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What ticks you off?

dilated_pupils said:
FUCKING CUNT - Fool me once shame on her, fool me twice WHAT THE FUCK YOU BITCH!

God I fucking hate this bitch - I thought she really was on my level, twice within one week I get fucked over by the same damn bitch, and it's my fucking fault for not realizing it sooner.

-dp
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Ya man. In situations like this, you just have to learn to walk away. I know it's hard, but you gotta do it. Don't even look back.
 
trancegirle said:
losing my emergency valium and not knowing if it's lost or if i took it!
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Okay what ticks me off more! Knowing i lost it, i need it for anxiety attacks and my doctor won't prescribe it to me unless i have "supervised care" because he knows all about my alcohol withdrawal hence problem hence he won't prescribe me any. I think it's the safety net of having it there to which calms me, i never take it hence emergency valium. SHIT!!
 
RedLeader said:
Ya man. In situations like this, you just have to learn to walk away. I know it's hard, but you gotta do it. Don't even look back.
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Yeah after like two days or so now it's been, I haven't called/texted her, and have stayed away from her. I'm done putting my heart out to people I think I can trust. The next girl I try to start a relationship with I am going to take it really slow, because now a days, and at my age, girls are just looking to get fucked, and that's it (and obviously so are a lot of guys, but I'd rather feel something for the girl I'm sleeping with rather than just have sex with a random bitch).

What's ticking me off tonight (well early morning now) is my constant use of cocaine (which I was very addicted too twice already, I started young at 15 and used heavily).

I get very potent stuff, for a good price, and usually friends throw in or pay for me so I don't even gotta pay for it (which is how my addiction blew up on me before, not having to pay).

I just want to find out if I'm going to jail or not (which hopefully will be on my next trial on the 29th of Sept). To be honest I think it would be good for me, but mentally I don't know if I could deal with it... but even if I do go, it wont be for too long so well have to see what happens.

In life, seek truth and you shall find your path in life no doubt about it...

-dp
 
How much money my fucking work takes from me... it's RIDICULOUS. I can not walk out of there without giving 50% of my money back no matter how good my tips are. I barely fucking managed to walk out of there with 50% of my cash with a $1,200 tip today... seriously if I did not have access to the clientele I do at this club and didn't like the atmosphere of the club I would leave, but there is nowhere in San Francisco I could make this kind of money the way I do.

Customers who tip me a dollar on stage... I usually do not even take that shit because it's insulting and seriously you obviously need that money more than I do (and the one dollars always look like they pulled it out from up their ass as well... seriously give me a dollar bill that isn't ripped, soggy, or crumpled up in a motherfucking ball.)

Customers who think it is acceptable to tip less than a dollar a person because they are a group. No motherfucker that does not excuse you.

Guys who don't buy me a drink when the waitress comes by. Yeah, it's kind of expensive but I explain as does she that I have to sell drinks or I pay for them and if I go over my quota I get a reduction in my fees. So seriously fucking tip me for sitting next to you half naked with my hand on your thigh making you feel awesome by buying me a drink... and also not being a seriously rude motherfucker sitting there drinking yours infront of me and making me feel like a cheap stripper. And honestly I work my ass off all night I probably am fucking thirsty! :(

Guys who try to negoriate prices with me or complain about the price of a dance. I am an intelligent and cultured and beautiful woman and this job has made me realize this for the first time in my life, and I work my ass off to make you feel good about yourself and get completely fucking naked for you. I am worth every dollar that a VIP or lap dance is and I am not going to settle for anything less, so get the fuck out of my face.
 
I cannot stand people who say they will be somewhere and 30 minutes later they show up, no phone calls - and normally bring MORE people who i dont even know.

No tolerance for anyone who mistreats animals - that shit burns me up big time.

Politics.

Women who don't find me attractive.
 
dude's who feel that sex is some sort of currency. I'm not proud to be a man when I meet these types who have conditions to their self-perceived 'kindness'. Makes me want to hurt a motherfucker
 
theartofwar said:
I cannot stand people who say they will be somewhere and 30 minutes later they show up, no phone calls - and normally bring MORE people who i dont even know.

No tolerance for anyone who mistreats animals - that shit burns me up big time.

Politics.

Women who don't find me attractive.
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All of what you stated I think ticks/pisses everyone off.

First off, I CANNOT stand people who can't be on time. My mother is so bad with it when I was younger and needed a ride at lets say 4pm, I'd say I needed a ride at 3:30 or so just so she would be there to get me. I'd always be the last to be picked up from sport practice etc.. But also, when it comes to drug dealers (when I was dealing I was ALWAYS on time and never ripped anyone off, prob. the most legit dealer you'd ever seen), it sucks when you're all hyped up to grab a ball of white and you drive an hour to get it and the person doesn't answer. And doctors... GOD, those damn doctors ALL of them take their damn time with patients. Which is a good thing, but taking too much time and sitting there talking bullshit back and forth is a waste of every persons time and money.

