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We Worship The Sun- All Hail Dionysius- PD Lodge Ov Kaos

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uniter said:
What is it with people ripping their clothes off when they flip out? Is it some kind of primal instinct or something?

Whenever I'm in a bad spot I'll retreat to a quiet place where I can be alone with myself. What is it with people flipping out, getting violent and running around naked? That's always confused me.
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It depends what a 'bad spot' is really. If you've utterly lost touch with reality, then its hard to control your actions- I have sadly enough been one of those whom you speak off :( Didn't get violent, but did get naked-ish and ranted. Was arrested :D I actually almost always like to end up naked if I'm tripping hard, though I can usually exercise the self control not too....but eh, whats not to love about running around with your dick flying in the wind? ;) :D
 
swilow said:
It depends what a 'bad spot' is really. If you've utterly lost touch with reality, then its hard to control your actions- I have sadly enough been one of those whom you speak off :( Didn't get violent, but did get naked-ish and ranted. Was arrested :D I actually almost always like to end up naked if I'm tripping hard, though I can usually exercise the self control not too....but eh, whats not to love about running around with your dick flying in the wind? ;) :D
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=D Me too actually. If it's really warm and I'm tripping, stripping down certainly feels nice. :)

Just never done it around too many people ;)

But yeah, I suppose it could happen if you don't know what's what.
 
fastandbulbous said:
2C-D - it's what 2C-B wants to be when it grows up IMO! =D
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Oh yes. Its like 2c-b except crystal clear and feather light. :)

swilow said:
but eh, whats not to love about running around with your dick flying in the wind? ;) :D
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Haha except certain chemicals are not flattering to the size of your johnson, and cause what I like to call the 'shrivel effect'. LSD and MDMA are two particularly bad offenders in that category.
 
Roger&Me said:
Haha except certain chemicals are not flattering to the size of your johnson, and cause what I like to call the 'shrivel effect'. LSD and MDMA are two particularly bad offenders in that category.
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OH god I totally forgot about that aspect lol. Psychedelics give me massive shrinkage. My first few times doing MDMA is probably the smallest I've ever seen my wang. Feels weird going for a leak and holding onto it in that shriveled state. :\
 
UGH, It's been the coldest summer up here. :|

We had a cold spring, we had a week or two of summer warmth and it's been cold again ever since, WTF? We usually have nice, hot summers, but this year has been the pits. The river is also the highest I think I've ever seen it. We've had so much rain.
 
Well, tis bout midday down southe ere, but fucking cold as. Frosty grass and whatnot earlier, me not like- huddled in warm room listening to music :)
 
so yesterday I took 30mg of 2CB and went for a walk in the park and watched the sun go down over the reservoir. it was a lovely day, very bright and pleasant and pretty and warm ... i've been under a lot of stress lately, and have not been doing a lot of psychedelics, in fact I haven't tripped in a few months. it's odd, whenever i'm going through a rough spot in my life, my first instinct is to shy away from psychedelics, out of fear of where they might take me. but, at the darkest times in my life, where psychedelics take me has been almost uniformly good, as it was yesterday. i felt total calm and psychedelic warmth and my perceptual field and mind gently opened and widened, with rainbows flitting about everywhere and the water and trees breathing in and out ... in the past i'd considered this an overrated compound*, but on this trip, color me impressed. i see why shulgin sings it's praises so. i had a really nice time walking around the reservoir track, sitting under trees, and then taking the city bus back home and watching the urban landscape change as we got closer to our destination and the neighborhood changed ... when i'm depressed, i can hole myself up in a bedroom and feel incredibly lonely even in a city of millions; at that moment, i felt connected, by virtue of being a living breathing human organism, to all of them ... everything that is going on in my life right now flashed before my eyes and i looked on my various interpersonal entanglement with love rather than the cynicism that i'm often so tempted to bring ... everything seemed infused with warmth and life ... it was remarkable and very, very therapeutic. healing even.

now of course i'm back to sobriety, and feeling the grays again, but i'm still getting those flashes of what i experienced just yesterday. all that jazz about opening the door but not pushing you through, etc., etc. but i feel reconnected somehow, to the tripping state, which i'd been putting off lately cause i've been fraught with anxiety ... and reconnected generally, with the parts of myself that are full of love and peace and hope ... and with everyone around me ... this is what psychedelics are for.

