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Meth/Amphetamines: Serious Discussion Only

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^ It never chilled me out. I was a hyped out psycho when i would smoke it. Ugh, i was so off my face, everything goes so quickly. I was fucked in the head. To say the least.....
 
I'm chilled don't want to move but am an absolute motor mouth and always fiddling with something.
Went so over the top past 3 nights my tolerance is insane. Me and a mate had almost an ounce between us.
Thing is even before I started using daily, I was using .5 to a g a night with no problem, have always needed a few points to get me started. Annoying!
Can thrash more in a night than the boys.
Feeling so brain dead and lethargic/sore right now need bed but can't until afternoon
 
You sound scattered as claire. Its funny because everyone who uses meth knows what the comedown is like, but its always a good idea to have more when your off your tits.. lol
 
Yep having more til I knock myself out a bit later. Haven't eaten or slept in 3.5 days can't be good for me. Well I had fruit salad better than nothing.
I am insanely scattered smoke looks like it is rising off objects. No paranoia though don't get that often
 
pill_phreak said:
Were you a long term user hayz?
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Yes, and it was a complete fucking waste of my life.

Once i come down, then the lethargy kicks in and like claire, i just cannot physically move. I start to shake ALOT, and the sleep deprivation makes my eyes twitch and blur. Ugh, i have to get out of this thread.
 
I remember once i literally slept for 18 hours a day for a week after weeks of binging .. its kinda like there is a balance where the downtime and uptime cancel each other out.
 
What is methamphetamine? Im in the uk and i haven't really heard much about it. We have crack,is meth something similar to this?
Ive also heard meth referred to as speed. Here in the uk speed is amphetamine sulphate(?) Its a powder or paste that you can snort,swallow,shoot whatever takes you fancy. I dont think it can be smoked though and Ive read here that meth can be smoked. *confused*
So i guess what im asking is - Is meth just another name for a drug we already have over here like crack or speed aka amphetamine paste/powder?

Or is methamphetamine a totally new drug that just hasn't hit my backwater town in the north yet!? I realise some might think this a stupid question but i genuinely am confused about what meth actually is. I'd be chuffed if anyone could help me out on this :) Please dont shout at me for my ignorance
 
pill_phreak said:
Does meth chill everyone out, or is that an effect only some people get from it? Just curious? I am asking because i feel extremely relaxed while on it, but some of my friends just get really excited and pumped up..
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I always get super relaxed from it, and that's why I used to like 'speed' better. (I know it's all methamphetamine in Aus). Just because meth was so intense for me that it seemed to just put me in my own little world where I was content to just sit there for days!

Haha Claire I hallunicate the same thing when I've been up to long - especially when I close my eyes all I see is that swirling smoke... Either that or when I close my eyes I'll see the pokies reels going down time after time!

I think Meth dose excersise you mind in good and bad ways,
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Haha, if by exercise you mean destroy, then yes :\
 
ugh I got fucked, I should know by now not to go though anything but my regular but how fucked am I I didn't want my guy to know how mich I've been using lately... My toleranCe has gone up so much, nothing compared to most because for some reAson even after more than 5 years on this shit by body is still relatively sensitive to it...

Anyway I bought this shit and thought it wAs good becaue it was just big rocks but I've almost gone through it and it's not been very good :p and this would be the perfect time for me to detox since I can't work but here I am planning to spend the rest of my money on more shit this fucking drug has me by the neck and I hate it.
 
Yeah, I think meth is more addictive than heroin.I've done meth twice. The only reason why I didn't get hooked was cause i couldn't get any more. The dealer noticed that I was already super thin, like 105lbs/5'4 and said no way I will sell you any. I guess I was lucky in a way, but I was definitely pissed at the time. Once I as on it, it was all I could think about. More, more, more, it was like I was hypnotized.

Heroin gets you addicted over time. You have to keep doing it for a while to get hooked. With meth it seems that the addiction is instant.

I had an argument with a friend and he really pissed me off. It was about the addictive properties of meth and heroin. He knows I was addicted to heroin and he said that he could never get addicted to anything cuz he only tries stuff that he knows he won't get addicted to. well, he fucking tried meth. I guess he thinks he is invincible but I think the only reason he didn't get addicted is cuz he had no money and couldn't buy more. He said he would never try heroin cuz he knows how addictive it is and he knows himself, but he fucking tried meth. :X:!

