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SimonJ

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Ok..Christmas Wish LIst

I'm in my 50's, healthy, don't smoke, drink and rarely have used any illegal drugs (except prescription pain pills (oxycotin)(only a few times)(but loved the warm feeling it gave me). I hate other drugs I have tried when I was younger, pot and, LSD but it did nothing but made me paranoid.Don't want to go there.

More than anything I want to try heroin before I get too old. I actually get a rush and a mental high watching movies or TV programs that show actors using it.

This is strange, I'm addicted to heroin and never even tried it. Its consumes my total recreation thinking time (just thinking about trying it) (it even brought me to this bluelight site)

As weird as this is, I'm a middle class law-abiding person,.I don't even live close to the drug culture or would know how to score.

How weird is this? Without breaking the rules of this site, how hard is it in Ontario Canada to score Heroin? I'm skepical of approaching street dealers/people who I have nothing in common with, who may rip-me-off, give me bad stuff, rob me or worst.

Is the risk worth the gain?
 
SimonJ said:
Ok..Christmas Wish LIst

I'm in my 50's, healthy, don't smoke, drink and rarely have used any illegal drugs (except prescription pain pills (oxycotin)(only a few times)(but loved the warm feeling it gave me). I hate other drugs I have tried when I was younger, pot and, LSD but it did nothing but made me paranoid.Don't want to go there.

More than anything I want to try heroin before I get too old. I actually get a rush and a mental high watching movies or TV programs that show actors using it.

This is strange, I'm addicted to heroin and never even tried it. Its consumes my total recreation thinking time (just thinking about trying it) (it even brought me to this bluelight site)

As weird as this is, I'm a middle class law-abiding person,.I don't even live close to the drug culture or would know how to score.

How weird is this? Without breaking the rules of this site, how hard is it in Ontario Canada to score Heroin? I'm skepical of approaching street dealers/people who I have nothing in common with, who may rip-me-off, give me bad stuff, rob me or worst.

Is the risk worth the gain?
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I used to live in torono, heroin is around there....

I do know that crowd and they are just in it for the money, my advice is just try not to look like someone who can be ripped off, or even get a younger family member or friend to get some for you, even if you tell them it is not for you.

I wish you the best of luck and addiction is a state of mind, you will just have to adjust to the boredom and plain feeling of reality.

Also if your just looking for that feeling don't narrow yourself to heroin lots of opiates will give you the same feeling.

Happy holidays :)
 
Good advise thanks

Leaving reality entirely is never a goal, but I believe we shouldn't have to live in reality (the real world) 24/7. It would be nice to escape and enjoy other pleasures. Why Heroin or any drugs that bring people pleasure are illegal is beyond me.What a sad state of world we live in.
 
heroin is the best and worst thing that's ever happened to me. More so the worst. I'd recommend not doing it, but if you do you have to really have discipline. I'd say maybe 10% of people who use have enough discipline to always be "chippers" or people who's lives don't become consumed by the drug and finding a way to get it.
 
If you know yourself that well that you really truly believe that you can do heroin without loving it so much that you will just want to try it just once more, and then once more, and then just once a month, and then just on the weekends, etc. then by all means give it a go.
You did say it yourself though: "I'm addicted to heroin and never even tried it."

More often than not, heroin ruins lives. I am not saying you will be addicted after doing it just one time, but you already know you love that warm fuzzy feeling, which means the potential for you to become addicted is slightly up there. If you are prepared for the possible consequences of what may come, then by all means, fulfill your curiosity.

The best analogy I can think to use to describe trying heroin for the first time is that it's kind of like having sex for the first time. Don't do it unless you are 100% prepared and have done as much research as possible on how to do it and what to expect.

Also, I am from NYC, not Canada so I don't know what your copping scene is like. As far as my personal experience, I only cop using a phone. I am a tiny little white girl and the hood is definitely way to rough for me. It's much more risky copping on the streets from someone you don't know and trust as opposed to copping from someone who knows their shit and being able to go into a house to do your deal, rather than doing right out in the open.

p.s. shouldn't this be in BDD?
 
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I've been a regular user of opiates for four years and heroin has been my drug of choice for two. These years have been good for me personally, socially and financially. I am not your stereotypical street junkie shoplifting from the local Radioshack and begging his parents to scare up enough cash for his next fix. Basically, I am a clean cut, relatively successful young man who does not conform with anyone's idea of a junkie in any way except for that nasty tendency I have to snort or inject narcotics on a daily basis. In my many travels, adventures and misadventures I have concluded that there are far worse things to be in life than an addict (like a Mets fan). With all this being said, I cannot in any way shape or form recommend trying heroin, even once.

