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your biggest drug heartbreak

60 bag and my first ever bowl. I got her myself and she was pretty =[. Parents decided to do the honors in flushing/smashing.


I've been kinda surprised with my luck though I mean ive never gotten ripped [got the best deal on really SMOOTH rolls and a decent deal on some acid (which I later tried to give a man directions under the influence of ha)] Well come to think of it we used to pay WAY too much for "bomb heads yooo" during our naivety and inexperience. I had a cop follow me while I was on BLASTED on weed and just coming up on acid in the suburbs near my buds house. The best part was I had like 2g of White Widow on me, right in my pocket. We had just smoked a bunch [ha as if you can] and were getting really anxious. I mean we live in MA and its decrim now so its chill but still dealing with the hassle and losing that bud would have been a tear-jerker. Oh my friend blowing on some adderall scared me because we were gunna buy some yay later on andd yeeeeaaaahhh
 
I was looking around in my step mom's pill bag (who has cancer,) and I found some morphine, about thirty 15mg ones. I did that for a while, and I was happy about my find. When I went to go get more, I stumbled upon an even better find...An almost full bottle of 4mg Hydromorphones, about 100 of them. At first I was selling them and doing them, but then I was just doing them all my self. My sadest moment was when I had 3 of them left, and I just looked at them...They were so pretty. A white pill with a "4" engraved on one side and an "M" on the other. But I knew I wasn't going to see diliaudid for a while after I did them. I snorted them, having a great high, but after, I just didn't know what to do. If I stumble upon them again, with the same exact engraving, I'll piss my pants. It'll be a reunion. But for now, I just have to wait.
 
^ Dude, taking a cancer patient's pills? Not cool, man. :|


prolly when i was a noob and was hanging out with some methheads(didnt know it at the time), i was looking for any and all drugs, they said they could get acid, ecstasy, heroin and i ended up giving them round $100. they said they would have it the next day so when i was leaving, i saw a cop car drive by and they said i would definitely get stopped when i left so i gave them my glass pipe/case/gram of bud and then came back the next day and they were nowhere to be found.
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Oh, man. That totally sucks!
 
Sentimental said:
I was looking around in my step mom's pill bag (who has cancer,) and I found some morphine, about thirty 15mg ones. I did that for a while, and I was happy about my find. When I went to go get more, I stumbled upon an even better find...An almost full bottle of 4mg Hydromorphones, about 100 of them. At first I was selling them and doing them, but then I was just doing them all my self. My sadest moment was when I had 3 of them left, and I just looked at them...They were so pretty. A white pill with a "4" engraved on one side and an "M" on the other. But I knew I wasn't going to see diliaudid for a while after I did them. I snorted them, having a great high, but after, I just didn't know what to do. If I stumble upon them again, with the same exact engraving, I'll piss my pants. It'll be a reunion. But for now, I just have to wait.
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thats fucked up.

im not gonna say ive never taken pills that didnt belong to me, but i have ALWAYS known 120% that they were not needed and would not be used, ever. to take from someone that needs them, thats fucking low, esp. from a cancer patient.
 
the only drugs ever found by my mother were a $40 sack of weed. i always carried my drugs on me when i lived at home, and i took it out of my jeans for some reason when i was using the toilet and forgot... and left it in the bathroom (stupidly). i was pissed but not furious since weed is not really my thing... but i've sort of always wondered who REALLY found it (my dad?) because my mother never confronted me (and i don't think she would have cared about weed since it gives you the munchies).
loses that i actually cared about; the amount of public restrooms i've snorted meth/coke in over the past five years is ridiculous... if i look at a map of any of NYC/LA/S.F. i could tell you which streets/areas have bathrooms the best bathrooms to do drugs in. but thanks my eternally shaking hands there have been a dozen times or so i've been trying to crush something up and my shakey hands have made little bits of powder or cyrstals fall onto the ground... depending on how bad into it i was at the time i either looked at them lost and wanted to cry but refrained myself because of god knows what diseases are living on the floors of public restrooms, or got down on my knees...
 
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^agreed, taking pills from ppl who actually NEED them is horrible IMO
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I have a serious form of epilepsy and someone stole a handful of my epilepsy meds thinking they were a benzo... that was so uncool, but he got what was coming to him, mainly that he just ate a handful of anti-convulsants and was throwing up for days and had mental issues for weeks afterwards. fucking moron. If he had took the bottle instead of a handful I could have easily died, that's how bad my epilepsy is and how bad it is to take some people's meds.
 
