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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

recovery100£ said:
So you’re telling me that because I had 7 injections I’m now going to lose 1-1-5 years of my life trying to recover, that’s completely fucked, how are these things legal, I’m already on the verge of suicide at 4 months it’s horrible, I hope I recover at 5-6 months if it has a 30 day half life and it takes 5 half lives to leave the body
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The thing i realized is that they say its a slow release, but how tf can they know. For me it felt like it released all at once. Not to mention where its injected and different body types and ways ppl react. I think its bs. Just floods ur brain breaks the blood brain barrier and wreaks havoc on your cns. They say its a stay out of jail injection originally. But thats only bc you're so blank and unmotivated that you can't even have the desire to die.
 
I plan to sue once i get back to Poland from netherlands, it was impossible before because i had contact and was financialy dependant on demonic parents who dont want everyone to know abuse can lead to schizophrenia misdiagnosis and they obsessed with family image, the whole Poland will hear it, those psychiatrist will face justice Inshallah
 
It’s Halloween and I’m trying to do my best to take my mind off not recovering so I’ve got a large buzzball, few beers and some chocolate rum, got grease the movie on and ordering dominoes pizza later and saw an old friend today so it’s not been bad, just could’ve been better if you get me
 
I’ve had literal concussions and had to be hospitalized after hitting my head so hard it cracked my skull open yet I was perfectly fine compared to the absolute devastation that one dose of “medicine” had to my brain
 
invegaispain said:
I think the only thing worse than invega is being paralyzed or having a traumatic brain injury, and even then it’s only some traumatic brain injuries that are worse because usually you still maintain the capacity to love and enjoy things
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The hell these injections put you in is something that cannot be comprehended by those who have not experienced it. I always told my family it's far worse than they can imagine.
 
recovery100£ said:
How are you feeling now bro? Have you completely 100% recovered everything?
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Yeah bro I’ve recovered 90-95%.I’m taking zinc to boost my testosterone and I feel my libido coming back up. I drank a single seltzer and got a pretty good buzz . Including the loading doses I took 8 shots with 6 of them being the highest dose and the second loading dose and my last shot being the second highest dose . Last shot was in April . 6 months now and I feel normal . My attention span has improved as well. I had horrible anhedonia when I was on the shots and have now regained the ability to enjoy things . Hope you recover as well
 
Invegatorture said:
The hell these injections put you in is something that cannot be comprehended by those who have not experienced it. I always told my family it's far worse than they can imagine.
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You lose your personality, identity, relationships, all the things that bring you joy, your ability to engage with other people and the world, your intelligence, ability to function independently, hope and anticipation for the future, and the emotional core of the human experience. and no one warns you they make it seem like it’s just something to sedate you a little. who’s ever heard of a medication that continues to effect you for years after you stop taking it? It’s essentially chemical rape for your brain. It’s worse than torture because at least when you undergo torture you’re still fundamentally the same human afterwards.
 
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