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TDS Photo Thread; Round 5 Babies!

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ocean said:
And Red, why are you such a stranger in these parts? :(
I know it is probably that life is good and I am happy for that reason- but I sure miss ya!
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If only life were good. If only you were correct...

I'm kind of more in a "denial" than an "open" state right now concerning my depression and struggles. Not least, because I'm kind of caught up on self-preservation as a theme, and don't know if I can maintain that while being active in such an open climate for people like me. It's common for me to supress stuff when I know that I want to be productive IRL. I know that's far from proper treatment, but right now I'm simply too afraid to open up.

Hence I haven't posted much in TDS recently. I feel guilty, yes, because I know in my heart that I really do enjoy helping other people to the best of my abilties. But again, right now it's kind of bottling up, as opposed to me feeling the need to talk. And I aplogize to you, as well to anyone else, who misses my contributions to this forum.

As much as I want to maintain this quasi-control, I know it's only a matter of time before I'll be back here much more. I admire everyone here who can post daily and indefinately be exposed to sadnesses of others, which can quickly remind you of elements of yourself. I really do. :) <3
 
Redleader said:
If only life were good. If only you were correct...

I'm kind of more in a "denial" than an "open" state right now concerning my depression and struggles. Not least, because I'm kind of caught up on self-preservation as a theme, and don't know if I can maintain that while being active in such an open climate for people like me. It's common for me to suppress stuff when I know that I want to be productive IRL. I know that's far from proper treatment, but right now I'm simply too afraid to open up.
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Me too, RL. Despite the change in title I'm still the same person who loves this community and most of the people in it. I am in full-on self-preservation mode and adjusting to some pretty big changes. But good things I never expected and outpourings of love, concern and support I never knew existed were waiting for me once I jumped that last hurdle. The future is bright for me -- and I hope that is so for you and everyone here as well.
 
ocean said:
Nice to see you back around Miss Hollywood!
I haven't seen you in TDS lately! :)
Hope you have been doing well!

And Red, why are you such a stranger in these parts? :(
I know it is probably that life is good and I am happy for that reason- but I sure miss ya!
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Thanks Ocean!:) Its good to be back! I missed my Bluelighter friends!;)
I've been good,still clean even though I have a few stumbles here and there!Still looking for a job without much sucess,this economy bites!LOL!How have you been babe?
 
Sunset storm

The view from my living room window on July 25th, 2009.

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2816 x 2112 is the size on one of them, they will still look great resized to 30% or even less and it will be kind to folks with limited band width. Great pics Dopamine_Cowboy!
 
Enki said:
2816 x 2112 is the size on one of them, they will still look great resized to 30% or even less and it will be kind to folks with limited band width. Great pics Dopamine_Cowboy!
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Thanks! Watching that storm was the most fun I've had sober in a long time. :)

I will resize and repost...




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This is an awesome old plantation home (split into apts) that i used to live in & might move into again!
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footscrazy said:
I love your old pictures OD, this one is so cool, really arty.
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thanks footscrazy. I've been in touch with old friends from that time period and hopefully they will be sending me more. The one girl was studying to be a photographer of some sort (but I'm not sure if she is the one who took that pic)

Black and white definitely adds a little something to photos.
 
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