I've flushed the rest of my MDPV, I simply don't trust myself with this stuff - it's given me an experience of drugs which has left me a little scared. I've never seen myself as prone to addiction, and have never had a fiending problem in the past - with drugs like flephedrone & Amphetamine I've always stuck to my plans, never going overboard regardless of how much I had left, it left me responsible, entirely aware of my situation.
MDPV, however, makes me stop caring about anything besides what's currently in my focus, hours can pass in what felt like minutes, I forget about things I need to do, in a state of intense wellbeing that even with my rational side nagging me to stop, I still habitually continue, simply lacking concern, responsibility or caution, which is entirely unlike me as I've always been the sort of person to be overly careful in everything, always paying close attention to every oddity & twitch from a drug - not here.
I've had 6 hours of sleep since Saturday, lost 3kg, my lips have some deep sores from dryness and slight paranoia that I stand out and that everyone can see I'm a tweaker.
Those should be enough for me to want to stop, but the problem is - I still feel amazing, still euphoric, still loving music, still loving creative stuff, still feeling 100% awake & energetic, like sleep is now defunct. My reflexes & co-ordination haven't noticeably dimmed, my brain is still storing knowledge like a sponge, great socializing skills (And oddly enough, I tend to explain everything in overly complex, scientific ways) - no headaches, no muscle aches - and I haven't even increased my dose size, stuck to 10mg every few hours and it still effects me as much as ever.
I could see this growing into a very serious addiction with me relying on it for all sorts of daily chores, and I simply don't believe I could use it in moderation - it's been frightening & disappointing seeing how dependent I can become on a drug and how irresponsible I can get.
I'm not going anywhere near it again, and I'm quite fearful to see what the hangover will be like.
Careful of this stuff. If you can keep to planned doses, then it's definitely a very nice drug.