People who fuck with animals are usually sick in the head, for example young children (especially boys) who kill animals for fun tend to end up killing people when they're older. I'm not saying every little boy who killed a bunny turns out to be a serial killer, but killing animals at a young age is something that needs to be dealt with or it can turn someones life in a totally different direction.

Politics... don't even get me started. I believe in a lot of conspiracies not because I'm some crazy person, but because I've researched a lot of them and have actual proof (either seeing or hearing it) that they are true. My top one as of right now which will always mess my head up is the whole 9/11 cover-up. Go watch "September Clues" for free on their website, or on google videos. I guarantee it will change the way you look at our govt. and the 'elite' overall.

Women not finding you attractive... well I admit that does suck, but usually it comes down to your attitude, confidence (too much or too less), and charm. If you walk up to a beautiful women believing you will get her number, you will more than likely get it. However, some women are complete assholes and are very superficial and don't deserve anyone in their life as a companion.

Now... for what's ticking me off right now is the damn waiting for my trial! On this coming tuesday I will be finally having my trial for my 2 DUI's, and a minor theft charge. It's not looking too well, and I'm fine with that I have come to terms with the fact I'm more than likely going to jail. The thing that is bothering me is the waiting! I have been waiting over a year and a half now to get to this point! Not to mention around $15,000 later to top it all off. I just want it to be over with, I'm seriously going to just take the plea bargain I'm offered no matter what (unless it's completely ridiculous) and go to jail ASAP so I can get it over with and hopefully be able to get back to school next semester (I had to miss this semester already because of legal issues, I don't want to miss a whole year!).

Anyway sorry for the long post.

-dp
 
^^ gotta admit, the women comment was mainly just a poke at humor - I do improv and getting a girl to laugh has been a gift from god ;)

I will add another though - waiting for food to cool down when you haven't eaten forever!! Stupid hot wings lol.
 
theartofwar said:
^^ gotta admit, the women comment was mainly just a poke at humor - I do improv and getting a girl to laugh has been a gift from god ;)

I will add another though - waiting for food to cool down when you haven't eaten forever!! Stupid hot wings lol.
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Yeah I sort of took the whole women comment a bit far, but I was just in "reply mode" I guess haha. But it is true, women can be a bitch!

And yeah man, waiting for food to cool down does suck! Either you end up burning your tongue/roof of your mouth, or you can stop the microwave early and eat it a little cold in the middle just so you can eat it faster! Both suck though, I just want my food JUST right. And hot wings are the shit btw, I have a bar that has some banging food in my town, and they are known for their hot wings. They are a little over priced but very worth it, they have like 7 different flavors as well. I'm going a bit far with this but here is a short review of the place I'm talking about from a website:

The term “biker bar” may be a suitable label for the Harleysville Hotel, but one doesn’t need to wear leather chaps to gain entrance. All are welcome, especially the wing connoisseur. Serving up a wide variety of wing sauces, including suicide and garlic butter, the joint offers an $8.95 all-you-can-eat wing night every Wednesday. If you’re sensitive to cigarette smoke, you might want to consider carry-out as the bar area has roughly the same amount of fresh air as a chimney.
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-dp
 
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Finding out I have to go to jail... even though it's only a month.

Oh and having to be on probation/parole for 2 1/2 years DAMN random drug tests for so long! Maybe it's a Godsend though, maybe I'll stay clean and get my act together.

-dp
 
RedLeader said:
I don't like having to wait 30 minutes between the time I am served a coffee and when I can start drinking it without burning my mouth away. Or the alternative - watering it down with ice. Ice in hot coffee makes good coffee taste like instant cheap stuff. It's a lose-lose situation.
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Have you tried Dunkin's frozen cappuccinos? Holy shit they get me wired! I was getting two additional shots of espresso in them but it really wasn't necessary. They are pretty high power unadulterated
 
I have not. But everyone's been raving about Dunkin Donuts coffee lately. I am really sensitive to coffee (not all caffeine, just coffee), so really just a Starbucks tall gets me going for hours. And really just a fan of black coffee -- don't really get into all of the fancy stuff. I used to drink chai and regular lattes back when I worked for the company, but that was about it.

Today I had a grande and it was a bit too much. Thank goodness I had some L-Theanine in my bookbag, as this is a great OTC product for mitigating the nasty side-effects of coffee.
 
I may need to hit you up someday for some of your knowledge concerning vitamins and other supplements.

I take vitamins regularly and swear by them and would like to delve into other supplements as well
 
I only do standard pushups, handstand pushups, crunches and situps at the moment. I will be starting a pullup regimen shortly. Started jogging yesterday.

I would love a list like that! That would absolutely RULE!
 
I need to get on a good vitamin supplement plan myself, I'll have to write that down so I don't forget to do so along with other things I'm trying to get done ATM.

I'll be honest, today I'm not really pissed off/ticked off about anything (not that I can think of anyway). I'm feeling pretty decent for once, completely different than I used to feel. My new medication is really doing a great job, I am very surprised how well my mood has stabilized and how much more upbeat/optimistic I seem to be. I just hope it lasts, so far so good (it's been close to 3 months now, maybe a little more than that.

-dp
 
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