My roomate had planned to be out for the night leaving me alone in the apartment. I had procured some Molly via a legitimate source I've known for years. The Molly I get from my contact is never stepped on, always mega potent and pure as far as I can tell.
I started off early Saturday morning, cleaning my room washing clothes, just trying to ensure the most comfortable roll enviorment possible. Went and got somecandelas and incense for the night. Got all my favorite blu rays and games readily available. I stock up the mini fridge in my room with water, gatorade and juice.
At around 7pm I measured out 150mg of Molly on paper. Also measured two more 150mg doses which I put in gelcaps. My reasoning being that my initial dose would be just pouring the powder under my tongue and I would spare myself the nastyness with the follow up doses.
9:00pm sharp. I pour the 150mg under my tongue, the urge to spit it out or wash it down immediately is strong but not unexpected. I control the urge and let it absorb. I go ahead and try to distract my mind from the taste by busying myself lighting a few candles, incense, killing the lights and getting comfy.
9:15 my palms feel a little clammy, almost sweaty, my knuckles are begging to be popped. I start popping a few if my joints, feels good. Wall-E just came on HBOhd, never seen this before, I settle on my bed to watch it.
9:25 I'm feeling a little fluttery in my stomach and chest nothing mega noticable, just some slight come up feelings.
9:35 I look over and notice that when I was cleaning my room there is a bag of trash I forgot to take out to the dumpster
I pause Wall-E and get up to take it out. Its raining very lightly outside so I grab my hoodie and sneakers. Pitch black outside, I can smell cleanness of the rain on the grass and concrete.
The coolness of the weather is a welcome break from the 110 degree heat we've been having in Dallas. Walk down to the dumpster and drop off my garbage. On the walk back my sense of depth perception suddenly gets deeper. Parked cars that I know are only 10 feet away seem like they are 20 or 30 feet away.
Im noticing everything now with a bit more clarity. Puddles of water on the concrete sparkle and shimmer in a way that catches my eye. The rain is making its own music with the soft rustle of it falling on the trees/grass and soft metallic pinging on the tops of car hoods. My sense of hearing, sight and even smell is getting fairly amplified. I feel like a kid where everything is interesting to me no matter how small or insignificant.
I laugh softly to myself as I think its been too long since ive allowed myself to relax and just roll at home alone. Get back inside and start Wall-E up again.
9:50 My vision is getting a little shaky. I have to rewind Wall-E a little bit because I am now just realising that I just spent the past 10 min pulling off my hoodie and touching it, enjoying the texture of it instead of watching my movie. Im pretty high at this point, my vision is shaking and making watching the movie a little troublesome, but I just bear with it. My thoughts gravitate towards my life, my friends, family. My brain brings up past incidents that were generally unpleasant from my past. But just as quick as I can bring back those bad memories I also quickly dismiss them as life lessons that have simply made me
a little bit wiser.
10:10 Im feeling really good now, my entire body is warm to the touch, the insence in my room smells amazing. The candles I lit earlier are filling the room with a soft glow and throwing little halos of light off everything. Phone rings, its a friend of mine, we talk for a couple of minutes before he notices that something is off with me. I tell him im rolling to which he proceeds to laugh out loud at. He offers to bring some people over to my apartment if Im willing, I politely decline, I just want to be with my thoughts tonight. He understands, I promise to go hang out with him and his girl soon. Its a struggle to hang up the phone because I wanna talk his ear off, but I control myself and hang up. I cant stop by being enthralled by the neatness of my new Iphone, this thing is the coolest little toy.
10:25 The phone call and me playing with my Iphone afterwards reminds me, Ive missed a good chunk of my movie, my mind is wandering here and there. Feels good to let it go where it wants, Im a little put off that Im missing Wall-E. Movie seems pretty cool, but its recording so I can watch it later. Iphone reminds me, I want to hear some music right now. I go to my computer and turn on some light downtempo DnB.
While I am up at my computer desk, I go ahead and grab one of the two 150mg caps I had prepared before rolling. My vision is now shaking something fierce, a smiple thing like just walking back to the edge of my bed becomes slightly difficult, I walk into my bed instead of stopping just short of it. My vision is shaking so badly now that the entire room is one big blur. It's a soft warm blur, but a blur never the less.
10:45 I'm going to take a shower, why? Why not. Woah! Maybe this was a bad idea, sensory overload, the water feels way good on my skin, I didn't turn on the lights so I'm showering in complete darkness, can't tell if my vision is still shaking cause I can't see anything, but I'm most def having visual halucinations. Even though the shower is pitch black, I'm seeing small explosions of light all around my peripheral vision. Darting my eyes left or right trying to catch them only causes them to intensify. Visual halucinations seem to be tied into the sounds of water hitting inside the shower.
