This is a report of a DPH trip I took about a month ago, as you can imagine I was VERY delirious during the whole thing, so it's very hard to recollect what happened, but I will try my best.
First a little background knowledge.
I had used DPH a few times before (at that point I hadn't researched it, a friend told me to take 7 Tylenol PMs (I now know that was a horrible idea as far as my liver was concerned) and I just got a stoned feeling with very light visuals, ants on the ceiling and bugs lying through my field of vision.
After researching it a few weeks later I decided to give it another go, at this point I had been using Erowid and 420chan as my resources, however I relied heavily on the anecdotal reports from 420chan.
I decided that since I'm overweight (6'3 250 at the time) a good trip dose would be 1000 mg as I had some light experience with the drug before.
I had no sitter, and I took 50 mg at about 8pm and then 1000mg at about 10pm
for the next hour or so I just went about roaming the internet, talking to friends ect.
I don't remember much of what happened that night, but I'll try my best.
The effects started kicking in about 11pm. starting with the weird body sensation, I would no describe it as being a zombie, neither warm nor cold, happy nor sad.
I was sitting on my futon bed with my laptop watching videos on youtube when I started realizing that I was hearing my two best friends commenting on the video and talking to me just behind my head. I would realize it was fake only to minutes later go through the same thing.
A common theme of that night was
"Oh I should!"
*mouse over to google search bar*
"Wait, what was I doing?"
Followed by 5-10 minutes of thought and then giving up and moving on to something else.
An event I remember very vividly was my two dogs walking into my room, irst one walked in and looked at me, I got up and shoo'd him out and closed the door, then sat down. about 10 minutes later my other dog came into my room and I shoo'd him away aswell. I started thinking that I may have not taken enough to trip, but decided to hold off taking more.
<It wasn't until a week after this that I realized, My dogs can't open my door, and i had closed it before I began the trip. I hallucinate the dogs opening, walking in, then me getting up and closing the door, but thought it was completely real.>
The main indicator I used as to how intense my trip was, was to look at a dress shirt I have hanging a few feet away from my bed. I would stare at it for an unknown amount of time, just watching it seemingly breathing while also sinking to the floor as if it were melting, but it never moved more than a few millimeters.
Now would be a good time to note that the untill about 1am I had the lights on. I decided I was feeling enough in control to turn out the lights and resume watching videos/listening to music (At this point trying to communicate with anybody was out of the question, Instant messages usually consisted of "q9[2-u oasdklm;32o';
Jg" or similar phrases.
I sat back down and noticed no immediate effects. however after trying focus on the laptop screen I began to see figures lurking on the dark end of my room, I remember seeing a little girl, but whenever I would look over I would not see her, I also remember seeing a great dark being in the upper far corner of my room, it disturbed me greatly but I felt safe in the light of my laptop screen.
I looked back over at the shirt to see it doing the same thing, only slightly more rapidly, and the belt that hung in front of it had begun to sway a few CM to each side.
I remember staring at my hands then having to go to the rest room.
Standing up was very hard.
It took me 5 attempts to stay standing up, as when I tried to get up I would fall back into the sitting position. after I was finally up I made it to the restroom fairly quickly as it was only across the hallway.
I walked in and decided it would be more wise to sit instead of trying to stand and coordinate myself.
As I sat I looked at the wall and as I was staring at very tiny black dot on the wall, as if somebody had removed a thumb tack, this little dot sprouted tiny legs and would push itself along the wall only to remain inthe same place, it was a very odd thing to watch, I may have sat there for 30 minutes or so just watching this little speck.
After revealing myself I stood up and washed my hands, but when I looked in the mirror the creature seemed unknown to me.
I knew it was me, but it looked so alien.
It's a hard feeling to explain, it felt more as if I was somebody else looking at myself.
I could distinctly see my veins under my skin, but they were blue and black instead of red. I looked at my arms and hands and anywhere I saw skin it looked alien to me. I passed it off and retreated to my room.
By this time it had to have been around 3am, but I was so out of it that I couldn't bring myself to raise my laptop again and I went to sleep, once I left the bathroom it was almost as if I was completely sober, I fell asleep instantly.
I woke up still feeling the body load, but my mind felt clear. I glanced over at the shirt to see it barely moving.
At this moment I somehow thought it was a good idea to take more, so I ate a bowl of cereal, wait and hour then consumed the rest of the bottle, (from what I remember it was around 625-700 mg)
I showered and got dressed and thought it a good idea to go chill with my friend. I take the bus to his house and I start to come up just before I leave the bus.
I remember getting off the bus and almost faceplanting as I stepped down the rear steps.
Everything looked dreamlike in the sun, colors more vivid. I got the distinct feeling that everything was beautiful. I don't remember walking to his house but I remember sitting on his bed, looking at the folds in the blankets and seeing transparent stringy beings sneak around. I also remember looking at the wall and seeing 3 boxes side by side, about a foot wide spaced a few inches apart, each missing a side or two in a green outline, they were 2d, as if somebody had painted on the wall, but when I looked away and looked back they had vanished. I hadn't told my friend how much I had taken, but he offered me more and I declined.
