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What ticks you off?

zombiesarepeaceful said:
People who don't answer their fucking phone, text, or IM. I understand if you don't want bother, but just say, "Don't fucking bother me." I know you're not ignoring me though. You're just a lazy cunt who can't be bothered to answer their phone.
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esp when they owe you $ - "Sorry dude I left my phone in the car" 11 hours later ... no response ... yea okay, just tell me it's not happening today so I dont PLAN MY DAY AROUND IT ASSHOLE :!:!
 
I really thought about going to the urgent care cause keep having trouble breathing, heart racing, panic attacks I think. The er doesn't do shit except look at you and do blood tests. THe urgent care gave me benzos before and I really just need to do something before I go nuts. I want to see a shrink again but you know it takes time to get in, then for them to decide to refer you to the doctor to get meds...yadda yadda. By then I may as well have gone ape shit. I could use my own damn benzos but I need a script cause I hve a drug test for work soon they need to get it over with so i can use the stuff I have lying around. I have an old script for the benzos I have, but at orientation they said someting about if a script is too old, they won't consider it legit.
 
People who drive 20 miles over the speed limit on dark highways at night when it's raining.
 
God I have so much new stuff to add here, but for now I'll make it short.

-CO's (correctional officers) in jail, they are all pricks for the most part (except a few) and they get away with horrible fucking things. Jail is just one giant conspiracy honestly.

-Stupid inmates who act like their tough shit but once they realize you are willing to back yourself up, just puss out

-dp

P.S. - BEING IN JAIL!
 
Yo DP, are you out now? Are you gonna post a story about being in jail or did you already? I'd be interested in hearing it.
 
Georgie25 said:
Yo DP, are you out now? Are you gonna post a story about being in jail or did you already? I'd be interested in hearing it.
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I'm out tomorrow finally, I've been on work release for the past 2 weeks but have been busy with other things so I haven't been on BL much. I'm going to post a story soon, possibly today if I got the time.

-dp
 
My doctor not giving me proper advice about my zopiclone, and the maximum safe dose to be taking daily.

I've only just learned (through the net) that I've been taking a potentially toxic dose every day for the past 2 to 3 months. :\
 
What ticks me off lately is that I can't seem to get my mind straight. I've been overwhelmed with emotions lately and have maybe been outputting them too much towards someone I care about, and unfortunately it may be scaring them away from me rather than making them feel good. I need to slow my brain down and straighten things out with this person before I screw up what could be something really good for me.

-dp
 
Being 24 years old and still living at home with my parents.

That's gotta be my #1 incentive for getting off drugs at the moment!
 
^^ Oh I totally agree :( I want to get out so bad but it really wouldn't be conducive to me saving money or behaving myself so I'm trying to stick it out, and be glad I've got a family who puts up with my crazy arse ;)
 
people and...

it ticks me off that i have been waiting to hear from this clinic to gather some psych treatment and have a PCP all in one spot, but when the damn paper work finally show up it has a page included with a statement requiring a sig. before they will see me; saying that i agree to take UA's(oh well) and they do not prescribe narcotics or controlled substances of any kind. period.

lol

i have been waiting a good little while for these bastards to respond with this, but yeah right, i have what they are now guessing is two severe chronic pain conditions, one of which is literally eating my ligaments, joint tissue, corroding my pelvis and spine and every bone in my damn body, and i just might go a head and break down and ask for some opioids, for crying out loud!

i want to avoid using opioids as a primary treatment for my d/o, because they wouldnt actually work, and i need a certain biological immuno suppressant to stop this wrecking my body. but even those have started to stop working, and just the thought makes my heart twist, its either relief from this pain or a mercy kill for sure.

i take medical marijuana for the pain which actually address's it by lowering my WBC's thus fighting severe inflammation, making me eat which can be a challenge, and i dont need to explain because it has helped like nothing else, besides Humira, for 12 or more years. i also take a hefty dose of clonazepam because of the reactions i had to the last 3 neuroleptics and ssri's i tried last time, like a trusting sport. so they would either drop me instantly or try and talk me off my current meds, and treat me like a seeker right off the bat.

now its more time trying to find a more local PCP and psych. im so so lucky i can look and obtain via the state, wish i didnt neeed to but, i neeed some serious fucking medical attention, this is a joke and a waste of time, neither of which i have much tolerance for in this arena of my life.

thats my 2 spits.

more?
 
PiP, I'll pour the gasoline, and you can light the match!


*gives interweb hugs* I'm sorry, man/woman. :x
 
its going to take more then that...

ill just sit there with a spontaneous combustible like linseed oil, next summer out side in the sun, enduring the greatest anticipation ill never come to realize. thats fin irony.

*i am a man, and can accept a man hug* ;x
 
Sounds like you've been plotting this out for awhile, now. Haha.


And it's all good, I give all of my friends hugs. And, sometimes, I'll even kiss them, on the forehead. No, I am not gay. I'm just comfortable enough with my sexuality to be able to do that. 8(
 
no no no plotting, just spontaneous, verbalizations of conditionally influenced explosive emotions. venting.

it also ticks me off that social standards can influence ones moral actions/reactions.

im so ticked im like a clock! and im so chinked im like a wok, but this all here is just some talk, so when im done ill walk the walk.
 
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