Chippers certainly do exist but is that a risk you really want to take? The dope game doesn't fuck around. I would say stick with the pills. The high is no different but there is something about the whole cycle of kicking, scoring and using (this goes double for IV) that is especially toxic (this probably makes no sense to neophytes but the users here know what I'm saying). Furthermore, I've known plenty of people who felt especially drawn to heroin just like you and it seemed like they were especially inclined towards addiction.

Based on your age I would assume that you are married and/or have children? Think of them. There are few things sadder in life than a junkie dad (one of them being a dead one, which heroin use sure as hell can do). Not to sound like a DARE instructor but once you are hooked everything and everyone you love and care about are secondary to your next fix. Leave that shit be, you don't need it.

Consider this warning the best Christmas gift you will ever get (except maybe that BB gun back in the day).
 
Better trying heroin at 50 than 20, you know? It's going to be a long up-hill battle with boulders rolling down every so often we younger users need to dodge. I'm only 22, and have been using opiates for 6 years, heroin for 3. These last months have been the first time in the last few years I have actually got a grip on myself. It's my favorite drug in the world, but it does leave a path of destruction eventually. Me and my friends always used to joke, let's quit heroin for now and just become all out junkies when we are 50 and have no worries. But now, most of us younger people in our 20's will have to fight our whole life to keep off something and something out of our heads that we know is destructive. You have one up on us from your age. I say go for it. You only live life once right. I really would never tell anyone to go try heroin. But come on, you sound like a smart man and mature.. you have lived a life, experience it. Try it.
 
i guess i was always obsessed with dope before i tried it..then tried and was like damn this is no differnt then snorting an OC..like i was kind of disappointed i thought i was gonna get soo fucked up cause its "heroin".. but if you dont have a pharmacutical habit then i wouldnt try heroin...id say start with hydrocodones or oxys if you can, your insurance covers it :) and you get to become somewhat familer with it.

if you do get this dope do you plan on slamming it or snorting it?
 
I liked H more than oxy, is way more sedating and gives more of a "I dont give a fuck" feeling, its a true painkiller, way moreso than oxy.
 
the_ketaman said:
I liked H more than oxy, is way more sedating and gives more of a "I dont give a fuck" feeling, its a true painkiller, way moreso than oxy.
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I never felt a peaceful nod like the one I get from snorting oxy. I never injected H though. Only smoked tar and didn't love it. Tried it several times because it's easier to get and cheaper but I don't dig the high. I'm 50, and I know when I retire I will use more drugs more often.
 
here's an analogy some one told me comparing iving oxys to H that sounds pretty true to me:

Shooting oxy is like having an orgasm and shooting dope is like the feeling right after an orgasm.

Does any know if there's a reason why it's so hard to pee on dope?
 
alloker said:
here's an analogy some one told me comparing iving oxys to H that sounds pretty true to me:

Shooting oxy is like having an orgasm and shooting dope is like the feeling right after an orgasm.

Does any know if there's a reason why it's so hard to pee on dope?
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^^^ i have never iv'd heroin but i started shooting oxy the past 4 months after 3 years of sniffin them....and i was one of those people that thought i could use a needle a couple times and put it down cause i had been in love with the oxy drip for 3 years.. idk if its just me but i only get a rush for 5-10 sec and feel alright for about 40min if im lucky ....idk why i chase that 10 sec feeling and have to do 80mgs - 150mg in one shot to even feel it ..spending 100 to 400 day on somthing that just dont do it for me anymore i just cant deal with being sick...i would suggest no one ever start shooting your oxy if you have not yet.. your tolarance shoots up sooo fast! and honestly i think im more addicted to the whole process off getting pills and sucking threw a cotton and sticking a needle in my arm....
 
^^^i would never have a problem being ..but i remeber i heard my friend freakng out in the bathroom for like 10 min .... finally i was like WTF is wrong with you ...and he yell out ... i dont kno man im constaPEEded and i lmao ... but alot of people have that problem so there has to be a reson behind it
 
simon j, if you want to gutter out without certain ramifications then it used to wise to cop a flight to hong kong. your smack will be presented in tsim tsa tui district. the price a pittance and works to boot.
i speak from the memories from years ago but any where off kowloon side some one willl hook your ass up.
you wanna debauch-you got it///you wanna smuggle -well times have changed
 
There is no difference really in shooting Oxy or Heroin. They are both opiates, but with Oxy you know exactly how much is going in you. The rush of oxy is nice, but the rush off good dope is equally nice if not better. It's hard to describe and i'm not going to try, but they are very similar. Oxy may feel a bit cleaner, but I like the dirtier heroin rush/high.
 
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