Really pissed me off cuz he was acting like he is above addiction. Like some people on here talk. It's just the fact that you try an addictive drug, whether its meth or heroin, that makes you susceptible to addiction. Doesn't matter which you try. IF you let yourself try either meth or heroin, then you are no better than me. I really hate people who think they are above other people and yet do the same stupid shit as others. When they get lucky and nothing bad happens they think nothing bad happened cuz they are better than others. Bullshit. I really hate this kind of mentality. :X:!

Sorry for the long retarded rant. I really had to get it off my chest. It was bothering me.
 
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^^ Fuck yes it's addictive. I had some before work this morning and it was an entire.... 5 minutes before I had some more. Then a looooooooong 15 minutes before I had more. If I didn't have to get to work on time I would have gone through everything I had >.> <.<

I'd probably use a lot more if it didn't cost an arm and a leg and the quality here wasn't so aweful!
 
mrs_mia_wallace said:
I hope you feel better soon too! <3

I didn't ration my xanax very well :( and ran out when it started to not get good (about eight or nine hours ago). I have some klonopin but I'm so not a regular benzo user, is it bad to mix the two?
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Maybe ask your dealer for more xanax. I remember when I used to binge on coke xanax was a god send. I'd take some and be asleep in a little while. Coke comedowns were horrible,similar to meth comedowns. These days I don't do stimulants unless I have benzos or sleeping pills on hand.

I don't think mixing kpins and xanax is bad, the only thing to watch for is how much you take. I don't think those two have a negative interaction, just have to be careful you don't take too much cuz they are both downers so the amount you take is the thing to watch.

I'd personally just take the separately. Take xanax one day and then kpins the next.

Seriously, ask your dealer to get you some benzos. 3.5 days of no sleep is some serious stuff. I know how hard it is to fall asleep on meth and those benzos will really halp you sleep.
 
evryone read plz!!!!

**hAyzzZZ** said:
Ugh, i have to get out of this thread.
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this is wat im starting to get concerned about
as u will hav noticed i hav editted out a few posts due to glorification of methamphetamine

if u r a speed/meth user and u dont feel u hav a problem/dont want to stop, i wud like to say one thing - b very careful wat u say in here
this thread is a sanctuary for addicts/recovering addicts to give each other help/support/advice, not to post things like 'oh i luv meth - it makes me feel wonderful....i just smoked some with my friend and i feel great!'

that triggers a lot of ppl including me, and as the main mod that manages/oversees this thread i do not want this place turning into an unsafe thread for ppl such as myself and other addicts/recovering addicts who just want to stop!

in future if ppl post triggering posts in here i will remove the post altogether and PM u asking that u dont do this again
if the same user goes ahead and posts more triggering BS, it will b dealt with more seriously as removing the same posts over and over is a waste of my time

there r many forums where u can glorify the use of meth - i wud recommend if u r happy with ur meth use u stick with DC/OD/etc

thank u to those who read and respected that!

as for the 'im too smart to get addicted BS', i hav an example of that in my own friendship circle

my (now clean) friend laura used to call me 'weak' and 'pathetic' wen i was using and she wasnt - she said there was 'no such thing as addiction' just 'lack of willpower'

well she got bit in the ass wen oneday she got drunk and tried smoking P with me and her cousin (the one i refer to as 'friend X') and started regularly using it, at first with me and friend X, plus a few of our other mates, chelsea, holly and alannah

eventually she ended up using evryday with as heavy an addiction as her cousin (a well-known methhead)

no one is immune to methamphetamine, which is why i want this thread kept safe

ill also add, if u cant handle stims without benzos, ur best without stims, if u use the stims daily, cos ultimately that means u end up using the benzos daily too
and benzos may not b as psychologically addictive as meth, but they sure put u thru hell in back if u ever end up physically dependant
 
all gd mate - u now know and understand
i wasnt reprimanding anyone, just letting u all know the intentions of this thread :)
 
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