11:10 woah, getting out of the shower or the second cap has intensified my roll, I'm not sure which. I'm peaking pretty hard now. I want to share this with someone, but calling random people up at 11pm on a sat doesn't seem like a wise choice to me, I decided to roll alone and i'm determined to stick by my guns.
11:30 DnB mix is either repeating or still going, can't tell. Decide to try and watch wall-e to completion this time.
12:00 still peaking pretty hard. I've plateaued out, I'm not going to get much higher than this. Kinda wishing I had a little bit of bud to smoke, meh, whatever. This movie is hillarious.
12:45 movie is nearing completion, I say "yay" and very literally tell myself "good job" fir staying on task and finishing the movie. I'm surprised I'm still peaking pretty hard, wondering when I'll start to come down.
1:00 I'm kicking myself for breaking up with my girfriend two weeks earlier, kinda craving human touch right now. Oh well, i'd love to be able to love up on a girlfriend in this state, but the headache she causes me isn't worth it I think to myself.
1:20 movie is over, I decide I want to take a walk around my apartment complex. It's stopped raining but everything is still wet and clean smelling. A trio of women are out at the pool drinking what looks like wine and just chatting. One of the women is drunker than the rest and is literally trying to get into the pool fully clothed.
Her friends are trying to talk her out of it and restrain her but she's adament that she's fine. She sees me walking by laughing at this ridiculous
situation and laughing, she cries out "sir help, these bitches are trying to rape me!" I state that's hot and ask if I can watch. Everyones laughing.
2:00 I go back inside already having my fill of exploration. I can feel myself coming down a little bit, vision isn't shaking anymore but i still feel damn good. Time for some videogames.
2:20 this isn't working out. My cordination is shot to hell. Even though I'm coming down, still making sure to stay hydrated.
2:45 I'm still rolling but I can sense the trip is almost at it's end. I contemplate taking the other capsule but decide against it. A 4 to 5 hour roll is enough, there's no use trying to extend it even more, that would just be a waste if Molly.
3:30 nothing on cable. I'm back to feeling like I was at around 10. I'm high but it's totally manageable. Probably time to go to bed.
4:00 I blow out the candles, kill the tv. Crawl into bed satisfied that ive had a long productive day and one hell of a good night. I can still kind of see some very light visual halucinations behind my closed eyes. I chuckle lighty to myself thinking back to the woman jokingly calling out "rape" at the pool. I fall fast asleep.
I wake up afterwards around 10am. No real cracked out feeling. I feel great. I go for a walk around the neighborhood, air is still cool from the nights previous rain. Great experience, will do again sometime soon, maybe this time with some friends.
-Michael
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I started off early Saturday morning, cleaning my room washing clothes, just trying to ensure the most comfortable roll enviorment possible. Went and got somecandelas and incense for the night. Got all my favorite blu rays and games readily available. I stock up the mini fridge in my room with water, gatorade and juice.
At around 7pm I measured out 150mg of Molly on paper. Also measured two more 150mg doses which I put in gelcaps. My reasoning being that my initial dose would be just pouring the powder under my tongue and I would spare myself the nastyness with the follow up doses.
9:00pm sharp. I pour the 150mg under my tongue, the urge to spit it out or wash it down immediately is strong but not unexpected. I control the urge and let it absorb. I go ahead and try to distract my mind from the taste by busying myself lighting a few candles, incense, killing the lights and getting comfy.
9:15 my palms feel a little clammy, almost sweaty, my knuckles are begging to be popped. I start popping a few if my joints, feels good. Wall-E just came on HBOhd, never seen this before, I settle on my bed to watch it.
9:25 I'm feeling a little fluttery in my stomach and chest nothing mega noticable, just some slight come up feelings.
9:35 I look over and notice that when I was cleaning my room there is a bag of trash I forgot to take out to the dumpster
I pause Wall-E and get up to take it out. Its raining very lightly outside so I grab my hoodie and sneakers. Pitch black outside, I can smell cleanness of the rain on the grass and concrete.
The coolness of the weather is a welcome break from the 110 degree heat we've been having in Dallas. Walk down to the dumpster and drop off my garbage. On the walk back my sense of depth perception suddenly gets deeper. Parked cars that I know are only 10 feet away seem like they are 20 or 30 feet away.
Im noticing everything now with a bit more clarity. Puddles of water on the concrete sparkle and shimmer in a way that catches my eye. The rain is making its own music with the soft rustle of it falling on the trees/grass and soft metallic pinging on the tops of car hoods. My sense of hearing, sight and even smell is getting fairly amplified. I feel like a kid where everything is interesting to me no matter how small or insignificant.
I laugh softly to myself as I think its been too long since ive allowed myself to relax and just roll at home alone. Get back inside and start Wall-E up again.