75-77 Roxi's going down the sink drain in my bathroom. The lid was loose and I picked it up from the top and down they went. I was able to get the mess out of the sink trap though but what a mess. Hair, nasty gell of some nature. And yes I drank the water.
 
Sry 4 y'all's loss. But hot damn y'all's stories so cute!!! One thing I've noticed about my 25 years of playing, is you're not always at your best when under the influence!!! it's best to always leave your stuff at home. never put it in your pocket, leave it in your car, going into a club with it, a laundromat, don't let your parents in your bedroom if you're young and live with them? I could go on and on but reading about all this loss is making me crave a vallie...peace
 
the first thing that comes to mind was when i was woken up in my bed by the task force busting open my door and I had MDMA, xanax, and weed on the table next to me. I wasn't really bummed about the loss of drugs, since it was a small amount but the resulting legal situation and money I had to pay to get out of it were pretty heartbreaking...
 
Wow old thread surprised I haven't ever replied before... will share a few tragedies:

I finally got introduced to a serious player, the kind you call for 5 and 6 figure transactions, and less than a week later dude is on the news for a violent 25-life crime. Fml. Never got close to that level since.

Last pill for next 16 hours and am sick so hands are shaky. Knock the spoon over. Was flipping out and nearly in tears trying to scrape it off my leg as it poured down. Have been obsessively careful since then.

One time was partying on at least 5 different things, and we went out clubbing. Somewhere in all the places we had walked, a bag in my pocket with a bunch of pills went missing. I dragged 5 of my friends around for 3 hours in the middle of the night retracing our steps, which had many variations due to not remembering, and still never found it. They were annoyed (I was driving so had to wait til I drove us home), I was totally unhinged.

Then the impersonal tragedies... not too long ago dude was in a bus terminal and tossed a bag with hundreds of buns of H after cops noticed his suspicious behavior. In a spot I walk past twice a day, every day, at least. Man if I had been there and seen that...

And the just weird and frustrating... I had a job cleaning this deck of this residential high rise. Every day the ground was littered with empty dope stamp bags (obviously thrown out a window), Could count on putting a couple dozen together every day (millionaries can amass huge habits) and getting a decent hit by ripping open the bags for the tiny bit left. Except, of course, the day I was dopesick, had none of my own, and had no money... it decided to rain an hour before I got to work and ruin all the bags.

Then kind of a heartbreak was that when I was younger, I had access to everything in an OR's drug storage.. fent, sufenta, morphine, etc, and not only the inventory-monitored storeage, but final and unsupervised disposal of partially filled used ampules after operations. Of course by the time I figured out I really liked those things, I no longer had such access.


In the spirit of the thread I'll refrain from the real heartbreaks, of which I've unfortunately had a few of too.
 
once was during evaporation phase of a dmt extraction at a friend's apartment. their father visited and "cleaned" the "dirty" pyrex. oooooph.

once, with same friend funnily, got busted at a party and lost some novel benzos and about 10g of absolute fire bud. plus the wicked sweet jar i was keeping it in. i had just spent the last of my cash on the bud too. oooooph.

other than ill advised fronts to flakes, those are my worst losses.
 
The only one I can think of currently is when I lost 6 hits of LSD at someone's house once.

Not a big loss by any stretch but those were good drugs and I was disappointed to lose them, obviously.

edit: oh yeah, and I also flushed over an ounce of strong psilocybin mushrooms down a restroom toilet once after I woke up at a rest stop, saw a cop car parked right across from me & flew into a fit of paranoia. I expected the cop to follow me when I left the rest stop...but he didn't. Don't think he even noticed me...:(
 
Missing out on the whole "research chemicals" phenomenon in the UK when I had the chance. I was totally out of the loop on the whole thing and missed the availability of AL-LAD, ETH LAD etc. I only cottoned on to it a couple of months before the UK ban came into effect. Bought some 1p-LSD and BK-2CB. Damn, I wish I'd known sooner.
 
^ did you at least get in on the good mephedrone that was going around for a while over there?

I've always wanted to try mephedrone but it doesn't really exist in the market I live in (all we have is pharmaceutical speed & crystal meth, as far as stimulants go)
 
No, I bought a few grams of 3-FPM but I'm somewhat taken aback by that drug's sneaky nature. You can soon find yourself taking large amounts and the comedown is weird, to say the least.
 
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