Has anyone ever expeireinced anything like this back in the day i would say maybe 4 years ago maybe longer when i used to smoke weed even a small amount I would get these crazy self analyizng thoughts like people hate me people think I'm stupid While i was high i became very introverted for a few years and i did alot of embarrassing things I have alienated family members and friends i have said stupid things to people I have acted very strangley while high on marijuana to the point that I was diagnosed with THC paranoia which i was prescribed risperdal for.But the strangest thing is when it started i was working my first ever job and it was a very stressful event that's when i first became heavy with anxiety and paranoia the job experience didn't go well and all of sudden weed would make me have these crazy thoughts about my job even after i quit my job the thoughts changed to even crazier things i even did 2 days in a psych clinic so what i am asking has anyone ever been through something like this for those of us who cant smoke the good mary jane anymore due to anxiety paranoia and psychosis is there any turning back will we be able to smoke again when we are in a better place in our lives and would others substance's such as mushrooms and ecstasy affect us the same way weed does? have there been any studies why this happens to people.
anyway thanks any feedback would be appreciated
bezel
anyway thanks any feedback would be appreciated
bezel