9:50 My vision is getting a little shaky. I have to rewind Wall-E a little bit because I am now just realising that I just spent the past 10 min pulling off my hoodie and touching it, enjoying the texture of it instead of watching my movie. Im pretty high at this point, my vision is shaking and making watching the movie a little troublesome, but I just bear with it. My thoughts gravitate towards my life, my friends, family. My brain brings up past incidents that were generally unpleasant from my past. But just as quick as I can bring back those bad memories I also quickly dismiss them as life lessons that have simply made me
a little bit wiser.
10:10 Im feeling really good now, my entire body is warm to the touch, the insence in my room smells amazing. The candles I lit earlier are filling the room with a soft glow and throwing little halos of light off everything. Phone rings, its a friend of mine, we talk for a couple of minutes before he notices that something is off with me. I tell him im rolling to which he proceeds to laugh out loud at. He offers to bring some people over to my apartment if Im willing, I politely decline, I just want to be with my thoughts tonight. He understands, I promise to go hang out with him and his girl soon. Its a struggle to hang up the phone because I wanna talk his ear off, but I control myself and hang up. I cant stop by being enthralled by the neatness of my new Iphone, this thing is the coolest little toy.
10:25 The phone call and me playing with my Iphone afterwards reminds me, Ive missed a good chunk of my movie, my mind is wandering here and there. Feels good to let it go where it wants, Im a little put off that Im missing Wall-E. Movie seems pretty cool, but its recording so I can watch it later. Iphone reminds me, I want to hear some music right now. I go to my computer and turn on some light downtempo DnB.
While I am up at my computer desk, I go ahead and grab one of the two 150mg caps I had prepared before rolling. My vision is now shaking something fierce, a smiple thing like just walking back to the edge of my bed becomes slightly difficult, I walk into my bed instead of stopping just short of it. My vision is shaking so badly now that the entire room is one big blur. It's a soft warm blur, but a blur never the less.
10:45 I'm going to take a shower, why? Why not. Woah! Maybe this was a bad idea, sensory overload, the water feels way good on my skin, I didn't turn on the lights so I'm showering in complete darkness, can't tell if my vision is still shaking cause I can't see anything, but I'm most def having visual halucinations. Even though the shower is pitch black, I'm seeing small explosions of light all around my peripheral vision. Darting my eyes left or right trying to catch them only causes them to intensify. Visual halucinations seem to be tied into the sounds of water hitting inside the shower.
11:10 woah, getting out of the shower or the second cap has intensified my roll, I'm not sure which. I'm peaking pretty hard now. I want to share this with someone, but calling random people up at 11pm on a sat doesn't seem like a wise choice to me, I decided to roll alone and i'm determined to stick by my guns.
11:30 DnB mix is either repeating or still going, can't tell. Decide to try and watch wall-e to completion this time.
12:00 still peaking pretty hard. I've plateaued out, I'm not going to get much higher than this. Kinda wishing I had a little bit of bud to smoke, meh, whatever. This movie is hillarious.
12:45 movie is nearing completion, I say "yay" and very literally tell myself "good job" fir staying on task and finishing the movie. I'm surprised I'm still peaking pretty hard, wondering when I'll start to come down.
1:00 I'm kicking myself for breaking up with my girfriend two weeks earlier, kinda craving human touch right now. Oh well, i'd love to be able to love up on a girlfriend in this state, but the headache she causes me isn't worth it I think to myself.
1:20 movie is over, I decide I want to take a walk around my apartment complex. It's stopped raining but everything is still wet and clean smelling. A trio of women are out at the pool drinking what looks like wine and just chatting. One of the women is drunker than the rest and is literally trying to get into the pool fully clothed.
Her friends are trying to talk her out of it and restrain her but she's adament that she's fine. She sees me walking by laughing at this ridiculous
situation and laughing, she cries out "sir help, these bitches are trying to rape me!" I state that's hot and ask if I can watch. Everyones laughing.
2:00 I go back inside already having my fill of exploration. I can feel myself coming down a little bit, vision isn't shaking anymore but i still feel damn good. Time for some videogames.
2:20 this isn't working out. My cordination is shot to hell. Even though I'm coming down, still making sure to stay hydrated.
2:45 I'm still rolling but I can sense the trip is almost at it's end. I contemplate taking the other capsule but decide against it. A 4 to 5 hour roll is enough, there's no use trying to extend it even more, that would just be a waste if Molly.
3:30 nothing on cable. I'm back to feeling like I was at around 10. I'm high but it's totally manageable. Probably time to go to bed.
4:00 I blow out the candles, kill the tv. Crawl into bed satisfied that ive had a long productive day and one hell of a good night. I can still kind of see some very light visual halucinations behind my closed eyes. I chuckle lighty to myself thinking back to the woman jokingly calling out "rape" at the pool. I fall fast asleep.
I wake up afterwards around 10am. No real cracked out feeling. I feel great. I go for a walk around the neighborhood, air is still cool from the nights previous rain. Great experience, will do again sometime soon, maybe this time with some friends.
-Michael
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