The next thing I remember is waking up in my bed feeling very sick, and my mind was very foggy.
I remember my aunt conversing with me through the door just as I woke up about how I forgot to call my boss and my boss called my aunt and that I was going to work that weekend.
I had no idea if it was a trip or not, and I didn't want to give her any signs that I was intoxicated during that time so I just thought it as true and planned to work that weekend (luckily it was an actual conversation as I did get to work that weekend)
I spent the next few days trying to piece together what had happened, I did not feel baseline sober until 2 days after this episode, and I believe it has left me with long term side effects. those two days were spent feeling like shit 24/7, as if I had just gotten past the worst part of a flu.
3 days after that trip as I fell asleep I was pulled into a state of Sleep Paralysis. I could not move but I was fully awake, face down in my pillow seeing only darkness. I then felt as if I was being mauled by a bear and pulled myself out of it, only to lay back down and repeat the experience. Episodes such as this have happened 5 times in the past 3 weeks and the worst part is I can feel when then are going to happen that night, it makes it VERY hard to even attempt to sleep.
I also developed HPPD, even now as I star at the shirt I can "see" it move ever so slightly, same for the belt.
I constantly find myself seeing things in my peripheral vision and having to check if they are real, such as dogs, cars, people. It's not very disruptive as I realize they are not real almost instantaneously, but it is quite nerve racking. The only thing I've found that helps with the Paralysis is smoking weed when I feel it coming. I still slip into the state of not being able to control my body, but I don't fall into the near death delusions and fall asleep almost normally.
After that horrible experience I vow'd to myself to never dive into DPH again.
I broke that vow twice already. But each left me feeling just as horrible after it and I now think I have overcome any willingness to use DPH recreationally.
Take what you will from my mistakes, and even though it is up to you in hte end, I would strongly advise against taking DPH more than once/low dose, all it does is make you feel stupid and delirious.
DPH has taught me a lesson, drugs are powerful, don't take them lightly.
--Edit
Something I forgot to mention. Throughout the trip I found myself blankly staring at things, no sound, no moment from me. I guess I would do this for long periods of time as while I was with my friend it seemed like he was asking me if I was OK every 3 minutes because I found talking not an activity that I wanted to do, and when I did talk it was usually short simple sentences with hand gestures to supplement them.
First a little background knowledge.
I had used DPH a few times before (at that point I hadn't researched it, a friend told me to take 7 Tylenol PMs (I now know that was a horrible idea as far as my liver was concerned) and I just got a stoned feeling with very light visuals, ants on the ceiling and bugs lying through my field of vision.
After researching it a few weeks later I decided to give it another go, at this point I had been using Erowid and 420chan as my resources, however I relied heavily on the anecdotal reports from 420chan.
I decided that since I'm overweight (6'3 250 at the time) a good trip dose would be 1000 mg as I had some light experience with the drug before.
I had no sitter, and I took 50 mg at about 8pm and then 1000mg at about 10pm
for the next hour or so I just went about roaming the internet, talking to friends ect.
I don't remember much of what happened that night, but I'll try my best.
The effects started kicking in about 11pm. starting with the weird body sensation, I would no describe it as being a zombie, neither warm nor cold, happy nor sad.
I was sitting on my futon bed with my laptop watching videos on youtube when I started realizing that I was hearing my two best friends commenting on the video and talking to me just behind my head. I would realize it was fake only to minutes later go through the same thing.
A common theme of that night was
"Oh I should!"
*mouse over to google search bar*
"Wait, what was I doing?"
Followed by 5-10 minutes of thought and then giving up and moving on to something else.
An event I remember very vividly was my two dogs walking into my room, irst one walked in and looked at me, I got up and shoo'd him out and closed the door, then sat down. about 10 minutes later my other dog came into my room and I shoo'd him away aswell. I started thinking that I may have not taken enough to trip, but decided to hold off taking more.
<It wasn't until a week after this that I realized, My dogs can't open my door, and i had closed it before I began the trip. I hallucinate the dogs opening, walking in, then me getting up and closing the door, but thought it was completely real.>
The main indicator I used as to how intense my trip was, was to look at a dress shirt I have hanging a few feet away from my bed. I would stare at it for an unknown amount of time, just watching it seemingly breathing while also sinking to the floor as if it were melting, but it never moved more than a few millimeters.
Now would be a good time to note that the untill about 1am I had the lights on. I decided I was feeling enough in control to turn out the lights and resume watching videos/listening to music (At this point trying to communicate with anybody was out of the question, Instant messages usually consisted of "q9[2-u oasdklm;32o';
Jg" or similar phrases.I sat back down and noticed no immediate effects. however after trying focus on the laptop screen I began to see figures lurking on the dark end of my room, I remember seeing a little girl, but whenever I would look over I would not see her, I also remember seeing a great dark being in the upper far corner of my room, it disturbed me greatly but I felt safe in the light of my laptop screen.
