Euphorigenic, entactogenic, non-toxic, non-hallucinogenic tryptamine(s)?

[Tsukasa]

^ I've never gotten that from 5-meo-mipt. Theirs nothing near ego-loss at recreational doses, any way you take it.

and mescaline is the shit.

 

[echinopsis]

^ I've never gotten that from 5-meo-mipt. Theirs nothing near ego-loss at recreational doses, any way you take it.

and mescaline is the shit.

it sure is

I know he doesn't want hallucinations, but he should consider mescaline, the visuals are really subtle, but it will make you fall in love with nature if you take it out in nature

I get the impression though that he doesn't want to work for this feeling, and hoping that the right drug will hit the spot doesn't sound healthy to me. drugs should accompany life, not be the reason for it.

 

[Whatsamatau]

I'ld suggest a DPT or 5-MeO-DMT (snorted) trip from time to time + find something to be passionate about, a hobby, going on trips with friends or something.

And lots of sleep. Without enough sleep, I can relate to your feelings of detachment and desinterest.

I've only had one experience with DPT in which 50 - 60 mgs was snorted in bumps over about 15 minutes. I really never hallucinated but I can't remember having such wonderful euphoria and body rushes since taking MDA years ago.

I should write a trip report (spontaneous songs about the beautiful little birdies came out from nowhere)

Unfortunately, I feel I'm exactly in the same mental state as the OP. I've self medicated myself for decades with alcohol and weed. My body says I can't do the alcohol anymore, but I can't enjoy smoking dope by itself due to the the anxiety it generates. I need to fix my shit, I don't think I can stand this much longer.

 

[permastoned]

I've only had one experience with DPT in which 50 - 60 mgs was snorted in bumps over about 15 minutes. I really never hallucinated but I can't remember having such wonderful euphoria and body rushes since taking MDA years ago.

I should write a trip report (spontaneous songs about the beautiful little birdies came out from nowhere)

Unfortunately, I feel I'm exactly in the same mental state as the OP. I've self medicated myself for decades with alcohol and weed. My body says I can't do the alcohol anymore, but I can't enjoy smoking dope by itself due to the the anxiety it generates. I need to fix my shit, I don't think I can stand this much longer.

hang in there.