted this before...i started on the illegals at 17 year old, before this had many experiences from a Legal Highs books and various things too bizarre / disgusting to mention on a harm reduction board - nutmeg, morning glory, broom, fungi, cough syrup 8) So suppose I've been at this malarkey since I was 15 - now 43 :(

Time off for pregnancies and breast thereafter decades ago, apart from that I had 3 clean years from 2005-08 and returned :|

Latest greatest discovery was ket this year though =D

I'm ashamed of this post btw :( nothing to be proud of :\
 
But kate86 you weren't a drunk or benzo head or junkie, so you must be in a better state than our shambo....although he is indestructible and you may turn out to be a standard human rather than an alien-hybrid...which he may well be!
 
July 2002 at the age of 16,had a tac bucket in some trees. Did pills that September. Then Salvia in October. Prompted me to look up every psychedelic known to man on erowid.

and now here I am.
 
Do you know our dear Shambles personally BB? Or is this simply misplaced speculation?
 
The only persons phone number I have on here is Shambo. He gets the text sometimes when I'm in an incorrect mental state. The one you'd get if you were unfortunate enough to break out your number....although when roby was wrecked the other day he was giving me all sorts of promises up to and including ringing him up.......
I only ring up potential friendlike people when on stims. I don't think you'd like it if I was on the fone to him at 4am when we were all on the drone.

Anyway I have been reading shambos posts all year and he does give a lot about his personal life if you take note, and I do.
 
Honey, if Roby offered his number it was meant in earnest, not because he was too fucked. Promise.

I'd offer the same if asked. Some people here already have my number and they would agree with that.

The offer is there anytime. <3 <3
 
There is only one person I ring up fucked and she lives in a mansion in London and is a sex addict. For some reason she doesn't think I'm scary. I even get her to ring me up when she is at work.She doesn't know about BL and refuses to take any drug that comes under the term R/c...so my meetup with her is going to be fucked next time I turn up with a bag of stuff which she won't take.
I just don't feel that other people would be able to take my annoying chats.
And I don't have any credit usually beyond enough to txt "ring me up we need to talk bollocks".

ps I am the king of thread derailment!
 
Nah, I've been told off for derailing. I've kind of learned my lesson. Obviously not too well though.

I've already posted my ages for drug use in this thread so I will retire from it and see you in gibberings.
 
But kate86 you weren't a drunk or benzo head or junkie, so you must be in a better state than our shambo....although he is indestructible and you may turn out to be a standard human rather than an alien-hybrid...which he may well be!

Ooor Shammy is also a youthful looking old git ;):p and has far more experience in these things than many of us here. But I don't have a dick so dick-sizing is lost on me.

No I've never been a benzo head :| That is all :\

Personally, I wish I hadn't spent the majority of my life fucked on drugs, tis having too many negative effects on me now I'm 40-something :(
 
Got drunk and tried weed when i was 12 in 2002. Then did pills and ketamine on he same night when i was 13. Coke and nitrous on my 14th birthday and speed a short while later. All the trips, RC's n prescription drugs i've done have been in the last 4 years since i was 16.
 
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