I looked back over at the shirt to see it doing the same thing, only slightly more rapidly, and the belt that hung in front of it had begun to sway a few CM to each side.
I remember staring at my hands then having to go to the rest room.
Standing up was very hard.
It took me 5 attempts to stay standing up, as when I tried to get up I would fall back into the sitting position. after I was finally up I made it to the restroom fairly quickly as it was only across the hallway.
I walked in and decided it would be more wise to sit instead of trying to stand and coordinate myself.
As I sat I looked at the wall and as I was staring at very tiny black dot on the wall, as if somebody had removed a thumb tack, this little dot sprouted tiny legs and would push itself along the wall only to remain inthe same place, it was a very odd thing to watch, I may have sat there for 30 minutes or so just watching this little speck.
After revealing myself I stood up and washed my hands, but when I looked in the mirror the creature seemed unknown to me.
I knew it was me, but it looked so alien.
It's a hard feeling to explain, it felt more as if I was somebody else looking at myself.
I could distinctly see my veins under my skin, but they were blue and black instead of red. I looked at my arms and hands and anywhere I saw skin it looked alien to me. I passed it off and retreated to my room.
By this time it had to have been around 3am, but I was so out of it that I couldn't bring myself to raise my laptop again and I went to sleep, once I left the bathroom it was almost as if I was completely sober, I fell asleep instantly.
I woke up still feeling the body load, but my mind felt clear. I glanced over at the shirt to see it barely moving.
At this moment I somehow thought it was a good idea to take more, so I ate a bowl of cereal, wait and hour then consumed the rest of the bottle, (from what I remember it was around 625-700 mg)
I showered and got dressed and thought it a good idea to go chill with my friend. I take the bus to his house and I start to come up just before I leave the bus.
I remember getting off the bus and almost faceplanting as I stepped down the rear steps.
Everything looked dreamlike in the sun, colors more vivid. I got the distinct feeling that everything was beautiful. I don't remember walking to his house but I remember sitting on his bed, looking at the folds in the blankets and seeing transparent stringy beings sneak around. I also remember looking at the wall and seeing 3 boxes side by side, about a foot wide spaced a few inches apart, each missing a side or two in a green outline, they were 2d, as if somebody had painted on the wall, but when I looked away and looked back they had vanished. I hadn't told my friend how much I had taken, but he offered me more and I declined.
The next thing I remember is waking up in my bed feeling very sick, and my mind was very foggy.
I remember my aunt conversing with me through the door just as I woke up about how I forgot to call my boss and my boss called my aunt and that I was going to work that weekend.
I had no idea if it was a trip or not, and I didn't want to give her any signs that I was intoxicated during that time so I just thought it as true and planned to work that weekend (luckily it was an actual conversation as I did get to work that weekend)
I spent the next few days trying to piece together what had happened, I did not feel baseline sober until 2 days after this episode, and I believe it has left me with long term side effects. those two days were spent feeling like shit 24/7, as if I had just gotten past the worst part of a flu.
3 days after that trip as I fell asleep I was pulled into a state of Sleep Paralysis. I could not move but I was fully awake, face down in my pillow seeing only darkness. I then felt as if I was being mauled by a bear and pulled myself out of it, only to lay back down and repeat the experience. Episodes such as this have happened 5 times in the past 3 weeks and the worst part is I can feel when then are going to happen that night, it makes it VERY hard to even attempt to sleep.
I also developed HPPD, even now as I star at the shirt I can "see" it move ever so slightly, same for the belt.
I constantly find myself seeing things in my peripheral vision and having to check if they are real, such as dogs, cars, people. It's not very disruptive as I realize they are not real almost instantaneously, but it is quite nerve racking. The only thing I've found that helps with the Paralysis is smoking weed when I feel it coming. I still slip into the state of not being able to control my body, but I don't fall into the near death delusions and fall asleep almost normally.
After that horrible experience I vow'd to myself to never dive into DPH again.
I broke that vow twice already. But each left me feeling just as horrible after it and I now think I have overcome any willingness to use DPH recreationally.
Take what you will from my mistakes, and even though it is up to you in hte end, I would strongly advise against taking DPH more than once/low dose, all it does is make you feel stupid and delirious.
DPH has taught me a lesson, drugs are powerful, don't take them lightly.
--Edit
Something I forgot to mention. Throughout the trip I found myself blankly staring at things, no sound, no moment from me. I guess I would do this for long periods of time as while I was with my friend it seemed like he was asking me if I was OK every 3 minutes because I found talking not an activity that I wanted to do, and when I did talk it was usually short simple sentences with hand gestures to supplement them.
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