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^ this is the view i had

the 2cb, a compound of which i'm not really that big a fan, was really nice; this trip really brought out characteristics of the 2cb that i remember more from the amphetamine side of the family than from the iodo- and the ethyl- which are more geometrics,fractals,etc. IME while the 2cb had rainbows that were reminiscent of doc (haven't tried either 2cc or dob that i might compare, unfortunately)... and some generic shift-and-morph type visuals when concentrating, on, say, the trees...so it was not visually spectacular; but rather, it made a beautiful day a perfect day visually, it did a lot to enhance what was there. mentally i found it extraordinarily lucid, i was very close to baseline functionally, but the same warmth that pervaded by senses also seemed to warm my consciousness and i gently glided out of my day-to-day, which lately has been fraught with anxiety and depression, unfortunately ... but the 2cb was great medicine for that,whether it is fleeting or not remains to be seen, but in a way my hope is restored a little in psychedelics, which is a topic on which lately i've been getting a little cynical. that state that i was in yesterday is very special to me, and i hadn't experienced it for a while ... so thank you dr shulgin, thank you to the line of unseen hands that connected me to this particular physical manifestation of one of his molecules, and thank each and every one of you for being you, a part of the movement that says maybe, just maybe, this state is something worthwhile. god bless each and every one of you, love and light, in lak'ech', namaste, --SKL
 
Glad to hear you had a great time, SKL. I agree that 2C-B seems to be very therapeutic, I'm sure it would be a great aide to other forms of therapy as well. Good stuff. :)

Always love seeing your posts, man. They're always an interesting and insightful read. Its a rare treat to see you post around here nowadays. <3
 
^ Haha yeah it is. Inland Jaws. Just like how Tremors is a Desert Jaws with monsters.
 
Hey PD! I'm back from my ~2 week vacation. I had a lot of fun... my wife and I went to northern Wisconsin (the UP) with my family (grandma, parents, little brother and 2 of his friends, and little sister), and also one of my best friends. My siblings are finally both the age where they're partying and such... my brother is 18 and my sister is 23, and we stayed up and partied every night. It was a bit chilly and rainy, but still awesome. And the last night, my friend and I had some DOM and 2C-B, his first time for both compounds (he's not a big tripper). It was a fantastic night... for the first time the clouds parted and the sky became completely clear and the amount of stars we could see was mindblowing. We got on the boat and went to the middle of the lake (it's on a chain of 7 lakes) and floated with the lights off, and went into space. He's been battling depression for years and years and we had some good, and hopefully healing, discussions.

I drove about 2000 miles in total for this vacation. Totally worth it. :)

uniter said:
OH god I totally forgot about that aspect lol. Psychedelics give me massive shrinkage. My first few times doing MDMA is probably the smallest I've ever seen my wang. Feels weird going for a leak and holding onto it in that shriveled state. :\
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Yeah, MDMA is bad. All psychedelics used to give me shrinkage, but as I've gotten more experience with them I've found some of them to be fantastic for sex. I've had the best luck with DOC, DOM (any DOX really but especially DOC), 2C-B, and actually 2C-E sometimes too. But you've got to do the work to put yourself in the right frame of mind.

uniter said:
I love fires too. Ever since I was young I've spent a lot of time around bonfires and had a woodstove in the house for heat in the winter.

For the last 10 years I've been keeping the house warm and am pretty much given the title of firemaster when I'm at a bonfire. I build em good. :) I was at a bonfire saturday night absolutely drunk beyond belief; I haven't been that drunk in years and I was still doing a good job. lol

When we have scrap wood like an old barn door we'll put it on the fire and dance on it =D
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Yeah, I'm also awesome at fires. The last night of my vacation we had a bonfire. I built it early in the day while it was dry (it had been raining a lot although it didn't that night as it turned out) and covered it with a tarp. I built it in layers so that all I had to do was light the newspaper underneath in a couple of places and the whole thing lit up within 15 seconds, and produced hot coals within maybe 20 minutes.

Roger&Me said:
Hi guise. :) I hope you all are doing well.

I'm back from Rothbury, and I can safely say that I had the greatest time of my life. There is nothing on this planet as powerful as the experience of being in the smoky wooked-out pit that is the floor at a Dead show.

The experience I had was spiritual to say the least. On 5 doses of LSD, and a quarter gram of molly consumed at the set break, and two large hits of deamsters consumed during the U.S. Blues encore and fireworks finale -- coming back to my senses enough by the time they were well into Not Fade Away, just in time for us (the audience) to sing "My love will not fade away" to them, at the very end of what will probably be their last show. I melted into the group mind. I understood it all in a whole new way. And when Mickey Hart ended the show by saying "take some of this goodness back home with you and do something good with it," I was absolutely glowing. I knew deep down inside, at that moment, that we're at the doorstep of an exciting new era for humanity; an era of peace, love, and solidarity.

I have a trip report in the works for my Rothbury adventure, but I have so many thoughts it might take me a while to articulate. One things for sure, though: LOVE is all you need.

Peace, all. <3
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Awesome post. <3 :) And SKL too.

Solipsys said:
Excuse me sirs but which 2C would you plug for a nice but not too physically taxing trip?
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2C-B or 2C-I probably. 2C-D if I had it. I also find plugged 2C-E to be quite forgiving physically, although definitely not light overall.

Oh, you guys should check this out. My little brother played me this song while we were on vacation. It was cracking me the fuck up. :D

I'm On a Boat
 
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