I feel like i"m od'ing right now. I've done about 560 mgs of Oxy since about 7:00pm last night (it's now almost 1am...so 30 hours or so).
But I also suffer from panic disorder, so it could also just be a panic attack. I'm not sleepy at all. But I sometimes feel like I'm forgetting to break and I'm super, super anxious. My pulse is up for sure. A little dizzy. Some numbness/tinglin in my left shoulder and arm. Hard time focusing on what i"m reading/typing (I seem to do better when I close one eye).
Basically, I'm starting to freak out. I think since i woke up this morning, I've done about 8 OC 40's throughout the day...with the last 80mgs about 1/2 hour ago.
Somebody tell me to just calm the F**k down and that it's only a panic attack. Cause my thought is that if I were really od'ing, I'd be much more fucked up (sleepy, confused, high, nodding, etc) than I am.
and to think, this was gonna be my last night (again). What a shitty way to end this run.