curvygal19
Bluelighter
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- Mar 27, 2009
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I have never had trouble with drugs until I discovered mephedrone.
I have personally found this to be the most addictive and compulsive drug I have ever encountered and have never found myself in such situations with other drugs that I have with mephedrone. For example I will find myself recovering from a big weekend binge midweek (say Tuesday/Wednesday) and then I am straight back to sniffing until Monday morning. I will be visiting my dad or family friends only to be finding myself sneaking off at every occasion to have the odd line. Never in my life have I stayed up all night taking drugs without sleep and going into work only sniffing more and more to feel "normal".
As much as I find this drug pleasurable and see how many satisfied customers it brings, the classification of this as an illegal drug would probably be the best thing for me mentally and physically. People will say slow down and to be sensible but I actually can't as that is just how I am as a person!
For me after I have done 2 x 250mg of Meph, anything else I take has no noticeable effects on me, no good feelings anyway but of course it will keep me awake longer.
So it confuses me when I see people using it for dyas on end and still getting desired effects from it.
If I bought in bulk I would however take some every evening I am sure so I only buy 1 gram at a time and this does me for 2 evening/nights a week.
I was also the same with MDMA years ago, everyone I knew used to tell me it is not addictive but I really found it addictive and in the end would not even socialise on it or go to clubs, used to just like being at home alone on it.
Used to get less and less sleep so I felt rough at work but even then all I could think about was taking more that night, stupid!
No other drugs then or now interest me like, weed, coke, speed. Just Meph now.